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Sara Quin BW in paint by dillian Sara Quin BW in paint :icondillian:dillian 5 2
I shake my head when
I shake my head when
... people trust me so much.
It is not that I do not like it.. but I really hate making promises I can't keep.
...people expect so much from me.
It is not that I do not like the challenge but I like doing things my way.
... people thought I know everything
when in fact I just happen to have read more than they do
... people thought I am responsible.
because fucking up things in the past taught me better.
... people believe all what I say.
just because they couldn't think of any better ideas.
... people thought I am kind.
they never knew how tiring it is to be mad all the time.
I shake my head because I am a contradiction.
Life has taught me that there is order in confusion.
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man in paint by dillian man in paint :icondillian:dillian 0 0 cat in paint by dillian cat in paint :icondillian:dillian 3 3 pup in paint by dillian pup in paint :icondillian:dillian 5 3 lion in paint by dillian lion in paint :icondillian:dillian 3 1 lion in paint by dillian lion in paint :icondillian:dillian 1 4 crazy knight commander by dillian crazy knight commander :icondillian:dillian 1 2 marian hawke da2 by dillian marian hawke da2 :icondillian:dillian 5 0 F Hawke DA2 Rogue by dillian F Hawke DA2 Rogue :icondillian:dillian 0 1 M Hawke DA2 Mage by dillian M Hawke DA2 Mage :icondillian:dillian 0 1 Lightning FFXIII by dillian Lightning FFXIII :icondillian:dillian 11 12
Misplaced Confession
The Misplaced Confession
   The sun's departing rays touched Victoria's face as she ran at the bare hallway. It's almost five pm. The school fair just ended this week and most of students are too tired to attend club meetings.
   Victoria's club was dismissed early. She was about to meet her best friend Bernadette outside the campus when she saw a weird letter in her locker.
   It's not the usual scented ones she receives; she hoped it's not one of those hate mails that have anthrax.
   Ever since she won those trophies and recognition in junior high, she became the school's hero when it comes to sports. People clamor to her when she plays tennis, badminton, basketball, track & field and even swimming. She really didn't mind the attention and popularity. Every now and then she receives letters of admiration from her fellow classmates. Victoria's school mate and cousin Nelly even jokingly admits that she wanted
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- Moment -
If I were to hold your hand
Please don't let go
No matter how frail
No matter how weak
Hold it so.
If there is nothing to see
Let me still look
Because beyond those eyes
A calm, peaceful place
Like that of a brook.
With you I cherished
The silence of this place
Your warmth, your voice
And the smile contours
Of your face.
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- Sana -
Ang paglubog ng araw
Diwa ko'y naglalakbay
Guhit ng palad sa aking mga kamay
Kapalaran ang kulay.
Kung ika'y nalulungkot
Sa iyong pag iisa
Alalahanin mo ang tumawa
At tayo'y magsaya.
Kumirot man ang puso mo
Huwag kang lalayo
Paniwalaan mo
Pag-ibig ko sa'yo.
Ang iyong mga titig
Nagdadala ng ligalig
Sana siya ay kalimutan
At ako ang iyong hagkan.
Sa ating mundo
May tila isang anghel
Dati rati'y nahahagkan
Ngayo'y pangarap na lang
At bakit aking natatanaw
Ang aking luha sa karagatan
Baliw na nangungulila
Sa labi mo at salita.
Tanggapin mo ang alay ko
Mula sa aking puso
Hihintayin ko dito
Na magbalik ang iyong anino.
Sa aking paglisan
Ako'y iyong kalimutan
Di ako karapat dapat
Sa puso mong matapat.
Alam kong labis kang nasaktan
Puso mo sana ay pagbuksan.
Ayokong ika'y magdusa
Sana'y makahanap ng iba.
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-Last November-
Last November
How could you say ever after?
When your love changes just like the weather
How could your devotion be so untrue
When you took my arms and kissed my blues
Then comes tomorrow you said
Adieu. Adieu.
I wanted to run after you
But chasing the wind I cannot do
Such distance so far like the sky
You have gone where I cannot fly
I was left here
To cry and cry.
You promised me that we will always be together
Back from the days when the sun was warmer
When people thought we are inseparable
How I wish I knew what comes after
In the cold autumn
Last November.
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Journal History



this ID is WIP
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Life is a Loop.
I look at my ID and says there Deviant for 9 years
I felt like an ancient dinosaur.

What the fuck is a journal portal?
I really miss how simple it was back in the day. 
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glacypaula Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013
moshi mosh Clap 
dillian Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hello! sorry di na to updated. :(
DownOnMyKnees Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2012
hey, I just wanted to say, your Poem Bisexual, was like, amazing and so true. it's right to the point and very realistic.
dillian Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks. :)
Arilynazure Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2012
Thanks for the fav! :D
glacypaula Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012
dillian Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
musta rin. :)
glacypaula Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2011
dillian Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
glacypaula Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2011
may ranma 1/2 live action :)
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