Im so mad bc Im rly feeling enthusiastic about drawing but it hurts so bad 2 draw bc I think it affects my neck/shoulders when I draw bc it tenses urself up even if u dont rly notice it thats what the massage lady said at one point...and like sitting in 1 position 4 a while and not just hanging out wherever hurts like my mom put ice on my back and it even still kinda hurts even after its been iced
Apparently my back has gotten a little better but its still rly messed up and I can only go once a week now 4 only a little longer Idk whatll happen after that but I dont think insurance helps us out w it anymore after that so....urg...I thought I was getting better bc while I was going 2-3 times a week it felt better but now apparently when I dont go it just hurts!!!
I dont know how Im gonna draw if it hurts this bad like this is one of the reasons I had trouble posting a lot of art 4 the longest time (literally even after I started going 2 physical therapy I couldnt) bc it huts so bad 2 draw 4 long amounts of time and it takes me 4ever 2 draw like polished stuff and when I was drawing 2day I noticed myself kinda slacking and not doing the best that I couldve been doing bc I was in pain awhaugaeug
I just wanted 2 draw something personal 4 myself b4 I finished comms but I cant even finish it!!! And I dont know how Im gonna finish Julys comms bc pain!!! Aaaaa!!!!!!!! This dumb body!!!!!