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Also note that I'll be off on vacation starting monday (July 2) so I will not start drawing attacks immediately but I will join it so that you can do attacks and I can attack you on a later date  
Name: DespairGriffin/ Laura
Birthday: September 27th
Height: Literally 5 feet
Weight: Like 95 pounds or something
Eye Color: really dark brown, looks like black
Hair Color: again, really dark brown but looks like black. But its pretty much black unless its in the sunlight or something
Race: Asian 
Zodiac Sign: Libra

Drink?: Yes I drink water to survive (that's a joke. I do not drink alcohol)
Smoke?: no ew
Use Drugs?: Art is my drug and no
Cuss?: I use to cuss a lot but now I don't that much. Usually I say it on accident 
Play Any Instruments?: I'm a noob but I can kinda play guitar because I had it for 1 class semester  
Have Any Peircings?: Use to have earrings but I hate it so no
Have Any Tattoos?: no
Like To Annoy People?: no but I guess I sometimes come off as annoying from how people act when I talk
Like Life?: yes
Wear Make-Up?: no
Dye Your Hair?: no but I kinda wish I can just dye a part of it a different color
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: sometimessss
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Sometimes (oo shiny *stares at it for 10 min*)
Like Pina Coladas?: never had one
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: Yes unless if its thundering then I'm gTFO

Dependable?: yes
Trustworthy?: yes
Obsessive?: no
Hyper Active?: If I had some soda or mocha
Happy?: 99% of the time
Content?: yea
Boring?: idk all I do is art
Violent?: no
Evil?: to my ocs
Hippie-Ish?: no
Shy?: I use to be super shy but now I'm not really unless if its going up to a crowd 
Paranoid?: Use to be but then I kinda stop caring about what others will think and things like that
Annoying?: idk up for you to decide 
Social?: no not at all. I honestly don't like talking much
Religious?:  I'm atheist. The only thing I believe in is the almighty rainbow bagel unicorn of bagels GIF Gravity Falls - A Pony (Celestabellebethabell) 

TV Show?: I don't watch TV anymore. Ever heard of youtube?
Movie?: How to train your dragon 
Band/Singer(s)?: Too many
Song?: I cannot choose 1 song okay
Book/Story?: I have no idea
Color(s)?: magenta and mint blue/green 
Shape?: stars
Animal?: birds
Person(s)?: Uh my friends
Smell?: vanilla
Flower?: lilly
Subject?: lunch
Board?: idk
Musical?: hadn't watch much recently
Sport?: sleeping
Word?: yo
Quote?: “i'M GAY"
Hobby?: drawing and chilling
Store?: Stores that has a lot of room so I can run around and explore 
Season?: Autumn and winter 
Time Of Day?: Sunset/ sunrise. I like to look out the window and watch it rise and set

Worst Fear?: i honestly don't know. Bugs I guess??
Life Goal?: be the best artist and animator I can be and share stories through them
Greatest Accomplishment?: finding happiness by not giving a fu about anything

Pepsi Or Coke?: I'll gladly chug both and all the soft drinks you have. unless if its mountain dew then please keep that away from me
McDonald's Or Burger King?: no
Converse Or Vans?: idk
Dogs Or Cats?: They're both cool
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: idk
Chicken Or Fish?: I have to eat so much chicken in my house that I just want to eat something like salmon for once ;~;
Black Or White?: both are cool
MTV Or FUSE?: idk
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: I just download a bunch of songs on my phone...
Pants Or Shorts?: I always wear some type of pant

Day: A peaceful beach with a cool breeze and some wisps of clouds above on a bright but cool summer day 
Room: My room 20180613 070112 by DespairGriffin okay on second thought maybe not. (and no I live in a house not an apartment)

Life: I can draw and relax forever with my own thoughts 
World: Idk somewhere nice
Romantic Date: where I can take all the food and run

God?: no (cough cough the almighty rainbow bagel unicorn of bagels GIF Gravity Falls - A Pony (Celestabellebethabell) )
Heavan & Hell?: no
Angels & Demons?: no
Reincarnation?: yes
Yourself?: sometimes
Ghosts?: kinda??
UFOs?: no
Big Foot?: no
Lockness Monster?:  no
A Thing Called Love?: yes (but like what is this doing in the section about if you believe in monsters and religious stuff???)

Kill Someone Else?: no
Kill Yourself?: no 
Beg For Money?: sometimes
Skydive?: no plz
Bunjee Jump?: no
Make out in the rain?: why tho?
Run Away From Home?: no 
Ride A Motorcycle?: no
Do Extreme Sports?: no I'm a sack of potatoes 

Do You Own A Car?: no
Ever Been To Jail?: no
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: no
Do You Have A Job?: no
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: if it doesn't take too long

Are You Lonely?: yes but I like to be
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: I don't like cheetos but I really want a beanbag chair. They're so comfy 
Do You Fee The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: i have no idea who you are sir/ma'am/your prefer pronoun but I'm keeping it
Really?: yes
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: no
Is That Your Final Answer?: iM POSITIVE 
Are You Sure?: yes plz go away question dude
Positive?: >:0


Glad That This Is Over?: yes I spent like an hour on this when I have to do like a million map parts and stuff. Soo uh hope you learned something about me idk

(Description is copied and pasted from yt because its important)

!!!READ ME!!!


Okay but seriously this was just posted to announce that I'll be making a series in a sort of pmv style with still moving pictures (hints the animatic part) Sooo yea theres that.

I am almost done writing the rough draft for the first episode and will be getting to writing the script soon! This means that a casting call will be needed so stay tuned for that! Currently I do not need colorist or background artist and will be doing it all myself. I am open to musical artist who can create an original soundtrack for this series due to me being inexperience in music making but all of that will come later as right now is a waiting game on me making and getting everything ready for the new series No Pulse!

Synopsis (kindaa??):

The rabbit wishes to find herself, wanting to find a reason to live. She then thinks that she should try to join a dungeon event because she is part monster and might find something even though her big sister apposed, saying that it kills thousands of people and the only reason shes doing it is to get the money due to her having an unstable job. The rabbit decides to go anyways, what does she have to loose? Little did she know that this decision will cause her demise. But...A cloaked figure tells her that she can come back to life. Does she accept? Will she ever see the light of day?


Medibang Paint
Hitfilm Express
[All softwares I use is 100% free]

Song: Avans- Aftertone
Their soundcloud (I couldn't find the song on there):
[I do not own the music. Please support the artist]


1. what’s your gender? 
I'm biologically female 

2. what are your pronouns?
I'm fine with any (he, she, they) I don't really care

3. is your family accepting?
I never told them oof

4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
Uhh turn in your school work because that's why you always failing the easiest of classes

5. what is your sexuality?
I like girlz

6. favorite color?
Mint green/blue and magenta. I hate eye hurt saturated colors

7. sun gay or moon gay?
wha? Uh I like both morning and night. I wake up at like 10 in the morning and stay up till midnight.

8. when did you find out your sexuality?
7th grade was the time i really questioned it and thought I was bi but then 8th grade on I knew I like girls

9. how was your day?
Good just drawing and chilling

10. do you have any gay friends?

11. what’s your favorite hobby?
Drawing a bunch and daydreaming

12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
Eh none really

13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
I like the pan flag its pretty pansexual flag 

14. are you openly out?
ya pretty out

15. are you comfortable with yourself?

16. bottom or top?

17. femme or butch?

18. do you bind?

19. do you shave?
Eh I do sometimes

20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
Eh someone that's fun to talk to i guess

21. do you have a partner (s)?

22. describe your partner (s)?
It doesn't exist

23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
I never dated

24. anyone of another sex?
Never dated dude

25. pastel gay or goth gay?
uh pastel?

26. favorite dad in dream daddies?

27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
I'm addicted to mocha help

28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
No but I wish

29. have you ever been to a pride parade?

30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
Don't worry to much about it. It will come to you

    Hello everyone! I'll be doing something new which is a update every month or so of my working progress comic Wish You Goodnight! If you are sensitive to spoilers don't worry I will only show parts with barely any spoilers and no text in the speech bubbles! Now onto the comic progress! 

Prog1 by DespairGriffin

Prologue "Smile for Me": SKETCH COMPLETE [9 pages]

Chapter 1 "For We Dream of Nonsense" (tittle may change, chapters after this will have the name hidden because it will have spoilers): SKETCH IN PROGRESS [50 pages so far, might be close to finishing the chapter]

At the moment I feel 99% comfortable with the prologue and most likely won't need to touch it up for a while (I may go back to it to sneak in some foreshadowing!) But for the current chapter I'm doing (chap 1) I feel that its close to ending but I'm not too certain on it so far. I have been remaking many pages in it and though its taking a while, I think its getting there! I had past a small problem during it but for the most part its going quite smoothly! 

Small sneak peeks! :
Sneak by DespairGriffinSneak by DespairGriffin

So now that the progress stuff is out of the way, I'll be putting some random Q&A thingy right here that you might have on your mind:

Q: When will this comic be done/uploaded?
A: It may take a long time since I'm not creating the sketch and final page as I go but rather sketching the whole comic then doing the final pages as I go (most likely. This is to lessen plot holes and put less stress on me since the sketches has no due date so I can spend all the time I want perfecting them)

Q: Who/which characters are the main characters and/or the protagonist?
A: The 3 main characters are Sun (deer), Star (fluffy dragon), and Bliss (the snake though she is not present in the pages shown.) The point of view it is in currently is Star's (they are also all girls. Some tend to confuse Star as a boy)

Q: How long will this comic be?
A: No idea. It might be long

Q: Genres and age range?
A: Its mostly fantasy that goes into psychology and with some horror aspects. I would say this story will be best for 13+ since it deals with some heavy stuff. Also it contains some LGBT stuff so uhh yea

So that's all for now! if you have any more questions just ask!

I kinda have an idea of posting a journal on how my working progress comic is going each month and maybe with some small sneekpeaks (not too spoilery pages tho.) So before I go ahead with the idea I kinda want your guys input! If everyone seems alright with it then I'll go ahead and make a comic update soon!

Star Sket by DespairGriffin

It is best if you ask over on youtube since I'm more active there, if not then you can still ask here soo yeaaaa

I did a thing

Sat Apr 7, 2018, 3:35 PM

made another map oops

Mon Apr 2, 2018, 4:39 PM

A map

Fri Mar 30, 2018, 6:41 PM

Please go and check this out!!

Wed Mar 21, 2018, 6:43 AM

oof animation thing
I now have a new computer so now I'll be able to get back into drawing comfortably, livestreaming, and animating! Thank you all for the support!

Which palette(s) do you like best?

Mon Jan 22, 2018, 7:18 PM
1516673369596 by DespairGriffin
Please vote here.

Please only comment to tell me suggestions or what you like about it so i can improve the colors!

I'll stop taking suggestions and votes on Saturday 

I cri

Mon Jan 15, 2018, 11:27 AM
Okay my computer is acting up again and is crashing a bunch. I tried to fix it the same way I did the first time 2 to 3 times again but they didn't work. I tried other methods but it really didn't work either sooo yeaaa.

I'm not sure what is causing the problem soo I'm gonna try waiting it out since I already messed with it enough.

If you are wondering about my art, don't worry because I have Medibang Paint on my phone and I can draw on that for the time being. (It won't have the same quality of course)

So yea I'll do more updates if my computers situation changes. Lets just hope and pray thats its okay ;w;



Fri Jan 12, 2018, 1:48 PM
I had spent a pretty long time troubleshooting and trying to fix my computer cuz it was crashing a bunch and I managed to fix it!

I've been on it for the whole day and not a single crash soo mission accomplished!

Soo now I'll be back to animating/drawing all day wooo