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Am I beautiful yet? by DigiAvalon Am I beautiful yet? by DigiAvalon
Am I beautiful yet?

If I change my cloths?
If I cut my hair?
If I alter my body?
If I look like her?
Tell me,

Am I beautiful yet?

This is my first piece of dark art, I believe, and its kind of more of a social commentary. There are girls out there who hurt themselves in the struggle for beauty. “Who are brought down by all the, you should be like this…” Attitudes. Some girls out there suffer from abuse and begin to believe that they are ugly, and worthless, and that’s not cool! So I wanted to capture that. I don’t know if I did a good job or not…

Bg maya, everything else Photoshop.
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paradigma2445 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
strong piece of work...many of them don't get that it starts from the inside... literally
SigVik373 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2016
This is a very powerful statement and it evokes many emotions in me. You're doing great work, and I don't mean just the art.
gaby1pr Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
This is such amazing job. Someone made me feel like that before. Who place you in tha situation dont worth a minute of your beautiful and valuable time.
abbeyrox11 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2011
ahhhh scary
Kaleidoscopic365 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2011
Thank you for this pic-I hope you dont mind if i use it in my debate final (Im combating Plastic Surgey for Non-Medical needs)
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2011
sure go for it :)
WatersCry Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2011
Yes You Are Very Beautiful!!!! so don't let anyone ells tell you otherwise!!!!! Love It and it kind of reminds me of Pink and her music vid Fu**in Perfect
snowbunnytyme Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2010
thats veary scary
dark-circles Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Interesting. I like the proportions of the figure, and how really she was already beautiful to begin with.
Jazuten Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2009
i love this work...but i can't decide wether to hate it or love it, maybe do both... i see my hidden mental self in this picture, it almost makes me cry...
RynKimVay Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2009
That is truly a powerful comentary. Speaking as a woman who's been thrown to the curb several times by every one of my (ex) boyfriends, I've done a lot of things to make me 'look better'. Many times I've wondered 'If I looked like her... He'll want me back' And sadly, I still think it's true on some level. :hug: Anyway, it really is a beautiful piece. :+fav:
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2009
onichi-chan Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2008
i understand this clearly Great Job :)
Setsunawindwaker Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2008
Absolutely amazing. D: Reminds me of me as a child.
Maria34 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2008
It's even worse when you're a very masculine male wanting to look like that model in the picture. A pair of scissors just isn't enough.
Candy2021 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Student Digital Artist
one word.

JRein Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
GingerFoxy Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2008  Professional General Artist
"If I look like her?"
I hate it when guys give pictures of different whores to their girlfriends saying. "She's perfect!"
..Mine does that and I hate it. Somehow I like being short, and I don't really give a fuck about being a bit on the flatchest side. Anyway, it's not something I can easily fix. The whole thing just gives me a bad mood and the desire to slice the damn bitch in the pic with a chainsaw.
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2008
the girl isn't the problem the guy is, he can keep that shit to himself if he knows it bugs you.
IckyVickys Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2008  Student General Artist
omy....i tear up a this pic.....beautiful work....fabulous emotion.....great job
tabbykitten101 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
it does capture what you want I like it hey if it does not bother you could you read my ummm poem/short story type of thing lol I think it works with your picture :) tell me what you think kk
bloodstainnightmare Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
this makes me think a lot its a good piece. i love it.
im not dont usualy like these types of things but it has made think. i love it!
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2008
Linneasan Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Really great pic! I know exactly what you mean, since I feel like that myself. I must ask, is this a song, a poem or did you write it yourself?
IchigoSakura Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Damn. That's really deep and amazing. It's so true that women, and even some men, hurt themselves all in the name of so-called "beauty", in which tabloids tell you that "fat", better known as curves, are horrible and people won't like you if you're like that, so it's best to be twig-like skinny and frail-looking.

Your piece inspired me. Nice job!
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2008
kitsudragon Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2007  Professional Traditional Artist
its powerful i like it
Out-Take Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2007
my first thought was, "this is so f**ked up! it makes me want to run out into the streets and punch and old woman!" but then i read your meaning behind it so its all good
sifie14 Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2007  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
girls who say their ugly are sooo wrong!!
each female has their own kind and form of why hte hell do they try to be like those coke sucking whores????? i ask ya that!
Marla-chan Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2007
this piece is very close to me.
AcJoker Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2007
An amazing portrayal of the suffering of some diluded minds.
A silent cry, screaming for the acceptance of others.
But never heard.

An amazing piece.
All the best.

DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2007
Coucherz Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2007
This deffinately caught my attention. And I must say you did and excelent job! :)

I found one odd thing though. The way she's holding the scizzors. I don't think my fingers can bend that way! DD: But it's all good. I'm just too picky with some details. :'(
funky-punky123 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2007
so true... this is how i interpret it, it may be totally not what it was meant to be, but i'm strange, and i can live with that :D

this girl has been told all her life she's not beautiful, so one day she gets really frustrated and she slits her wrists and cuts her hair and does everything in this picture and she'se thinking "NOW AM I BEUTIFUL!!! JUST SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!!...

sorry if i freak u out... i'm just a bit weird lol :D
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2007
its more of even thoguht shes inmaating everything pop culture sees as beauty she still can no long see the beaty in herself, if you notice on the wall there is a littke drawing of a person she is trying to inmate and can't find any mental relife thought pain an contiunes to stugel to appear as she has been force fedd what is beauty.
Broken-Loner Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2007
THIS deviation is beautiful.
fire-and-wind Featured By Owner May 24, 2007
i think you captured the point very well.
wolfdemon194 Featured By Owner May 12, 2007
I think you did a wonderful job!
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner May 12, 2007
LauraLF Featured By Owner May 10, 2007  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Humenthu Featured By Owner May 5, 2007
This is one of my all-time favorite pictures!!!
I can't tell you how much I likeit!!!
Kerushi25 Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2007
That's a really strong message that you put on there. And I'll admit, *sigh* that I'm like that at times. I feel like that sometimes. It's strange to see it in art, but it puts the message out there more powerful than anything really.
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2007
ya art has a way to show us things we often ignor.
Kerushi25 Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2007
Yup. I have to agree. And with your brilliant art, it shows the message very vividly.
DigiAvalon Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2007
lol most of may art doesn't have a message but this one did i am sure some people say it better but this one was my way fo saying it.
Kerushi25 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2007
Really? That's pretty surprising to me since I've looked at all your other art and it's very beautiful. I'm soooo jealous! I would draw, but I'm not confident enough, nor do I have the patience. So, instead, I write stuff. Of course I'm too scared to post it since it might not be good or whatever.
GrimRach Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2007
i love this its so real!! ive been there n im still a dog but ive accepted that n thats beter than nothin o i duno wot im on about never mind
snowinwarshington Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2007
I like the emotion this shows...very sad and desperate. The photo on the wall, the pills on the floor...all those little details make it perfect.
sparkpenguin Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
god i love the emaciated hollywood-bitch in the photo in the protagonist is trying to emulate.

fuck those masogynistic bastards. she's aloready beautiful, but the struggle is downright ugly.
EmperorNortonII Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2007  Professional Traditional Artist
This makes quite a statement!
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