I blush when I imagine your hands on my skin, your lips pressed against mine, and your tongue firm in my mouth
I smile when remember the taste of your chest, and the pleasure I felt when you nibbled my ear.
When you look into my eyes, I feel sexy and special, like the woman I want to be
A woman who can please you, the way you please me, and do anything for you (or to you).
My jealousy burns me when I think of you with other women, making love to them instead of me
I just want to scream at the top of my voice, shout you out of my heart and my head
And hope the sound of my heart breaking will force me to forget that which I cannot have
But I slipped into my trap again, falling too hard and too fast, unable to escape.
I curse myself for my stupidity, for letting you plague my dreams and every waking moment.
I promised I wouldnt let myself get hurt again, to let myself love another person so deeply
But, fragile and alone for so long, you seemed so very good for me.
And you pulled me