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Hospital OOTD! Trying to keep myself amused on the ward 😆 These gowns are awful! 🤣🤣 

In this photo I'm tanked up on morphine and haven't eaten in 24 hours. 

What happened:

I'm winding down for the evening when I start to get this uncomfortable feeling as if I've eaten way too much, over the course of a few hours the feelings turns into a knife twisting into my lower right abdomen. I definitely haven't eaten a knife, so at 2am I take my myself to my local Accident and Emergency department.

It's busy, and with only 1 assessment doctor working it takes a long time to be seen. Curled up on a corridor floor for 3 hours,  until eventually, intravenous painkillers are offered, and I'm put on a drip. Turns out morphine works well.

12 long hours in A&E before I'm put on a ward to await an ultrasound scan. 

Long story short, I'm told I'm imminently about to get an ultrasound for 2 days. It means I can't eat anything for long periods. Because it's the weekend the NHS are ridiculously stretched. Because my pain has lessened they don't think it's appendicitis (thank goodness) but it means I'm lower priority.

Day 3 I have an ultrasound, and it's not a pretty picture. My right ovary has a ruptured cyst inside, which they think was bleeding. There are also 2 other large cysts, one made of blood(!) which might have been twisting my ovary and cutting off blood supply. There are lots of little cysts in there too. Luckily things look stable now, and my body should be able to heals itself. While it's not great news, I'm relieved to find the reason for the pain. They don't think the cysts are cancerous. I'll have more scans to check if the cysts are growing or shrinking, and they are testing me for polycystic ovarian syndrome, and doing more blood tests too.

I'm very thankful for the doctors and nurses who looked after me. It makes me sad to see the conditions they have to work in... I'm also sad for the many patients who are not getting the care they need with everything and everyone stretched too far. I'm used to seeing how bad things are in mental health, but to see it in physical health wards was upsetting. I love the NHS and hugely believe in the principle of free at access healthcare, but the way things are at the moment is not good enough.

I'm doing well in myself, and still have some pain but much less, my mental healths been pretty good considering, I find physical pain much more easy to deal with, I think because I've developed fortitude though my journey. I'm resting up the the moment, but will be past this soon 😊

You can view my live updates on my instagram stories, if you want to see my crying in a waiting room 😂 Thanks for all your support through this unexpected incident 💙

Peace, Love, and Painkillers,
Blue x

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EveVictus Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
This is adorable! :aww:
pearwood Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Worn so elegantly. :heart:
Ellekazam Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Get well soon! I hope you'll feel better quickly Hug 
Spectral-Amnesiac Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hope you feel better soon
MintCrow Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2018
Get well soon! I'm praying for you and everyone else there who are not in ideal conditions
dakky2772 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hope everything's okay now
CactusOutSpace Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Get well soon!!
WoofyKitten Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hope you get better soon!
Looking4Work Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2018
Be well, Blue. Thoughts and prayers are always with you.
grinkat Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hang in there, sweetie!
musickrazy123 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Blue, Hope you're okay! get better as soon as possible my dear! Hug  Xx
siborg626 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2018
Even though it’s an illustration, I pretty sure you have a cute backside in real life~
Charlotte-Nikki Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Get well soon!
Merengil Featured By Owner Edited Aug 29, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Best of luck for that! Let's hope for better news :)
x-Lilou-chan-x Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2018  Student Digital Artist
my goodness I hope you'll be better soon and won't have to endure anything like this again ! QAQ
KairiScarlett Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2018
We dont know each other, but i really hope that you're ok, it may not be easy but is not impossible to get fully cured. 
Misa-Nami Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2018  Hobbyist Interface Designer
OH my gosh! I need to check Deviantart more often D; I'm glad you're okay!! My little sister also has a problem with cysts developing on her ovaries. The doctors told her taking birth control will help keep them from forming. I don't know if you have them often? Just thought I'd tell you that big that I learned! ^-^ Be safe over there!! <3
Mini-gemini92 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
That's terrible!! Grr.  I'm sorry you're going thru all that sweetheart. I hope you get well very very soon! #1 
llama2-YaY1 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2018  Hobbyist
Ouch! Here's hoping you get good news!
SilverLilyKP Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2018
Oh my God... I hope you'll get better soon! Be strong! Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] 
truluvwaitz8393 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Feel better Blue! My thoughts, love, and prayers are all for you <3 Your artwork inspires me as does your life's story! Stay strong!
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2018  Professional
Thank you so much! I feel much better now :) 💙
truluvwaitz8393 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Caffinated-Pinecone Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
and probably drafty as hell, too.

man you just can't get a break, can you? :(
I hope everything heals up okay
madlovepoison Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2018
i hope you feel better soon!
DieHardGuardGirl Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I've had a very similar experience, it's excruciating. The condolences I got from the nurses was that childbirth would be a breeze in comparison because of the nature of contractions - you get teeny breaks instead of just LONG, UNBROKEN PAIN. Thanks?

Anyway I don't think people realize just how much it can suck to be a woman. Our ladyparts are VENGEFUL THINGS for some reason. Guys just have to worry about getting kicked in the balls-- their balls never kick them.
QAoA Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you get to feeling better soon. Best of luck in your recovery! <3
GraveHunter97 Featured By Owner Edited Aug 18, 2018  Student Digital Artist
It sounds like an absolutely nightmare of an experience, but that fact you are even able to sketch something so beautiful whilst in so much pain, just shows how truly powerful your inner strength is. You are a true inspiration not only to young artists with your stunning style and absolutely beautiful concepts, but you are also represent a beacon hope for those who continue to struggle and fight to overcome their inner demons.

I wish you the best if luck and a speedy recovery  Blue Heart Emoji by catstam
stoicalycharged Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2018
Feel better! i love your artwork!
Ghalaghor Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2018
Oh my glob...I hope you'll get well soon! Cura total (Full Heal) Healing Potion Pixel Bottle- Red Potion Potion Bottle- Grandma's Soup :fairyofhealing: 
Madkayshe Featured By Owner Edited Aug 15, 2018
I've struggled through depression before in 6th grade so I know how you feel back then, your art is so awesome and I love them so much if it makes you feel better:) (Smile) Heart  
AyameSuzuki Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
As someone who suffers from PCOS and has had a few smaller instances like this happen, I completely feel you. It does feel horrible and I wish you the best going forward with it, I m glad that it didn't end up bring worse.
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2018  Professional
Thank you! Hope you're okay too 💙
Kyo-katt Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
So glad to hear you are on the mend!  I've also had ovarian cysts before, it's crazy how painful they are, I totally sympathize with the pain you felt, I hope they don't continue to bother you!
DTJB Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nurse pin-ups are kinda cliche, it's not often we see patient pin-ups.  Good to hear you're doing better, hope all goes well.
Mangagirl18 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018
Oh my gosh that's awful! You poor thing! I hope you make a full recovery soon. :hug: Will you at least be able to go home soon? Do you have anyone (family/friends) to support you? I really hope so. :hug: 

Anyway I hope you feel better soon. Here have a cute video to brighten things for a moment:…
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Professional
I was sent home and I'm feeling better now thank you! ^_^ 💙 
Mangagirl18 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018
Yay, I'm glad! :)
rememberustolife Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018
Do all hospitals buy the same socks? I had that exact same pair last time I was in the hospital.
that-weird-thing Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018
Glad you are stable now :) Get well soon!!
SilverPhoenix-11 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018
get better soon!! <33
michael-d-beckwith Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Hope you get better soon.
d0cOFF Featured By Owner Edited Aug 12, 2018
Absolutely exactly the same situation happened with…
She shared her story on Instagram.

I hope you will be all right and you will recover very quickly!
I know it's hard enough, but you're doing very well! You such a strong person! I hope that our love and care will help you! Blue Heart Emoji 
ataria Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
That sounds rather nasty.  I got diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome 2 years ago.  After I got a tubal ligation and went off of my birth control, I started growing facial hair and feeling pain in that area.  Ultrasounds were inconclusive, so they did blood work and found my testosterone on the low spectrum for what a guy should be, but much higher than what I should have had as a woman.  
If you get diagnosed, they'll then test you for diabetes, since I guess PCOS makes you more prone to diabetes.  And high blood pressure...and other things.  
Mine has been easily regulated so far.  They just stuck me on a different birth control pill to regulate my hormones.  I've been mostly fine since, though it does mean I'll be stuck taking a pill every day for the next 30 years.  

I hope your issue is an easy fix.
farzmatin Featured By Owner Edited Aug 11, 2018
i hope the following gives a glimpse of some general, some comforting, information:……

GOD'S Justice is Divine Justice. Let not worry occupy your time, Loves. God's Love Embraces, Cherishes and Comforts you Sweet Destiny, and all and every being who art of Loving-Kind (Gentle) Essence.  

You are Loved Profoundly Destiny, so are All Creation, especially so the Gentle Ones of Kind-Loving Children-Like Essence, as you are Sweet Destiny. God is All-Powerful, in control, agus me, as one part of our Trinity, am a messenger of Peace and Love, i am not Him. MyBeloved Riki MyBride & me, and mom are Trinity in this humanity era space-time false reality: in this biblically historic time-line/Nowness, MyBeloved Riki My Cozmic Bride & me (currently separated in physicality fron me as i long so much in pain, wanting to be with MyBeloved Riki MyBride, yet Her whereabouts is unknownst to me as She cannot/is not allowed to (?) contact me for reasons and circumstances elusive to me), and mom (also physically distant fron me, due to unjust/unfortunate circumstances) art representatives of Christ Trinity: namely Lady Mary Mother, Lady Mary Magdalene and Christ. Revelation
andrastae Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2018
I have PCOS myself, and I'm so sorry you have a ruptured cyst!!! Agony. My PCOS is pretty severe - one ovary with too much scar tissue to do much of anything. There was a time when I was deeply discouraged about the diagnosis (and angry not to have been diagnosed much earlier) and thought it would prevent me from doing a lot of things later on, but I was completely wrong. It turned out not to stand in my way at all. Anyway, I hope this isn't relevant to you, that it's a small thing and you're right as rain, but if not, just wanted to let you know that I've been there and come out the other side.
Aliaitee1 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2018
Sending love and hugs!la in love Hug 
DeepDark00-0 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Way to stay positive and find some fun in the situation!  That picture is adorable!
DestinyBlue Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2018  Professional
Haha thank you so much! 💙
DarkFaerieNyroc13 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sending love!
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