I shake my head when
... people trust me so much.
It is not that I do not like it.. but I really hate making promises I can't keep.
...people expect so much from me.
It is not that I do not like the challenge but I like doing things my way.
... people thought I know everything
when in fact I just happen to have read more than they do
... people thought I am responsible.
because fucking up things in the past taught me better.
... people believe all what I say.
just because they couldn't think of any better ideas.
... people thought I am kind.
they never knew how tiring it is to be mad all the time.
I shake my head because I am a contradiction.
Life has taught me that there is order in confusion.