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20180329 143107 by DracoLumina 20180329 143107 :icondracolumina:DracoLumina 5 0
Walking in darkness
I walk this world alone,
by my own choice this has been.
I held my heart back,
For I was afraid to feel.
Always holding myself beyond everyone,
I look down on this world as if from a star.
Afraid of being hurt,
I never let anyone fully in.
But I made a mistake,
I dared to dream.
That this world could hold more for me,
That I could be part of the warmth I saw.
But my fears held me back,
Never letting my soul show.
I let slip of my strenght,
and someone came in through a crack.
Now that is gone,
Possibly never to be found again.
Forgive me my love,
I never wanted to cause Pain.
We have had some good times,
for which I would never give up.
And once again,
I walk this world alone.
This time is diffent,
For my soul has been bared.
This time I cannot hold back my heart,
For I have felt the pain of love.
My body might seem cold,
but my heart watches over you.
I realize that it was not a mistake,
But to love is the greatest of goals.
The cold in my heart,
is the part of me that I lost.
As teh
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The Future
What remained after the hope has died,all the shattered dreams, the forgotten plans.
After Life, Death, Joy, and sorrow all faded.
After the forgotten past, and the present.
After everything in this forsaken word went away,
Was of all things,
The Future
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in pain
Here I sit,
day after day.
body pulsing,
feeling like,
its tearing,
falling apart.
Here I sit,
day after day.
everybody around,
happy, laughing,
while I
sit painfully.
Here I sit,
day after day.
people looking
through me.
never understanding
my pain.
Here I sit,
day after day.
tears inside
sliding down
as always
never seen
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Is etched into my heart
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And you never will
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You hurt me worse
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20180329 143107
Well decided to pick up the pencil and do some drawing again.  Got to get back into practice, so here is my first drawing of an eye.
So things didn't pan out very well for me over the last few years and I am now in a position to work on me and to get some things in my life strait.  I had thought about drawing again and doing some digital art, but well I have so many things I want to do I don't have time for it all.  Still wanting to do the chainmail thing and do it as I have time, but its slow going, the whole I got to have money to live kind of thing.  So what I am doing now is tying to pick up web design contracts.  So if anyone needs a web designed shoot me a message and mayhaps we can work something out.

  • Listening to: Behind blue eyes ~~ The Who


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cweitat Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
i can fund the remaining amount. 
cweitat Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
but how can u assure me? :)
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DracoLumina Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2014
NikidaEve Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Professional Artisan Crafter
You have a marvelous gallery.
The shirt is fantastic! I hope to make mine here soon.

Thanks kindly for the :+devwatch: and attention to my gallery. its greatly appreciated. Enjoy a llama! :w00t:
DracoLumina Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013
I actually have a second one that I have made that I wore to MTaC this past year, just haven't posted any pics of it... I'm guessing I should.
DracoLumina Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013
heh thank you
Aiden-Ai Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2012  Student Digital Artist
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Aiden-Ai Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2012  Student Digital Artist
---> [link] [link] [link] <--- All photos of you... and your boyfriends XD
MultiLock Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday? lol says on you hehe. :D^^
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