I can't go on anymore. There is nothing that would make me feel better around me. I have decided to close this account, or actually dismantle it since the account closing has been disabled... and then I leave. If I ever decide to come back then I will do so under some different account. As a goodbye picture I present my latest creation, not in the gallery, just uploaded to some other site.
Xanthia and Sang Hee
...and it's not getting any better.
I need a lot of support and no one wants to give it. People want to take and never give. I feel forsaken, utterly and mercilessly. Maybe I deserve it. I wish I was dead, maybe you all wish so too.
Anyway, I made a few of new artworks but I will not post the link to my webpage in public. I do this to prevent a certain group of people from getting there. Whoever is supposed to see it will receive it in a note.
Ok, so DeviantArt staff is messing with my gallery for no reason so I have decided to post no more of my art in here. I will have my friend make me a personal website that will include all of my works I'm willing to share with the world. Once ready, I will post the link to all the community websites and forums I attend.