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Fix Me

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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?

Ask for help.




Today I'm going into hospital.

I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.

Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help. 

Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.

Yup. I need help.

This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...

Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
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