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Ange
It's the wings of cold winter days
That cut through the haze
I've missed you for so long
And, by now, I should know you're gone
But still I feel you here with me
I know that I'll never be set free
And I'll sing this song tonight
To fight off the hollow feeling I get
Even though I took a part of you away with me
I tried to set you free from sadness and from sorrow
But I'll love you more tomorrow
And it's no comfort to me
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Literature
Grey -The Fallout-
If that's how it's got to be
You wouldn't chalk it up
To anything more than apathy
That I would just discard
Rearrange and find another heart
As you write another lie
Maybe I was blind
And never knew it was falling through
Perhaps I failed to disengage
From everything you said
And all the plans we made
Suddenly
I became nothing less than the enemy
Without a sound
It all got turned around
And I'm just a little scared
Of what will remain when the smoke clears
And what will become of us
As we disregard
And lay to waste
All the good things we were
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Literature
The Dancer -Revision-
Have you seen this girl?
She's a wonderful dancer
Who I can't get out of my head
Because she dances on my grave
Every time we fall apart
She's got a wonderful smile
With motive driven eyes
And selfish lies
She floats like a butterfly
Oh so very graceful
But never in a straight line
As she traces imaginary patterns
And futures in the fog of her mind
Her fickle nature
Never lets her rest
Or decide
There is only perpetual movement
As her mercurial nature
Orbits mine
Dodging and diving
Until they collide
And then...
Then the tears fall like the spring rain
Washing away all the dirt
And our recollection of why
In time
Until we are reborn
With separate lives
Then when she asks
Where we went astray
She gave up on me
Gave up on us
Again
Is all that I can say
And it's a long way down
We're a long way away from tomorrow
And she says
She'd give anything
For me to hold her again
As she dances through my life
Time after time
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Literature
The Dancer
Have you seen this girl?
She's a wonderful dancer
Who I can't get out of my head
Because she dances on my grave
Every time we fall apart
She's got a wonderful smile
With motive driven eyes
And selfish lies
Who says she's willing to fight
But always quits
An eighth of the way to the light
She loves the idea
But never the work
And will profusely apologize
Without meaning a single word
Then
When her tears fall
She says it hurts
And all I can say
Is that she gave up on me
Gave up on us
Again
And it's a long way down
We're a long way away from tomorrow
And she says
She'd give anything
For me to hold her again
As she dances through my life
Time after time
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Literature
Tomorrow's Eyes
As ashes from your hair fall
I'm still not sure what to do
And I can't see through
Forgotten in this fog of memories
So I'll drink until I can breathe again
And from dusk to dusk
I would have been a better person
If it were only
Left up to me
Yet I find it remarkably easy
To still shine
Despire all the shit you've covered it with
Even though it's been so long
So I'll find
And re-define myself
As another petal falls from the rose
In your hair
That I set so carefully
I refuse to follow it down
And
Tomorrow
My blue eyes
Will still shine
Without you
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Literature
Still -Illustrationism-
2 AM.
The torrents of rain wash tirelessly against the pane
And the voice of night calls to me,
It bids me to follow
And join the moon and the clouds,
To take my place as a child of stars.
Yet I lie still,
Awake, but barely breathing,
Savoring each new breath of air,
Watching lines of light pierce the glass,
To create distorted, melting patterns
On the bleak and darkened ceiling.
This feeling I have
Intrigues me.
It's so delicate,
So ethereal,
As if I have been kissed by Night herself.
It's so exhilarating, captivating, and complicated,
Yet so very simple,
And so familiar.
Like learning to breathe again,
I don't quite remember this,
But it's what I missed.
3 AM.
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Literature
Still
2 AM.
The gusts of rain wash tirelessly against the pane
And the voice of night calls me.
It bids me to follow
And join the moon and the clouds,
To take my place as a child of stars.
Yet I lie still,
Awake, but barely breathing,
Savoring each new breath of air,
Watching lines of light pierce the glass,
Creating patterns on the bleak ceiling.
This feeling I have
Intrigues me.
It's so delicate,
So ethereal,
So complicated,
Yet so very simple.
But I still can't quite put my finger on it,
All I know
Is that I haven't felt this way
In so very long.
...I missed this.
3 AM.
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Only Human -ID- by Destructionist Only Human -ID- :icondestructionist:Destructionist 1 16
Literature
Winter Flower
"I'd be lying to you"
I said as we walked
down one snow covered street
arm in arm
"if I said that I didn't know
"where this began,
"or where things ended."
The cold air picked up
Temporarily taking my breath away
"But I'm really not sure
"where this came from.
"This phenomenon of 'us,'
"and to be honest,
"I don't really mind"
Her hand slid down my leather covered arm
until her hand rested in mine.
"I don't mind either."
And our fingers linked together
as she leaned on me.
"We'll take things as they come this time"
And then there was a familiar feeling,
her lips on my cheek,
Leaving a delicate imprint.
My eyes closed to savor the moment
and my heart opened up.
A flower
that bloomed in winter.
Such a delicate, rare thing.
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TheaAtherea Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016   Writer
:hug:
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Paula-Rosa Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014   General Artist
Hadn't been here for centuries. I hope all is well with you, dear friend. All the best!
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Bil-Sabab Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2011
I'd like you to read this cycle of poems: [link]
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Paula-Rosa Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2010   General Artist
:hug: ...
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bringBRIthehorizon Featured By Owner May 20, 2010
Lmao at your icon!
:D
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realityfaery Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:huggle: Today is hug a deviant day, I just wanted to stop by and tel you what an awesome deviant you are :tighthug:
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Destructionist Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2010
:hug:
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realityfaery Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww a long time missed hug :hug:
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TheaAtherea Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2010   Writer
:glomp:

Just stopping by to look at some of your old terragens and to say hello.

Hello. :hug:
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Paula-Rosa Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2009   General Artist
I'm so happy to hear from you, dear friend. :hug:
Hope you're doing great.

Fluffy cloud!
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