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Making space
Just getting the depressing/self loathing stuff off the front of my page; while I still feel like that time and time again, I don't like it being the first thing I see every time I start up dA.  I wish I could let myself draw.  Then I could post it here, show it to friends, and get some feedback, improve, post more, get better.  It's one thing to understand a concept than to believe it, I guess.
I've certainly let the optimism of that last journal go to waste.  I'm not happy.  I'm quite lonely actually, seeing as how I only see people on the weekends now if I can even get out of bed to do so.  How can things have gone so...meh?  27, with nothing to show for life feels like such a waste, so much time lost to stupid depression, sickness, pain. I have nothing but regret.


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wadenein|Student Digital Artist
Thank you for watching! 8D
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Thank you very much for the watch :)
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Air-Pirate-Bunny|Professional General Artist
Thanks for the watch! C:
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davidsobe|Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for adding me to your watch.  David
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SeelederSchar|Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for putting me on your watch list!
After some time, I'm finally getting back here now, so there'll be things to be seen on my gallery again, soon!

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einaryoris|Professional Digital Artist
Thanx for watching)))
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