Who is this man before me, whys he act the way he does?
why can't he stay himself? He is obviously loved.
why can't he keep it together? why can't he keep it straight?
why does he feel he always has, so much on his plate?
Tryin to break though but can't seem to break out,
speakin in jibberish, but no real words seem to come out.
tryin this mind on for size, can't seem to find my way.
all these negative memories are always in the way.
I cant seem to run from it, i cannot try to hide,
all these feelings keep piling up inside.
Tryin to be the man that i've always wanted to be,
afraid of what you think you saw, and also what you see.
when i think about you, all i feel is love,
it wraps around my heart like a glove,
through the darkness and through the light,
my love for you shines bright.
i only want whats best for you,
i only want for you to get through.
to live another day, to see you another time,
to cuddle with you and write one more rhyme.
you realness and heart, pours from your soul,
i can understand everything else is hard to control.
hard to keep those thoughts out of your mind,
hard to keep walking in a straight line.
but remember i'm always here for you,
your soul is always in line with my own,
you're amazing, i wish you'd believe so.
Before i sle