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I’m planning to!

As y’all might know, I live in this cold and dark place called Finland. It sucks, because a ton of my friends I’d love to meet live in the USA, and there’s a big fuckin’ sea between us. Well, I came to learn that a bunch of them will be attending A-Kon 2018 and one thing lead to another...

And now I have this crazy plan of crossing the Big Sea and crashing the party.

Obviously, this plan will require lot of $$$, but I have almost a full year to save up so I think I have a chance of making it. However, I’ll need every $ I can possibly scrape together, so-


Commission Campaign: Help Derk Crash A-Kon 2018!

What can you do?

Check out my commissions! 

I've just updated and adjusted the prices, and many of them have actually been lowered! The group deals I added in the beginning of the summer are still around as well, so there’s plenty of options you can grab! If you want to see some of the commission pieces I’ve finished in the past, you can find them here!

But wait, there’s more!

Are YOU going to A-Kon 2018?

If you are, and are also willing to meet me there, I’ll toss an extra hand-drawn waist-up sketch and a handwritten thank you note for any commissions over $25! And I’ll also probably give you a big ol’ thank you hug if your personal boundaries allow it.

If you don’t have money at hand right now…

That is perfectly okay! You can still help by spreading the word! Maybe you know someone who’s been looking for a commission deal? Also, I’ll definitely be keeping these commissions open all year around, so even if you can’t order one right now, feel free to come by later!


My goal is to cover 1/5th of the overall necessary costs through commissions. After checking out plane ticket prices, estimating hotel room prices, et cetera, my math let me know the number would come down to $250.

Update 19th February -18 The goal has been reached! Wow, I can't thank you all enough! Your help has been invaluable!

The commissions will stay open still - all sales and the special sketch bonus included - at least up until I'm off to travel. From this point onwards, any commission income will be used to cover the remaining 4/5th of the travel costs.

PROGRESS: $250 / $250

stolen from Delayni 'coz I love these things ok
also I may or may not be avoiding studying but shh

toss me a character and a number to find out
1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?
2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?
3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?
4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?
5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?
6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?
7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?
8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?
9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?
10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?
11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?
12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?
13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?
14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?
15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?
16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?
17: Does your OC suffer of any mental health issues?
18: What kind of intrapersonal values does your OC have? (values about their self, what makes them feel like a valid person)
19: What boosts your OC’s confidence the most?
20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?
21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?
22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?
23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?
24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?
25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?
26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?
27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?
28: How would your OC react if a bully stole their lunch money in high school?
29: How does your OC behave on the face of a conflict?
30: What makes your OC defensive quickest?

my current (active) OCs include:
Clyde | Deacon | Kleon | Hax | Dominik | Susi
+ whatever nerds I have not listed here IF YOU CAN NAME 'EM YOU CAN ASK ABOUT 'EM

and if you have other questions, my other ask journal accepts them 24/7

Answered numbers

Clyde (+ Masks)

[1] - 1, 3, 7, 11, 14, 22, 23, 29, 30 (Clyde)

Deacon (+ Masks)
[1] - 1, 12, 24, 26, 30 (Deacon)
[2] - 1, 5, 15, 21, 22, 29 (Hybris)

[1] - 1, 13, 28

[2] - 11, 24, 25
did someone say clothing practice

any and all OCs of mine are welcome; old, new, dead, alive, doesn't matter, if you can name 'em I will draw 'em

send me one and one of my OC's names and I'll doodle them:

👀 OC in their typical underwear
💤 OC in their sleep attire
🔞 OC in something sexy
🏄 OC in what they would wear to the beach/pool
👔 OC in what they would wear to a formal event (such as a wedding)
☠ OC in what they would wear to a funeral
👖 OC in what they would wear to a casual event (such as a birthday party)
👑 OC dressed as royalty
🚪 OC in what they wear when lounging around at home
💕 OC in what they would wear on a first date
❌ OC in something they would absolutelynever wear
🎃 OC in a costume they’d wear for Halloween
🎄 OC in an ugly Christmas sweater
🚓 OC in a prison uniform
🚲 OC in athletic gear
🐰 OC in a kigurumi of their favourite animal
❄ OC in what they’d wear on a very cold day
🔥 OC in what they’d wear on a very hot day
👕 OC in a T-shirt with something stupid printed on it (think Zazzle)
🎭 OC in another OC’s typical attire
📦 OC wearing something that isn’t clothes (such as a fig leaf, a barrel, etc.)
👻 OC in a really bad disguise
📷 OC in a stereotypical tourist getup
🙎 OC in something embarrassing
👗 OC in something from the 50’s
💀 OC in goth/emo/scene attire
💃 OC in some radical 90’s clothes
🌁 OC in a hoodie
🌋 OC in camping or adventuring gear
♠️ OC in their armor (or in some sort of fantasy armor if not applicable to their story)
🎨 OC in a cartoon character’s outfit
🏨 OC in a maid outfit
🏥 OC in a nurse uniform
🐑 OC in farmer wear
👍 OC in a crop top

done so far:
Clyde: - 🚓 - 🐰 - 📦

Deacon: 📷 - 🏥 - 🐰 - 📦

Hax: 🎃

Kai: 👑

Kleon: 🐰 - 🌋
A valuable meme for any role-player!

Display your comfort levels so your role-play partners are aware of what they can do, and of what they should avoid! A healthy relationship between role-play partners is the key to a good time!
While this meme shows the basics, please remember to communicate with your role-play partners!

strike - Never
no formatting - Indifferent/maybe
bold - Yes

Role Play Basics


I am comfortable doing:
- Comment
- Chats
- Notes
- Forum
- Email
- Skype
- Discord
- Google Docs
- Other
Notes and Google Docs are my usual go-to option because they're easy to keep track of and organize. Chat RPs are relatively okay too, especially if the goal is a more fast-paced RP. However, when it comes to fast-paced chat RP I prefer shorter posts than I usually do (say 3 paras at most) because English is my second language and trying to write more than 3 paras quickly is usually more stressful than it is fun. So, chat RPs are not preferred for heavily plot-driven RPs.

I dislike using Skype and Discord for RP purposes, but both are negotiable if nothing else works for you. Also, I don't like adding just anyone to my Skype contacts, so adding just for the sake of a single RP is a no-go. Discord I'm more lenient about. Skype and Discord are great for headcanoning, however!


I am comfortable with:
- One on one roleplays.
- Up to three people
- Up to four people
- Five or more people
- As big as possible!
One on one is my solid preference. Three people is manageable, but any more than that and my general feeling is that the roleplay is starting to get too arduous to be fun anymore. Five people is pretty much hitting the pain threshold for me and will probably only work if we're talking about a big event RP and there's some sort of "split" in the characters involved in the roleplay so that there isn't equal amounts of interaction with everyone. Also, with group roleplays I will always want a set reply order.

Post Length

I usually write about:
- One or two sentences.
- One or two paragraphs.
- Two to five paragraphs.
- More than five paragraphs.
- A few pages worth.
My general average is probably somewhere around 4-6 paragraphs. However, if I get really into the RP, my replies can easily stretch longer but I'd say never or very rarely long enough to cover a few pages. Also, as said before, for chat RPs I prefer shorter posts so 1-3 paras.

I am comfortable role-playing with people who write:

- One or two sentences.
- One or two paragraphs. 
- Two to five paragraphs.
- More than five paragraphs.
- A few pages worth.
tl;dr matching post lengths give me life, but I'm somewhat flexible with it. As long as I get enough material to work with in my reply, 1-2 paragraphs is fine. One-liners, however, will make me drop the roleplay.

Role-play Requests

I like getting requests from:
- Anyone and everyone at any time!
- When I ask for role-plays.
- From friends and acquaintances.
- From friends only.
Due to time restrictions, I tend to only RP significant planned character interactions - i.e. anything that notably affects either character's development. I'm up for planning something along those lines if I have an RP slot open. Close friends and/or people with whom I have big character arc plans already set sometimes get an extra free slot.

Romantic Relationships

Important: Communication is the key to a real life relationship, it shouldn't be abandoned for a fictional on either! Be sure to talk to your partners when considering romance!


I am comfortable shipping my characters:
- Never.
- Our character know each other deeply.
- Our character know each other deeply, and I know I can trust the role-player.
- At the first sign of flirting!
- Only if the role-player and I plan it.
- It depends on the character.
In general, I'm pretty iffy about shipping. I'm not too romantic a person to begin with, so shipping isn't high in my priority list when it comes to RPing. If our characters seem compatible, there's a possibility for a good story and I know I can trust you to handle it well, I may be willing to give it a chance. I also have characters who will never be ship-compatible in any way, no matter what the setting.

If you want to ship with my characters:

- Talk to me about it from the start.
- Talk to me about it once our characters know each other.
- Talk to me about it once they both have some feelings for each other.
- Talk to me about it when they finally decide they want to go beyond hugging.
First things first: shipchasing is one of my absolute worst RP pet peeves. If you think that our characters might make a good couple, your best bet is to tell me right off the bat; I'm up to hearing possible relationship ideas any time of the day. I'd prefer if our characters had at least met once to have at least some insight of how they work together, but it's not an absolute requirement - just be ready to give me pretty solid reasonings as to why the ship might sail.

Being flirty and/or touchy is fine if it fits the character and I'm also a-okay with one-sided things happening, but even then please please discuss it with me beforehand.


When shipping my characters, I like the romance to happen:
- Swift as lightning! 
- Fast, but not super fast.
- Happens in about three months.
- Slow and steady wins the race.
- Slugs know what's up!
- My relationships know no speed. They happen if they happen.
The bottom line is that I want the progress to be realistic. However, depending on what characters are involved - and what sort of a ship we're building - the frame of 'realistic' is flexible. There will be no love at first sight, though, and I don't like rushing any sort of deep relationships in roleplays. Weekend flings or such are an exempt from this rule as long as it fits the characters.


When my characters get intimate, I prefer:
- To skip the act entirely.
- To write the build up, but skip the act.
- To write the act only if it is very special, but otherwise skip it.
- To write the act all the way through.
I'm not too big of a fan of writing sex or things leading up to it and roleplaying it just feels two times less appealing. I'm not opposed to the thought of it, it simply comes down to the language barrier. Again, English is not my native language, so writing RP replies in English takes an extra sliver of focus and seeing smut is something I write hardly ever, it demands even more thought and it often ends up killing the fun for me. However, I'm 100% up to discussing any smut headcanons as long as we have a ship going or are planning to get one sailing.

Romantic Artwork

When it comes to artwork depicting the relationship between our characters, please:
- Do not post it at all without talking to me.
- Post it if it is cuddles and hugs.
- Post it if it is kisses.
- Post it if it is much more.
- Do not post it at all if it depicts sexual acts!
- Do not post it where I can see it, but draw what you like!
Even if we have a canon ship going, I'd really prefer to see the piece before you post any ship stuff anywhere public. As long as you do that, I'm fine with you drawing and posting almost whatever as long as it fits the characters. If we don't have a ship going, please don't draw anything involving shipping and especially do not post it or I can promise I will react badly. This includes 'what if' scenarios or anything alike. The only exception is if I've personally given a permission for you to draw non-canon ship stuff.


Important: Always be sure to communicate with your partner individually if you think you are about to go outside their comfort zones even just the slightest bit!


When it comes to violent situations, I am comfortable with:
- No violence at all!
- I'm fine with verbal arguments!
- Some violence, like a paper cut, or an accidental elbow to the face.
- Mild violence, such as punching, kicking, hair pulling.
- Violence, such as stabbings.
- Beyond violence, such as torture and more.
I fuckin' love writing violence and have pretty much 0 limits with it. However, as much as I love violent RPs, even with them I like to keep things realistic. So, I like planning things out at least a bit beforehand and keep good communication up through the whole RP to stay on the map how close to their limits the characters are and so on so forth. Another thing worth mentioning is that when it comes down to excessive things like torture, I usually prefer to roleplay the character doing the damage. However, I also like to put my characters through a lot of pain, so if the character I'm roleplaying makes a good victim I'm probably 100% up to having them be tortured. Just HMU and we'll discuss it //double pistols

If you are going to do something violent, please:

- Don't do it at all.
- Talk to me about it first.
- Surprise me!
Don't auto-hit unless we've discussed it and I've given you a permission. Otherwise rise hell for all I care.

Dramatic Artwork

- Do not post any dramatic scenes that that happened between our characters.
- Talk to me about it before posting!
- Post what you like!
As long as it's canon or soon-to-be canon, post away. If it's a non-canon thing, I'd prefer to see the piece before you post it. If it's non-canon and something excessively violent, then I want to see it before you post it.
jumping in the bandwagon 'coz why the fuck not

drop me a name of one of my OCs and I'll list the pros and cons of dating them

just like with the Ask me about my OCs journal, any and all OCs are welcome, they don't need to be in groups or otherwise active

Answered characters:

Clyde | Aldric | Legion | Caedet
Deacon | Fougasse
WHAT: PKMN type collab part, PMMM event things
HOW LONG: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

MIC: on

wanna come breath down my neck like those pending deadlines are-

- don't be a jerkass, a'ight

 [ see ya later, alligator ]
y'all reviving this meme but I'll take a shortcut and just up my old one mmkay-

this journal will be open roughly 5ever

☾ - sleep headcanon
★ - sad headcanon
☆ - happy headcanon
☠ - angry/violent headcanon
✿ - sex headcanon
■ -  bedroom/house/living quarters headcanon
♡ - romantic headcanon
♥ - family headcanon
☮ - friendship headcanon
♦ - quirks/hobbies headcanon
☯ - likes/dislikes headcanon
▼ - childhood headcanon
∇ - old age/aging headcanon
♒ - cooking/food headcanon
☼ - appearance headcanon
ൠ - random headcanon
◉ - any other question of your choosing


⚠ -
what my character(s) think of yours / would think of yours if they've not met yet

my current (active) OCs include:

Clyde | Deacon | Kleon | Hax | Dominik | Susi
+ whatever nerds I have not listed here IF YOU CAN NAME 'EM YOU CAN ASK ABOUT 'EM

Answered headcanons

Clyde (+ Masks)
[1] - ☮ ▼ ♒ ൠ (Clyde) | ☮ ൠ (Aldric)
[2] - ☆ ☆ ☆ ∇ ■ ൠ (Clyde) | ☆ ☆ ☆ ൠ (Aldric)
[3] - ☆ ☆ ☆  ൠ (Legion)
[4] - ★ ★ ★ ☮ ♦ ☯ (Clyde) | ☆ ☮ ♦ ☯ (Legion)
[5] - ☾ ☯ ☼ ൠ (Clyde) | ☾ ☯ ☼ ൠ (Aldric) | ☾ ☯ ☼ ☮ ൠ ൠ (Legion) | ☾ ☯ ☼ ൠ (Caedet)
[6] - ☾ ★ ☆ ♡ ♦ (Clyde/Aldric/Legion)
[7] - ☾ ★ ☆ ♡ ♦ ൠ (Caedet)
[8] - ☾ ★ ☆ ☮ ☯ ∇ ൠ (Caedet)
[9] -★ ☆ ☆ ♦ ♦ ☯ ☼ ◉ [DOES CAEDET POOF UP WHEN STARTLED/FLUSTERED?] (Caedet)
[10] - ☼ ♦ ♒ ☮ (Clyde/Aldric/Legion/Caedet)
[11] - ൠ ൠ ൠ ൠ ൠ (Caedet)
[12] - ☠ ■ ☼ (Clyde)
[13] -
ൠ (Clyde)
[14] -
⚠ ൠ ◉ [some of his favorite things; books, foods- things like that and why] ◉ [what song do you thing fits clyde as he is right now] (Clyde)

(Clyde's Arcanine)
[1] - ☆ ☠ ☯ ൠ
[2] - ☾ ☮ ∇
[3] - ☆ ☆ ☆

Deacon (+ Masks)
[1] - ☾ ★ ★ ★ ☠ ♥ ▼ ♒ ☼ ൠ ◉ [JAKE THE JERK WHY ARE YOU SUCH A JERK?] (Deacon)
[2] - ☆ ★ ★ ■ ♦ ∇ ☼ (Deacon) | ★ ☆ ☠ ☯ (Rex - scrapped Mask)
[3] - ♦ ⚠ (Hybris)
[4] - ☠ ■ ∇ (Deacon)
[5] -
ൠ ⚠ (Deacon)

[1] - ☆ ൠ ☠ ★ ■ ♥ ♦ ☼ ∇ ☯ ♡ ✿
[2] - ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ■ ♡ ♦ ♦ ∇ ൠ
[3] - ☯ ☼ ♥ ▼ ☮
[4] - ☮ ■ 

[1] - ✿ ☮ ▼ ൠ
[2] - ☆ ♥ ☼ ▼ ☠ ∇
[3] - ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡
[4] - ൠ ☯ ♦ ■ ☾ ◉ [Would Hax's life have gone differently had his mother lived after he was born?]
[5] - ☼ ☯ ♦ ൠ
[6] -
[7] -
⚠ ൠ ◉ [if he was another pokemon what would he be]

[1] - ☾ ♒ ♥ ൠ
[2] - ☮ ♒ ൠ ♥ ☠
[3] - ★ ■ ♦ ☯ ☼
[4] - ☼ ☯ ♦ ൠ
[5]☠ ♥ ☯ ♒ ☼