I usually get a bunch of shouts and stuff wishing me a happy birthday. Please don't waste your time.
I'm absolutely over birthdays for a while. The most important person in my life is gone forever, so it feels utterly pointless marking the occasion. And I already had less interest in my birthday before that happened.
It's my first birthday without her and I'm just going to sit in my room with the curtains closed and play video games all day.