If I change my cloths?
If I cut my hair?
If I alter my body?
If I look like her?
Am I beautiful yet?
This is my first piece of dark art, I believe, and its kind of more of a social commentary. There are girls out there who hurt themselves in the struggle for beauty. “Who are brought down by all the, you should be like this…” Attitudes. Some girls out there suffer from abuse and begin to believe that they are ugly, and worthless, and that’s not cool! So I wanted to capture that. I don’t know if I did a good job or not…
That is truly a powerful comentary. Speaking as a woman who's been thrown to the curb several times by every one of my (ex) boyfriends, I've done a lot of things to make me 'look better'. Many times I've wondered 'If I looked like her... He'll want me back' And sadly, I still think it's true on some level. Anyway, it really is a beautiful piece.
"If I look like her?" I hate it when guys give pictures of different whores to their girlfriends saying. "She's perfect!" ..Mine does that and I hate it. Somehow I like being short, and I don't really give a fuck about being a bit on the flatchest side. Anyway, it's not something I can easily fix. The whole thing just gives me a bad mood and the desire to slice the damn bitch in the pic with a chainsaw.