Shop Forum More Submit  Join Login
About Varied / Student Dragomira Fukada27/Female/Switzerland Group :iconswisscosplay: SwissCosplay
Little country, lovely talents !
Recent Activity
Deviant for 11 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 938 Deviations 9,885 Comments 68,002 Pageviews
×

Newest Deviations

Xun Yu The Strategist by Dragomyra Xun Yu The Strategist :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 3 1 Guardians Of Light by Dragomyra Guardians Of Light :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 12 1 Claire Redfield Costest RE2 Remake by Dragomyra Claire Redfield Costest RE2 Remake :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 4 0 Claire by Dragomyra Claire :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 22 1 ~ Claire Redfield by Dragomyra ~ Claire Redfield :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 19 2 Claire Redfield by Dragomyra Claire Redfield :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 17 5 ~ Let Me Think About The Best Plan by Dragomyra ~ Let Me Think About The Best Plan :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 7 3 ~ Aqua by Dragomyra ~ Aqua :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 15 4 ~ A Heart Filled With Light by Dragomyra ~ A Heart Filled With Light :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 19 5 Xun Yu - Dynasty Warriors 9 - Costest by Dragomyra Xun Yu - Dynasty Warriors 9 - Costest :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 6 4 Athena - Warriors Orochi 4 - Costest by Dragomyra Athena - Warriors Orochi 4 - Costest :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 11 3 ~ Luna The Oracle by Dragomyra ~ Luna The Oracle :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 16 2 ~ The Oracle by Dragomyra ~ The Oracle :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 16 2 Sadie Adler test RDR2 by Dragomyra Sadie Adler test RDR2 :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 15 2 ~ She Hopes by Dragomyra ~ She Hopes :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 10 7 Faded by Dragomyra Faded :icondragomyra:Dragomyra 9 2

Favourites

Claire Redfield by AyyaSAP Claire Redfield :iconayyasap:AyyaSAP 3,875 100 Ada and Claire wallpaper by AyyaSAP Ada and Claire wallpaper :iconayyasap:AyyaSAP 4,807 133 Fate Grand Order - Saber Alter by Xeno-Photography Fate Grand Order - Saber Alter :iconxeno-photography:Xeno-Photography 436 13 That's how mafia works. by raikoart That's how mafia works. :iconraikoart:raikoart 5,507 211 GWR - Father Adler by Roiuky GWR - Father Adler :iconroiuky:Roiuky 340 20 Charging by Claparo-Sans Charging :iconclaparo-sans:Claparo-Sans 1,338 15 Code name V by hoanglap Code name V :iconhoanglap:hoanglap 272 6 Axel Cosplay with Sea Salt Ice Cream by LinebeckCosplayArt Axel Cosplay with Sea Salt Ice Cream :iconlinebeckcosplayart:LinebeckCosplayArt 10 3 Lea cosplay from Kingdom Hearts by LinebeckCosplayArt Lea cosplay from Kingdom Hearts :iconlinebeckcosplayart:LinebeckCosplayArt 16 4 Lightning. by LadyxZero Lightning. :iconladyxzero:LadyxZero 217 12 Aerith : That's all that matters. by LadyxZero Aerith : That's all that matters. :iconladyxzero:LadyxZero 177 9 Wreck-It Ralph: Vanellope von Schweetz by JoviClaire Wreck-It Ralph: Vanellope von Schweetz :iconjoviclaire:JoviClaire 78 3 Final Fantasy XV: The Mechanic by JoviClaire Final Fantasy XV: The Mechanic :iconjoviclaire:JoviClaire 96 0 Pyrrha :18+ optional: by Axsens Pyrrha :18+ optional: :iconaxsens:Axsens 4,472 76 The Hoshido Royal Family - Fire Emblem: Fates by ludustonalis The Hoshido Royal Family - Fire Emblem: Fates :iconludustonalis:ludustonalis 8 0 prayer by Baka-neearts prayer :iconbaka-neearts:Baka-neearts 159 6

Watchers

Activity


Xun Yu The Strategist
~ Character: XUN YU
~ Serie: DYNASTY WARRIORS 9 - KOEI
~ Photo by TheFoxxx Photography

~ Twitter: Dragomira Cosplay
~ Insta: dragomira_dream
~ FB: Dragomira Cosplay
Loading...
Claire Redfield Costest RE2 Remake
~ Always trying to improve this cosplay!! So happy about it!

- Insta: dragomira_dream
- Twitter: Dragomira Cosplay
- FB: Dragomira Cosplay
Loading...
Claire
~ Character: CLAIRE REDFIELD
~ Serie: RESIDENT EVIL 2 REMAKE
~ Photo & edit by me
~ Insta: dragomira_dream
~ Twitter: Dragomira Cosplay
~ FB: Dragomira Cosplay
Loading...
~ Claire Redfield
~ Character: CLAIRE REDFIELD
~ Serie: RESIDENT EVIL 2 (REMAKE)
~ Photo and edit by me (only for fun)

~ FB: Dragomira Cosplay
~ INSTA: dragomira_dream
~ Twitter: Dragomira Cosplay
Loading...

DEPRESSION : IT IS POSSIBLE TO RISE UP AGAIN

 

There’s 2 years ago, I wrote here a journal entry where I was talking about the major depression I went through. I talked about everyting that I lived because of that and how it was so difficult to deal with. In fact, I never even thought I could I live something like that in my life.

Today, I wanna talk more and once again about it. I already wrote stuff about my symptoms and else which you can read here :

In english

 

~ It is Worth It.Since a few years now, I realise it got easier to talk about what I would like to talk here. 
Since a few years now, I am finally able to say; "Yes, I am better and I wanna be ready for my futur".
Those words...are not so easy to think or to say but before everything, they are really hard TO DO.
Yes. We can think and say everything we want...it will not be easy the say to do what we think or say at the end. To be honest, I even think it is fucking hard and it is perfectly normal not to succeed when you try in a first place. But to try is already something hard too. We would like to try but we cannot. Not today. Not even tomorrow and to think about the future can be the worst pain ever.
Yes. For 6 years now, I have been diagnosed with a depression. To tell you the right words in my case: "A Major Depressive Disorder".
I have been diagnosed 6 years ago but the disease was already here in me a few years ago before those 6 years so it started earlier with some symptoms which I was not


In french

It Is Worth It (French)Depuis quelques années maintenant, je me rends compte qu’il est devenu plus facile de parler de ce que j’aimerais vous parler ici.
Depuis quelques années maintenant, je peux enfin dire ; « Oui je vais mieux, oui, je suis prête pour mon futur ! ».
.
La réalité veut que ces mots ne sont pas facile à penser ou à dire….mais avant toutes choses, ils sont surtout très difficile à FAIRE.
Oui. On peut penser et dire ce que l’on veut…mais ce ne sera jamais facile de faire ce que l’on dit ou pense. L’action est difficile. Pour être honnête, je pense même que c’est TRES difficile et que c’est parfaitement normal de ne pas réussir quand l’on essait dans un premier temps. Mais essayer est déjà une chose difficile. On aimerait essayer mais on ne peut pas. Pas aujourd’hui. Encore moins demain et penser au futur peut être la dou

 

So yes,

For 7 years now, I have been diagnosed with a depression. To tell you the right words in my case: "A Major Depressive Disorder".

I have been diagnosed 6 years ago but the disease was already here in me a few years ago before those 6 years so it started earlier with some symptoms which I was not able to understand or even to ACCEPT.

To sum up, this depression started to settle when I was 15 years old. I have been diagnosed when I was 20 years, maybe a bit more. After that, a lot of things happened. Some days where it was ok, other day when nothing was ok. And, of course, a looot of relapses and other troubles about my health which were very hard to deal with especially with my studies and responsibilities.

Yes, it is really difficult for people which never lived that to understand why it is impossible to shoulder our responsibilities when we are ill this way. I remembered I was scared to live and to shoulder everything. Culpability was very strong in my head but I could not do otherwise. It was impossible.

Because, major depression  is truly like vicious circle when you can’t get away from. It is truly more than just sadness. It is something really deep where you can’t even see the depth…because the depth seem to be further when you think you touched it.

Some people believe it is enough to go out, take a breath and else…like the best cure for depression….but they are completely wrong. It is not enough. If it was enough, depression would not even exist. But it does and it is truly something hard to get away from.

However…

 

I did get away from.

I feel so better today.

I still have my treatment…but I do feel very better.

And I would like to tell you, everybody who are suffering from that, that it is truly possible to get away from. To see the light again. To raise up again.

Of course, it is a very long path and it is really different for everybody. We all feel the pain differently according to who we are.  Some people seem to believe that some stuff they are living is always worst than anybody else…but nothing is truly worst or better. It is just difficult to live through for the person. We are all different.

I believe depression has some symptoms which are very similar for everybody. But the way we’re going to feel them or to suffer from them will be different for everybody. The most important thing is not to know that there are „worst“ situations or best situation than yours….but to know how you can live through them and what you can do yourself to get better somehow.

Because I truly know we have our weapons to get better. But to find them or even to build them, we have to accept we need help and we need accept what is happening to us. Because yes, it is really difficult to say; „I am not ok. I need help“. It is like we all have a pride…but pride does not mean anything when we have too much wounds in our soul and heart. There comes a time when we need to rest  for understanding what is happening to us.

It is a bit like to have a broken leg; Do not try to run, it won’t work, ya know? Allow your leg to recover, and than, walk, and than, run. EVEN if  it seems to take forever for you, it will take the time YOU need for recovering, healing yourself.

We always say life is short; I would say it is long enough to take some time to rest and to recover from our own wounds. To live a life when we are broken is not worth it. To live when our light shines bright is really better and is worth a lot.

Trust me

I know what I am talking about. I lived through this.

At that time, I decided with the help of my relatives and my friends, that I needed to see a therapist. That’s why I started seeing him. Ho I guess I have been lucky to find an awesome therapist…I always think he saved my life somehow. Today, for some reasons, I see another one, but it is still great.

So, for getting better, at first, try to see with our relatives or friends or people you trust, a therapist. They are truly helpful and not only people who are sitting on their chair and are looking at you with no words. It exists a lot of different therapy. Try to find yours! The one which will be helpful for you. But don’t do it alone. Try to seek help. No matter what.

One oft he worst trap with major depression ist the loneliness; You always think you are alone…but in reality, you are not. It is a vicious thought  which is in your head like a poison. The worst thing is, you actually believe it. So you will be in a condition which is called „victim“ and it is really hard to get away from it. You do not listen to anybody. You believe that nobody can help your  misery. You think you are alone and stuck forever and you cannot get away from it no matter what  you do.

But….you are not really alone. Actually, you can seek help. You can DECIDE to seek help. You have the RIGHT to ask for help. You have the right not to be ok. To say „I am not ok at all“.

I only know when you accepted that you are not ok….then you allowed something to start getting better. The path for recovering started.

At that time, when I have been diagnosed. I know I stopped my studies  because nothing was ok. I really needed to rest. I remembered my mum  and my sister helped me a lot. Some of my family relatives did not understand my disease. Not at all. They were like: „She needs a wake-up call“. But…that was the trap! If you tried „to shake me“…that was where you could lose me forever.

I did not need that. I needed to rest at first. You know, when you have a major depression, it it really hard to face ourself. It is even impossible because something in us is really scary and it is different for each of us.

I know the « break »  took  1 year at first and after that, we tried to find something to keep me active somehow. Well, it seems weird to say….but actually, tob e active can help a lot to get better. Yes. People who are suffering from depression are struggling with something strong: Tob e active….because they want tob e active! But they cannot do it….at least, not at the beginning. But then, when you accepted you are not ok…it is possible to open a door to that ; To be active.

So at that time, we decided that I should work with children. I started working in a Kindergarten with 2-3 years old children. Of course, it was not that easy at all. It was even really difficult….but I remembered…something started getting better anyway. Tob e honest, I must thank heaven to have allowed to do that anyway and to have met some lovely people who helped me.

I always think I have been lucky somehow…but it does not make the path to recovering less difficult. It was hard, a long path when I was always about to lose hope.

But I did not lose hope.

So to see my therapist, to get a treatment (really important, I don’t think we have to be against the medicines for a depression….it is really important and they do help, trust me) and to try to keep myself active were really important to me. In fact, to see what could keep me safe and up was really important too.

That’s why I suggest people to have a look on their life and to check what keep them alive and well. We all have things which is called « pillars » in our life and  IT.IS.REALLY.IMPORTANT. It is hard to keep them when you feel you are about to lose them….but….if you feel the slightest drop of light in a hobby or else…which is able to keep you safe….just take it and keep it as it was the most precious stone in the world.

 

If I am talking about all those things…it is because I keep seeing people who are suffering from that…

and I want to tell them….that it is possible to get away from it. It is possible to raise up again. It is possible to recover and to reach a day where you’ll be saying : « Ho, I am ok ».

 

Like I love saying:

I could not tell you why I decided to love the life one day.

I could not tell you why I decided to love who I am.

I could not even tell you why it is so important to love who you are and to love the life. Why we must live no matter what.

I only know...

...When you are able to see the beautiful smiles of your family, of your friends, of people around you and of yourself in the mirror.

When you are able to see the sunrise each morning and you are able to write a new page each day.

When you are able to stand on your two feet and make your dreams come true.

When you are able to build who you are step by step.

When you are able to believe in you...

When you are able to accept...

 

...It is worth it.

 

I wanna tell you people,.

You can recover. You can get better.

Keep seeking help. Don’t believe that you are alone. You’re not.

 

Keep up. 



Dragomyra

 

 

 

 

 

 

deviantID

Dragomyra
Dragomira Fukada
Artist | Student | Varied
Switzerland
~~<3 Welcome In My Gallery. <3~~

~~ Fukada ~~ 27 Years Old ~~ Girl ~~

~~ <3 Switzerland <3 ~~

~~ Musicotherapy student ~~

~~ <3 Sunny Sunny Happy <3 ~~

~~In My Gallery, You Will Find~~

~~ Cosplay, photos~~


------------- <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3~

The Gallery Of My Twin Sister

--> :iconoyasumi4:

My other account on DeviantArt about Arts, drawings, photos...etc.

:iconfukadaartsoul:


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~ Cosplay.com

www.cosplay.com/member/111003/

~ Worldcosplay.com

worldcosplay.net/member/553

- Page Cosplay On Facebook

www.facebook.com/pages/Dragomi…


- WorldCosplay

worldcosplay.net/member/553/

o(^_^)o (o_o) (=_0) <(^o^)> (o.o)'
(o.o)(^-_-^) (-^_^-)(o.o)
(o_o)(^_^)
(._.)

Current Residence: Switzerland
Interests

Groups

Comments


Add a Comment:
 
:iconlinebeckcosplayart:
LinebeckCosplayArt Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2018  Professional Artisan Crafter
Hi! Thank you for the watch ^^
Reply
:icondragomyra:
Dragomyra Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2018  Student General Artist
No prob! Love your works! ;)
Reply
:iconlinebeckcosplayart:
LinebeckCosplayArt Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2018  Professional Artisan Crafter
Happy Dance 
Reply
:iconvorticalfivestudios:
VorticalFiveStudios Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!
Reply
:icondragomyra:
Dragomyra Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you very much!! ♡
Reply
:iconvorticalfivestudios:
VorticalFiveStudios Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You’re welcome!
Reply
:iconsanyawaffles:
SanyaWaffles Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday :D
Reply
:icondragomyra:
Dragomyra Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018  Student General Artist
thank you so much!!!^^
Reply
:iconmoyashisoba:
moyashisoba Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2018
゚+。*゚.・゚>о(´∀`●【Нарру ВΙятнDаУ】〇´∪`)о<.゚+。*゚
Reply
:icondragomyra:
Dragomyra Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018  Student General Artist
thank yuu ♡♡♡
Reply
Add a Comment: