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Fix Me
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Published: January 28, 2016
© 2016 - 2019 DestinyBlue
You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
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Comments (717)
This piece should be for the stubborn people who feel like asking for help would make them weak, even if they're on the lowest point, but normally its an act and they say it will make them weak because they're afraid others will judge them for their problem.
Beautiful !
Everything is beautiful, colors/tones/shadings/lights ... character pose/gesture/attitude/expression ... atmosphere ... intensity ... your art talking so much !
Everything is beautiful, colors/tones/shadings/lights ... character pose/gesture/attitude/expression ... atmosphere ... intensity ... your art talking so much !
...and then there's 4chan and r/edgymemes, where topics like suicide and mental health are a never-ending gold mine for dark humor...
...not that i see it as a problem, tho
...not that i see it as a problem, tho
You're disturbing the comment section. If you can't understand a think or illiterate please leave. This isn't a place for you.
>If you can't understand a think or illiterate please leave.
Nice english m8. I'm no english teacher, but the proper way to say it is "If you can't understand a thing or are illiterate, please leave." Since your profile states you're from Bangladesh, it's safe to assume the english language is not your native tongue.
Also, it's called "dark humor." You'll understand it and its presence in the internet eventually.
I hope you get better soon! Your art is amazing BTW!
When you try your best but you don't succeed...
When you get what you want, but not what you need...
When you get what you want, but not what you need...
Love this! Get better, you have all of my love and support 
Asking for help is the bravest thing a person can do, so I guess that means your brave as hell
Hope you get all the help you need to feel better! Good luck, stay strong and hopefully, get better soon!
My hope is that since this is a near two year old post. You've been feeling way better by nowadays. Still felt like the message was worth saying!
And again, have another *Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug!* <3
My hope is that since this is a near two year old post. You've been feeling way better by nowadays. Still felt like the message was worth saying!
And again, have another *Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug!* <3
Gorgeous Artwork
And good luck to the future! You'll get through it I promise!
And good luck to the future! You'll get through it I promise!
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