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Three Stories

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Three Stories

TW: Depression, self-hate. Fudge looked at her phone again – it was the 10th time she did it in the last 15 minutes. Portia still hadn’t even read his message. It’s been a whole day without replies. Was Portia mad at him? Did he say something wrong? Maybe Portia didn’t even like him. Maybe she pitied him and she ran out of pity to reply. Maybe he was just so very unlovable that anyone who knew him enough would be disgusted and ghost him. He looked at his phone again. She was online, just not replying to him. Falena, he must really be that awful. He always knew people would at some point discover what an absolutely terrible person he was and they would all jump ship and abandon him. Today was Portia’s day to see the truth. That was it. The last person that still cared for him, now gone. Fudge turned off his phone, not bearing to look at it again. He laid down on his bed and cried his heart out. He cried and cried and cried. Thoughts running around his head, about how unlovable he
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[WTA] Entry 3 - Age: 23 Years

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[WTA] Entry 3 - Age: 23 Years

TW: Mention of a child's death. https://docs.google.com/document/d/17xBdw7YpvWLxVYV03TeX38i4dsfkSfx6oIVecuy-8rU/edit?usp=sharing Age: 23 Years Dear Montreal, We have scheduled our wedding. You have to come. We will change the date until we find one you can attend. That’s non-negotiable. You’re going to be my best man, you better write a nice discourse. Tell me when you can come and I’ll change the date. I love you. With love, Jack Read more on: https://docs.google.com/document/d/17xBdw7YpvWLxVYV03TeX38i4dsfkSfx6oIVecuy-8rU/edit?usp=sharing
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[WTA] Entry 4 - Age: 39 Years

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[WTA] Entry 4 - Age: 39 Years

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1711mVB9rCTKRgTn9TjdLxX_noxa0rJe5wWuZGIljxcE/edit?usp=sharing Wren followed him in silence, a nervous vibe clearly emanating from him. Poor boy. “Here. You going to peel potatoes for us,” Montreal said, pointing at the full basket of potatoes. “Later you are going to mop the floor. All over the ship.” “Yes, captain!” Wren replied, a small hint of playfulness. “Is that all?” Read more on: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1711mVB9rCTKRgTn9TjdLxX_noxa0rJe5wWuZGIljxcE/edit?usp=sharing
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[WTA] Entry 1 - Age: 14 Years

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[WTA] Entry 1 - Age: 14 Years

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1oIEGgAVai_eE-bNFWW682_TtRUJDd7oOrt0clzetaLQ/edit?usp=sharing People think having smoky eyes is all fun. Uncontrolled magic. It’s nice, it’s cool, it’s swell. I disagree. It’s not nice when people come to you all questions, all entitlement. Hey, maybe I don’t want to tell you about my ‘cool’ eyes. It’s rude to demand information like that. Very rude. Do you know what I tell them? I tell them how they don’t want to know. Some visions are too cruel to be shared. It makes me sound cool and has a bonus of making people shut up. Finally shut up. The real thing? I can tell you how the weather is going to be. Not that cool now, uh? Read more on: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1oIEGgAVai_eE-bNFWW682_TtRUJDd7oOrt0clzetaLQ/edit?usp=sharing
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[WTA] Entry 2 - Age: 19 Years

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[WTA] Entry 2 - Age: 19 Years

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1sa9XMPdlSqqltLCK-5Pcky9sSZLt7DF3XwkmPnDUh-w/edit?usp=sharing Age: 19 Years Dear Jack, I hope I’m finding you well. I miss you a lot. I hope you will reply to me. I know mom is still disgusted at me, but I dared to hope you wouldn’t feel the same. Tell me how home is, how you all are feeling. I’m working now, I found a nice place and I’ll send you some money as soon as I can get enough. Don’t tell anyone it came from me. With love, Arnold Caswell Read more on:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1sa9XMPdlSqqltLCK-5Pcky9sSZLt7DF3XwkmPnDUh-w/edit?usp=sharing Check out the Mothcat XTA:
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Another 3 Stories

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Another 3 Stories

Abbie took a deep sigh, her heart racing. She wanted to run away, very far away. She wanted to hop on a ship and never see land again, just to be far away from all this mess. But she had decided she would do it, head-on, no more walking away. She knocked at the door, holding her breath. She heard attentively for the sound of footsteps, growing louder as they got closer to the door. A pink mothcat opened the door. Kas. “What do you want?” she asked bluntly, face stone cold. “Is your mother around?” Abbie barely managed. “Yes, what do you want with her? I don’t think she will want to talk to you.” Kas eyed Abbie with suspicion. “Adult stuff, we have history and it’s time to set it right.” No point on lying, right? “Fine, I’ll call her. Don’t enter.” Kas closed the door and Abbie wasn’t so sure she would come back. Still, Abbie waited. And the waiting paid off: Juju opened the door. “What do you want?” Kas and Juju shared the same expression, it was clear from where Kas learned
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  • Oct 10
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hannahbonnHobbyist Digital Artist
I just wanted to thank you for the art exchange pieces I got from you!! They're both super cute, I love your pixel art and Serenity looks so adorable!!! I love the shading on him especially!! Thank you so much!!! <3333
dessiehStudent Writer
I'm really glad you enjoyed it!! Thank you!!! <333
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Thanks for the llama! :D qwq

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Llamas by PlushieDeer  
mewhakuHobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! (Belated, I fell asleep before I commented...XP)
dessiehStudent Writer
Thank you, angel! <3
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Happy birthday!!!! <333