You may have noticed that I haven't been so active as I used to be, or just not posting as much as I used to do
That's because I got unmotivated to draw and tried to be away for a while.
I see so many talented people out there, trying their best - or even not and their paintings are still waaaaay better than mine - that I feel like a piece of nothing that always mess up with everything. My feelings were stuck inside me because the only way I knew to feel better were through the drawings, so I needed to keep them to myself and didn't want to bother anyone with it.
Ok, now let's get to the point:
I'm quitting drawing ponies
I don't watch the show anymore
I didn't watch the last movies that were out
I still like it
Its cool and cute
But drawing them and not being good enough made me really depressed and unmotivated.
I wanna improve my human anatomy, style, and shading. I'm looking foward to be better, but not now.
Because.... I don't think drawing ponies will take me anywhere
and I.. wanna give up
(have you ever looked at Underdise's drawings? Her ponies were amazing, she quitted, drew humans and her anatomy is SO PERFECT!)
Y E S, I know I still have commissions to do and I WILL do them until June 30th.
Otherwise, @.chirpy-chi, @.chococakebake, @.kittytams, you can have your points back.
At least sketches are done c:
I'm still deciding on what to do with this account. I dont know if I should deactivate and create another account, if i should keep the ponies drawings on a paste and start drawing humans in a few months. I don't even know if i wanna be part of the deviant art community anymore.
I still have no idea
But i will warn you all asap
Anyway, I am very thankful for everything you all done for me
for staying by my side and for being my friends.
I love you all, from all my heart
Thank you <3