Listening to: Absolution
Reading: Old Year Books
Playing: ES4: Oblivion
Drinking: Dr. Faygo
School is over for me until the fall so i will have quite some free time, methinks. Im trying to do some drawing and solidify what i have learned this passing semester in some of my own random work.
Im also messing with my tablet and photoshop a bit more and plan to do it alot as the summer rolls on. I do so love pencil and paper but it will be very useful for me to gain some know-how in the ways of digital art.
so here is the run down....
- Passed hard ass classes with gusto
- Planning a dope-ass camping trip with my husband and our buddies this August in Cherokee NC. <3
- Work is ok except for the fact that it is a very religion-based facility and unfortunatly The Rapture that was supposed to go down was cause for panic for a couple of days.
One of the boys there commited suicide by immolation and we had a little work memorial for him today in the chapel...it was very sad and im not good with emotions. The run amok with no way to control them on my part. I didn't even really like the guy that much nor did i know him that well...but..
Seeing everyone so sad made me sad and while i was being sad for them i somehow became sad for him. I cried like a baby for him, i said blessings for him and i comforted his friends....for him. I'm not sure what came over me, really. Its a horrible way to die and i cried for his pain. The physical pain he must have been in when he did it. and the emotional pain he must have felt to have to end his own life.
The Lord and Lady gave us all the gift of life when we were born. It is like a slap in the face to throw it back at them. I only hope the Gods receive him with no anger, and heal his beaten soul.
But i guess when you get to that point...there is just no helping it. You gotta do what you gotta do and i only hope he is finally happy. -_- Blessed Be, Moore.