depthdweller

the yearning of truth i search to find its so fleeting i can grab its essence its shadow but i want its body the body of truth it's whole being and i want to dig down to its core weep into its pores to its skull down its spine and cry out its secret and let it crawl inside me into my skull down my spine and let it consume me from the inside out until i stop breathing leave my body and become the truth

silently bursting ripe with nectar forbidden tongues taste this sweet sin it is the truth but knowledge isdeceitdon't let her fool youdeathlies beneath her sweet fruits

the yearning of truth i search to find its so fleeting i can grab its essence its shadow but i want its body the body of truth it's whole being and i want to dig down to its core weep into its pores to its skull down its spine and cry out its secret and let it crawl inside me into my skull down my spine and let it consume me from the inside out until i stop breathing leave my body and become the truth

silently bursting ripe with nectar forbidden tongues taste this sweet sin it is the truth but knowledge isdeceitdon't let her fool youdeathlies beneath her sweet fruits

light flows in i'm feeling weak today my heart is strained its been overworked over-pumped too much speed not enough rest calm nothingnessi lost my key last night so i'm walking today the air is crisp my fingers numb as i hold my cigarette up to my lips and inhale smoke my heart feels weak today

this is a different hunger the kind where i ache it's a thin sheet of anxiety of unsureness of future of purpose that spreads over my body my mind i am awake in a lucid dream and when i try to remove the sheet my body wont listen my limbs don't move i am trapped inside my mind and my body and the sheet and i ache and the hunger eats me alive while i lay motionless my mind screams move, goddamn it! get up! but it is too late a tear flows down the cheek of my dead body it is too late

I want to inhale your energy mouth to mouth it heals my sorrows as i breathe it out. let me drink your gazeswallow it whole your strength fills up my empty soul.

who has control? is it you? or me? i control what i think but they control we if we conform to control who says it's right? do you listen to God? does he make it alright? well who said he's real? who are we to say? nothing's for certian but we conform everyday and your damned if you do it and go to jail if you don't so i just keep on trying to pry these hands off my throat