DoragonKageTenshi

Bleah I hate being depressed. It makes it so hard to focus on what's important.  I also hate knowing that that is the cause and not being able to do anything about it. If I have seemed distant towards anyone recently, please tell me.  I've had a lot on my mind and not knowing anyone on here very well, I don't want to give the wrong idea ever, but I thought that I'd become close to a few people and now they seem to be distancing themselves and I don't know if it's me or the age difference or what, but our conversations of a couple weeks ago aren't happening anymore. I may have been overbearing or pushy or something. I don't know, but all I w

Everybody seems to want something other than what I'm giving.   I'm a nice guy. I do what is asked. I even smile. If I don't communicate when I'm deep in thought or upset, I'm being an asshole. If I don't communicate because I'm trying to pay attention, I'm being an asshole. If I'm unemotional in my visual cues, I'm glaring. If I'm quiet and reserved, I'm stomping. Can someone please tell me what dimension this is and point me in the direction of non reality, where being quiet isn't a crime. Oh and I guess because I have such a hard time talking to the people that are close, I scare away the ones that are not because I talk their ear