Shop Forum More Submit  Join Login
Back in psychiatric hospital. Just thought I'd show my messy face and give you real life appreciation:





Love you guys, I'll write more when I'm in a bit more of a stable place, :iconblueheartplz:

Peace, Love and Strength,
Blue xx
Add a Comment:
 
:icononeironautika:
Oneironautika Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
*offers comforting and encouraging hugs if they'll help*  :comfort: 
Reply
:iconpeanutman27:
peanutman27 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
if you ever need to talk I myself as i am sure many others here would be happy to listen, you have given us/the world so many beautiful creations and i would love to return the favor if you need. you are a magical soul inside and out, even in the dark corners of your mind that don't often see the light.
Reply
:iconmurcurypoison:
MurcuryPoison Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student General Artist
I'm starting to go through the same sort of thing in my life. Or at least something of similar elements. I was wondering, is there a better? If you never been happy and you want to be happy and you can't be happy, can there be a happy? Will I be happy or am I doom to feel unhappy and I should just give up? The circumstances I'm in doesn't allow me to do much about it. I can't do any significant change to my life. I just have to wait until I can do something. Or maybe I'll never get the chance to do that something. Or maybe when i do get the chance it won't change anything. It's feels like it's not worth waiting for. I feel nothing, while everyone around me have such lively emotions and excitement. I keep trying to emulate these emotions and fake my feelings. Feelings like sadness when someone you know dies. Or happiness when your favorite book is about to come out in movies. But feel nothing inside. I feel isolated and unrelatable. I try to be normal which I'm good at faking at but it doesn't change me. It doesn't change the inside. I don't feel happiness. How can or what is there to wait for? Is there a better?
Reply
:iconfarzmatin:
farzmatin Featured By Owner Edited Nov 14, 2018
Sweet Destiny, i hope all is better now. You are Loved Profoundly. I get the neuroleptic (anti-psychotic) medicine Fluanxol (R), 15mg of flupenthixol decanoate (?) Depot, injected into my Deltoid (shoulder muscles, left alternating with right side every 2 weeks) IntraMuscularly (IM) every 2 weeks and it has stabilized my mood and sleep patterns (circadian rhythm) and increased my positive outlook. Also, whenever i feel my akathisia coming on (uncomfortable feeling of having to continuously move my body, severe restless body and thought pressure) i take by mouth (P.O.) 2 or 3 tablets of 0.5mg clonazepam (Rivotril(R)'s  generic tablets) to calm down my akathisia, sometimes adding 1 tablet of 1mg benztropine (of Cogentin(R) generic brand) for more efficacy. if you find you are having trouble with akathisia or any kind of dyskenisias, feel ok to ask the doctor's clinicians where you live to try them. They work well. If you are doing well with what you are on right now, then all is good and please ignore this message. Sending you Lots of Divine Love and Light and Protection and Healing <3 <3 <3 Also, if this comment or any comments trigger or cause you distress, please feel ok to delete/remove it Hug  
Reply
:iconxxmaxxitategamixx:
XxMaxxiTategamixX Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
We love you :heart:
Reply
:icon8-0-8:
8-0-8 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018
<3

Reply
:iconvivyi:
Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Take care Blue! And I hope you begin to feel better soon! I just got out of the psychiatric hospital myself 2 days ago, so I know how it feels. It does get better fortunately and I hope and wish for a safe recovery for you.

You are an amazingly strong woman with a heart of gold, and I think you have the strength to overcome this. :heart:
Reply
:iconzalloy:
Zalloy Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2018
Hope you make a strong recovery and feel better soon, much <3 back!
Reply
:iconmangagirl18:
Mangagirl18 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2018
:huggle: 
Reply
:icondarcy-2017:
Darcy-2017 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2018
I wish you all the best.

You work has something special in it.

Remember to take care of yourself, and not just everyone else.


Reply
:iconsheenaurbi:
SheenaUrbi Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2018
Take care of yourself DestinyBlue! We're all praying you recover quickly, but we know it isn't easy. Please know that you are in our thoughts, and we'll be here waiting for you when you are ready. 
Reply
:icondeadlycookie98:
DeadlyCookie98 Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2018
I'm really impressed by this, it must take quite a lot of energy and willpower to give even such a small thank you message, so I think you deserve all the support you get, in whatever shape it may be.
Reply
:iconlordsia:
LordSia Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2018
Take care of yourself! I hope you feel better soon!
Reply
:icongrinkat:
grinkat Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Take care of yourself and stay strong. We're here for you, and we'll be right here waiting for you, too.
Reply
:iconmetalporsiempre:
MetalPorSiempre Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hope things get better soon! Take care!
Reply
:iconymmijofmyself:
ymmijofmyself Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2018
I hope everything turns out alright!  Remember there's always someone out there that care for you!
Reply
:iconlaenigmadama:
LaEnigmaDama Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2018
CLANNAD AS - Ushio Worried/Concerned Oh dear. I'm so sorry your going through this. I pray your recovery be as smooth and quick as possible. We'll be here for you when you are up to returning. Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] You can beat this.
Reply
:iconspectral-amnesiac:
Spectral-Amnesiac Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Best of luck with your recovery! We're here for you Blue! 
Reply
:iconls-illustration:
LS-Illustration Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2018  New Deviant Professional General Artist
Heart  Best luck with the recovery Hug 
Reply
:iconnohb:
NoHB Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I wish all the best, may your recovery be fast ! We are all with you ! 
Reply
:iconmyst-enjiru:
Myst-Enjiru Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018
Hope things even out for you soon. We'll be waiting for you :)
Reply
:iconshadowroadz:
ShadowRoadz Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Take the time you need to get yourself feeling better <3
Reply
:iconready2create:
Ready2Create Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018   General Artist
I wish you the best recovery, Blue :thanks:
Whatever happens next, know that you are a wonderful person :hug:
Reply
:iconalvringer:
alvringer Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Good luck with your recovery, I wish you all the best <3
Reply
:iconnighthawk81:
nighthawk81 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018
Everyone has already said it ... but this old man had to chime in.

I love you, Blue ... and so do a WHOLE!LOT OF OTHERS.  Get well, darling girl.
Reply
:iconwhoknewboo:
whoknewboo Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
I love you and your strength!  It is truly an inspiration.  I wish you health, and you are in my prayers.

You are never alone.

Cheers, Beautiful Blue.
Reply
:icondarquethoughts:
DarqueThoughts Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
Thank you for that lovely video, Blue! Blue Heart Emoji 

I wish I could give you a real-life hug right now! :tighthug:

You are a beautiful person!!! Hang in there, and get well!

Remember, we are here for you, and we love you!

Be well,
DarqueThoughts
Reply
:iconzarasque:
zarasque Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
<3
Reply
:iconhenrijonesjr:
HenriJonesJr Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
Get better! We need you back safe and well!
Reply
:iconhoshisamavalmor:
HoshisamaValmor Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
fast recovery
Reply
:iconchalkartist1216:
ChalkArtist1216 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Best of luck with the recovery, Blue; we're here for you. :hug:
Reply
:iconstar-waves:
Star-Waves Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
We love you Blue!!
Reply
:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
:hug:
Reply
:iconabsbor-k:
Absbor-K Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:heart:~
Reply
:iconusername465:
username465 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] 

Much Love, and much llamas
Reply
:iconliselotte41:
liselotte41 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
<33
Reply
:iconvyamester:
Vyamester Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Professional Interface Designer
I know how hard itis when the world is not the brightest place, but always think about those who supportyou and send their love for you. You are never alone. We are here, right next to you, even if phsically thousands of miles aways. Keep up!^^ 💙💙💙💙💙
Reply
:iconskullgrin-140:
Skullgrin-140 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Take care of yourself Blue, all the best. 
Reply
:iconakikkakikka:
AKikkaKikka Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018
We will be awaiting for you here! Expectantly! Love Bounce 
Reply
:iconxender1500:
Xender1500 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
I wish you a speedy recovery. We understand that you can't be available because sometimes life just gets in the way, even if not in the way we want
Reply
:iconacteriaarts:
ActeriaArts Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<3
Reply
:iconpoketitan:
PokeTitan Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Take care beautiful girl :rose:
Reply
:icondeadgirl55:
Deadgirl55 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
small heart - blue small heart - aqua small heart - blue We Love You Blue. Take Care Of Yourself~ small heart - blue small heart - aqua small heart - blue  
Reply
:icondarthmcleod:
DarthMcLeod Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Student
I'm glad you got help and that you're being well-cared for.  I like your accent by the way (yeah I'm American.  I'm the one who talks funny)...
Reply
:iconmobubbles:
MObubbles Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
We've always got your back, Blue small heart - blue  Praying for you!
Reply
:iconskasha:
Skasha Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018
I hope you feel better soon *hugs*
Reply
:iconkaizenkhaos:
kaizenkhaos Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018
*hugs* lots of love and hugs for you and hope you get through the storm soon x
Reply
:iconsussi:
Sussi Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018
Hey, please take your time to take care! <3
Reply
:iconfruitrunes:
fruitrunes Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2018  Student Digital Artist
i met you at my first ever convention back when i was 12 years old, you've always been and always will be such an inspiration.

i hope the dark times pass soon, kick depression's ass. :heart: to your recovery.
Reply
Add a Comment:
 
×

:icondestinyblue: More from DestinyBlue


Featured in Collections

Wordings by EnforcerWolf

Literature, Journals by Siara-chan


More from DeviantArt

BETA TEST: DeviantArt Eclipse


As you may know, DeviantArt has been long working on a big update of our site and overall user experience. It’s been over a year of brainstorms, planning, research, interviews, testing, and more, and now we’re gearing up for a full Eclipse!

The time has finally come: we’re excited to announce DeviantArt Eclipse to beta testers. Take a look at the new design and some of the new features on our promo site. How To Try DeviantArt Eclipse

Now it’s time for you all to experience it! All beta testers have been enabled with DeviantArt Eclipse. To make the switch simply click on the More menu on the top navigation and select “Try DeviantArt Eclipse.”You can switch back to the old site by clicking on the avatar icon and selecting “Back to Old Version.”

Explore What’s New

We can’t wait for you to explore some of our awesome new features! We recommend starting off by selecting Header Art in order to personalize your Profile and make a “wow!” first impression.

After you’ve done that, elevate your art by choosing a deviation background (Core Members have more background options to select from as well). Expand your watch list and community outreach by browsing status updates and polls. Experiment with the new Love Meter to indicate how much a certain work of art matches your personal taste. Go on and explore, Beta Testers!

Reporting Bugs, Feature Requests, and Feedback

DeviantArt Eclipse is still in development. You will likely encounter bugs and unfinished features. We need your help to test out our new features! If you do find any issues, please let us know.

Submit a bug or feature request (submit to this form as many times as you’d like!)Please try to include as much information as possible, such as browser info, OS info, screenshots, links, reproduction steps, what you expected to see versus what you actually experienced, and anything else you think will help describe your issue.Please do not contact DeviantArt Support about Eclipse-related bugs or issues — we’d like to collect all bugs and feedback though this form.Submit your overall feedback about DeviantArt Eclipse

Known Issues & In-Development Features

Here are some of the major known issues we are aware of and actively working on:

We are still working on the favouriting and collecting experience. Please share your feedback!It’s not yet possible to include Literature and Journal thumbs in comments or galleries within Journals.Icon codes are in development.Sharing a thumbnail in a Journal or comment using a link (or :thumb: code) is not yet possible.Thumbnails of pixel art, stamps, and small images have some display issues. Literature thumbs do not include preview text.Various feedback notifications (such as certain types of replies and deviation mentions) are not yet completed and may display as an error.Feedback will sometimes get out of order after scrolling through many notifications.Minor formatting issues in new Journal text editor.Bio and personal information are not yet editable on Eclipse.Gallery Subfolders and Gallery Stats will be temporarily unavailable as we rebuild them in the future.The mobile web version is not yet available.Comment permalinks don't include links to the original content or parent comment. Submitting Journals to Groups is not yet possible. While creating or editing Commissions, the Points-currency conversion is not being calculated properly. (This is just a visual bug; the price of Points is not changing.)

Questions on certain Eclipse features? Feel free to check out our Knowledge Base for more information.



Details

Submitted on
October 26
Link
Thumb

Stats

Views
9,514 (65 today)
Favourites
106 (who?)
Comments
123