Been trying to find a commission I seem to have lost so I looked through my old notes. It wasn't there.
So out of curiosity I skipped back to page 63, the very first note I got and started reading through, reminding myself of users who are no longer here. Surprising myself by finding people who *are* still here. Also finding out what a complete prick I was often times.
I mean, I still kinda am. I'm not very tollerant, I guess. If I feel I'm being mucked about with I just shut down and wait for the moment where I never have to deal with the person again. I used to be more aggressive about it back in the day. Way more opinionated and eager to muscle into drama. And my chief resource was Sonic fan art, so drama is definitely what you get in there.
Feels weird to be able to find dumb stuff you wrote in your early-to-mid 20s perfectly intact and readable. Stuff from 10-12 years ago that felt so important that now I can barely remember. I won't get into details but there were some really significant events that lasted months that I'd completely erased from my mind. And reading through I can understand why.
Never look back, ladies and gentlemen. Not when the view ahead is sunnier.