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Hospital OOTD! Trying to keep myself amused on the ward 😆 These gowns are awful! 🤣🤣 

In this photo I'm tanked up on morphine and haven't eaten in 24 hours. 

What happened:

I'm winding down for the evening when I start to get this uncomfortable feeling as if I've eaten way too much, over the course of a few hours the feelings turns into a knife twisting into my lower right abdomen. I definitely haven't eaten a knife, so at 2am I take my myself to my local Accident and Emergency department.

It's busy, and with only 1 assessment doctor working it takes a long time to be seen. Curled up on a corridor floor for 3 hours,  until eventually, intravenous painkillers are offered, and I'm put on a drip. Turns out morphine works well.

12 long hours in A&E before I'm put on a ward to await an ultrasound scan. 

Long story short, I'm told I'm imminently about to get an ultrasound for 2 days. It means I can't eat anything for long periods. Because it's the weekend the NHS are ridiculously stretched. Because my pain has lessened they don't think it's appendicitis (thank goodness) but it means I'm lower priority.

Day 3 I have an ultrasound, and it's not a pretty picture. My right ovary has a ruptured cyst inside, which they think was bleeding. There are also 2 other large cysts, one made of blood(!) which might have been twisting my ovary and cutting off blood supply. There are lots of little cysts in there too. Luckily things look stable now, and my body should be able to heals itself. While it's not great news, I'm relieved to find the reason for the pain. They don't think the cysts are cancerous. I'll have more scans to check if the cysts are growing or shrinking, and they are testing me for polycystic ovarian syndrome, and doing more blood tests too.

I'm very thankful for the doctors and nurses who looked after me. It makes me sad to see the conditions they have to work in... I'm also sad for the many patients who are not getting the care they need with everything and everyone stretched too far. I'm used to seeing how bad things are in mental health, but to see it in physical health wards was upsetting. I love the NHS and hugely believe in the principle of free at access healthcare, but the way things are at the moment is not good enough.

I'm doing well in myself, and still have some pain but much less, my mental healths been pretty good considering, I find physical pain much more easy to deal with, I think because I've developed fortitude though my journey. I'm resting up the the moment, but will be past this soon 😊

You can view my live updates on my instagram stories, if you want to see my crying in a waiting room 😂 Thanks for all your support through this unexpected incident 💙

Peace, Love, and Painkillers,
Blue x

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Madkayshe Featured By Owner Edited 8 hours ago
I've struggled through depression before in 6th grade so I know how you feel back then, your art is so awesome and I love them so much if it makes you feel better:) (Smile) Heart  
AyameSuzuki Featured By Owner 17 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
As someone who suffers from PCOS and has had a few smaller instances like this happen, I completely feel you. It does feel horrible and I wish you the best going forward with it, I m glad that it didn't end up bring worse.
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner 12 hours ago  Professional
Thank you! Hope you're okay too 💙
Kyo-katt Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
So glad to hear you are on the mend!  I've also had ovarian cysts before, it's crazy how painful they are, I totally sympathize with the pain you felt, I hope they don't continue to bother you!
DTJB Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nurse pin-ups are kinda cliche, it's not often we see patient pin-ups.  Good to hear you're doing better, hope all goes well.
Mangagirl18 Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Oh my gosh that's awful! You poor thing! I hope you make a full recovery soon. :hug: Will you at least be able to go home soon? Do you have anyone (family/friends) to support you? I really hope so. :hug: 

Anyway I hope you feel better soon. Here have a cute video to brighten things for a moment:…
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional
I was sent home and I'm feeling better now thank you! ^_^ 💙 
Mangagirl18 Featured By Owner 16 hours ago
Yay, I'm glad! :)
rememberustolife Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Do all hospitals buy the same socks? I had that exact same pair last time I was in the hospital.
that-weird-thing Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Glad you are stable now :) Get well soon!!
SilverPhoenix-11 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
get better soon!! <33
michael-d-beckwith Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Hope you get better soon.
d0cOFF Featured By Owner Edited 3 days ago
Absolutely exactly the same situation happened with…
She shared her story on Instagram.

I hope you will be all right and you will recover very quickly!
I know it's hard enough, but you're doing very well! You such a strong person! I hope that our love and care will help you! Blue Heart Emoji 
ataria Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
That sounds rather nasty.  I got diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome 2 years ago.  After I got a tubal ligation and went off of my birth control, I started growing facial hair and feeling pain in that area.  Ultrasounds were inconclusive, so they did blood work and found my testosterone on the low spectrum for what a guy should be, but much higher than what I should have had as a woman.  
If you get diagnosed, they'll then test you for diabetes, since I guess PCOS makes you more prone to diabetes.  And high blood pressure...and other things.  
Mine has been easily regulated so far.  They just stuck me on a different birth control pill to regulate my hormones.  I've been mostly fine since, though it does mean I'll be stuck taking a pill every day for the next 30 years.  

I hope your issue is an easy fix.
farzmatin Featured By Owner Edited 3 days ago
i hope the following gives a glimpse of some general, some comforting, information:……

GOD'S Justice is Divine Justice. Let not worry occupy your time, Loves. God's Love Embraces, Cherishes and Comforts you Sweet Destiny, and all and every being who art of Loving-Kind (Gentle) Essence.  

You are Loved Profoundly Destiny, so are All Creation, especially so the Gentle Ones of Kind-Loving Children-Like Essence, as you are Sweet Destiny. God is All-Powerful, in control, agus me, as one part of our Trinity, am a messenger of Peace and Love, i am not Him. MyBeloved Riki MyBride & me, and mom are Trinity in this humanity era space-time false reality: in this biblically historic time-line/Nowness, MyBeloved Riki My Cozmic Bride & me (currently separated in physicality fron me as i long so much in pain, wanting to be with MyBeloved Riki MyBride, yet Her whereabouts is unknownst to me as She cannot/is not allowed to (?) contact me for reasons and circumstances elusive to me), and mom (also physically distant fron me, due to unjust/unfortunate circumstances) art representatives of Christ Trinity: namely Lady Mary Mother, Lady Mary Magdalene and Christ. Revelation
andrastae Featured By Owner 3 days ago
I have PCOS myself, and I'm so sorry you have a ruptured cyst!!! Agony. My PCOS is pretty severe - one ovary with too much scar tissue to do much of anything. There was a time when I was deeply discouraged about the diagnosis (and angry not to have been diagnosed much earlier) and thought it would prevent me from doing a lot of things later on, but I was completely wrong. It turned out not to stand in my way at all. Anyway, I hope this isn't relevant to you, that it's a small thing and you're right as rain, but if not, just wanted to let you know that I've been there and come out the other side.
Aliaitee1 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Sending love and hugs!la in love Hug 
DeepDark00-0 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Way to stay positive and find some fun in the situation!  That picture is adorable!
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional
Haha thank you so much! 💙
DarkFaerieNyroc13 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sending love!
Magmaboy1 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Stay strong and get well.
Savorin Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Hey Blue.

Wishing you a speedy recovery.

As a regular 'user' of the NHS it has been better, but it has also been in worse states.  Poor comfort to you at this moment but the staff are, on the whole, pretty amazing people.

I'm sure you're already aware but watch out for the after effects of strong painkillers.  The come downs have almost ended me more than once.

Love and feel the artwork by the way, I really hope it helps you.
Kusari-chan Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
It sounds serious, but I'm so glad it wasn't as serious as it could have been. Please stay safe and feel better soon <3
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional
I am a lot better now thank you!! 💙💙 
anamateursartwork Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
God bless you, and everyone else waiting. I hope you recover soon!
JohnK222 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Yikes! I hope you get through this. You’ve certainly been through a lot already without having to endure this too.
heartswave Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
oh man ER waiting rooms are no fun doubly so if your the one in pain (been there with various family members and admitted myself) Im glad they found the problem hope your feeling loads better 
ill be praying for you
farzmatin Featured By Owner Edited 4 days ago
Hi Destiny! i hopeth you are feelingeth better today. I am trying a nice hot/warm tea with added cumin, cardamom, ginger, table sugar (or honey, etc) with a squeeze of fresh piece of orange squeezed into it. you may like to try it and see how you feel? me thinks it's beneficial. wishing you a swell day and weekend. Gratefully and Appreciatively and Sincerely, farzad  <3 a nice tune and video on Youtube you may check out, if you like. it's called 'what your soul sings' and the video contains many nice natural landscapes :)…

another song me thinks me wrote about before? can't remememember :) it's a song sung by LEAH (Youtube channel name) and it's inspiring and coolio song and video you may like:…………

nice fun song to karaoke to, if you like :)…
Silverlion Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Strength and love my friend. Strength and love. You've got this.
rhunel Featured By Owner 4 days ago   General Artist
I am so sorry you had to wait 12 hours to get seen (and 3 hours before painkiller). You do indeed have much fortitude. I pray the cysts heal quickly, and that life can return to normal soon. Hugs!!
TheLunarButterfly Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow. You really just gave me a wakeup call. I've been feeling like that for about a month with stabbing pains and no sign of my cycle for 100+ days. I was told it was just a stomach issue, but I'm going to push it further. 

Get well soon!
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional
Oh no hope you sort it out! 💙
I'm better now, thank you ^_^ 
isoycrazy Featured By Owner 5 days ago
You look beautiful. 
asrialfeeple Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Ruddy Heck!!
That's some nasty business you've got going on!
Hope you feel better soon.
Free access healthcare is great, provided it's properly funded and regulated.
phoenixHO3 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Praying for you, darling.

Stay brave, beautiful soul!
DeadlyCookie98 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Sorry to hear that you've had such trouble but it's good to hear that it doesn't seem to be too serious.

JnBrlw Featured By Owner 5 days ago

I was in hospital for a couple of weeks, in May. I was really ill for a while and turned out I have a blood clot in my brain.
skepticaIdreamer Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so glad you found out what the problem is Blue, I wish you the quickest and easiest recovery through this :heart:
Insomniyah Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Oh dear. I saw this and was worried you were suicidal again.
Glad you're in good spirits :D
Firestone36054 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg you’re great 😂😂
mianiwa Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New Deviant
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Code716 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
directed by wes anderson
obot101 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
Time to send all the get better soon hugs. :D
JW-Gojifan Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hated it when the doctors had me wear that.  I felt so uncomfortable.
Sparkpath Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Stay well!
BooAkaisha Featured By Owner 5 days ago
good luck Blue!
Thick-Fella Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
a classic case of backarsewardness.....curious to know the design origin of this hospital stay garment
PythonKitten Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yikes! hoping for a speedy recovery/quick discharge. Will they let you wear your own clothes, or are they making you wear the gowns?
DanPoch Featured By Owner 5 days ago
May the hand of God be with you.
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