DemonWingFirnsew

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Screaming by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Screaming

I know you hate me, I can see it in your face, I dont need u to tell me, Or yell at me, Just stop for a minute, And think. You judged me, On something tat was said, You never got to know me, You just believed it. I didn't act on the hatred, I saw in your eyes, But inside i was screaming. Nobody ever takes the time, To see me, To know me. I need someone to see me, Hear me, Hug me, Tell me that everything will, Be alright. I need someone that will, Stop me when i, Cry myself to sleep, Starve myself, Or take out my knife. I don't know how much longer, I can cry, So i hope i find this person, Soon.

Need by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Need

Alone i am, And alone i'll stay, Depressed i am, And i'll be this way.Its the way it is, Not my choice, Because i'm silent, I have no voice.I'm hollow inside, Empty, without hope, I don't know how, Much longer i can cope.I cry myself, To sleep at night, Sitting in darkness, Without sight.Praying, wanting, dreaming, Of something thats not mine, Knowing that one day, You'll just cross the line.On the day, You'll all hear, What i think, And my fear.You'll all try, To change my fate, But by then, It'll be to late.I'll put a gun, To my head, And you'll find me, Already dead.

Looking for a Date by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Hope and Dreams by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Finding Me by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Hurting You by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Hurting You

On my throne, I sit and wait. On my throne, I guard my gate.I hide my face, I hide my heart. Just hurt u and, I've done my part.In eternal slumber, I then lay. Eternal slumber, I died that day.The hurt, the pain, I caused it all. The hurt, the pain, It broke my fall.U let me and it, U let me cry. U let me end it, U let me die.Now thank-u's, All i have to say. Because you let me, Die that day.

THE PAIN OF LOVE by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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THE PAIN OF LOVE

The yelling and pain, again and again. Why won't she stop, as i hold the lock.To my soul and heart, the chance to depart. With the knife in my hand, i will go to a better land.The chance won't go a miss, i can't go on like this. I'll do it without a care. i won't take another breath of air.I'll lay there on the floor, because i locked the door. Alive i shall be never more, only a ghost on the shore.Or ridding on a ghostly pony, over mountains all so stony. But alive i will never be, only a ghost will you see.

THE REAL ME by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

TWO SIDES OF ME by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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TWO SIDES OF ME

There are two sides of me, one sides me and the others you. The sides that's you, dose what you do.But the others side, is the real me. But it's locked up inside, of for no one to see.Only a few have seen, the real side. To stop you i've, hurt myself and lied.My real side, is sad. The other, is bad.No one under, under stands this. Now half my, life has been a miss.To you i, have to say. I hope you shall under, stand me one day.Because i've said this, you might sigh. But now without a guilty, consence i can die.Now with this nolegde, you shall know. That it wasn't you, that made me go.

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Trapped by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Knife in the Dark by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Knife in the Dark

There's a knife in the dark, Waiting for me, It's hidden deep down, For now one to see.It's slowly stabbing, At my heart, One day it will go so deep, That I will depart.It will be a, Shock to some, But maybe, Not to one.Because I've told, This person how I feel. And she knows, I am for real.Some people, Do not see What is hidden, Inside of me.It's scary to, Think like this, But I don't think, I will be missed.

NOTHING BUT ME by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Where Did You Go? by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Where Did You Go?

You life came to a tragic end, That nobody could explain, No grass now grow were, Your dead body had lain.It's been years since, You lay down to die, But my heart still aches, And my eyes still cry.I have just one question, I must know, Phar lap were, Did you do?Did you go to, Pastures ever green? To run were no men, Are ever seen.Or did you go with, The one who've passed, Where your work, Would forever last.Phar lap were, Ever you went. You were and are, A heaven sent.And when I reach, The stars above, And am meet by, The ones I love.You'll be the first, One standing there, The light breeze, Blowing in your hair.To carry me to, The gates ...

Good-bye by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

My veiw of The Human Condition by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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My veiw of The Human Condition

Not to be seen by those that see or those that are blind. Not to be heard by those that hear or those that are deaf. Not the people that live or those that have died. Not the people who have died but want to live and not the people who live but want to die.I want to see the world and yet be blind to it. I want to hear the world and yet be deaf to it. I want to live for the world yet die for it and I want to die for the world yet live for it.I want to never feel anything anymore, not the pain of loss or the wind on my face. Not the sorrow of need or the earth beneth my toes. Not the hurt of a knife or the fires warm heat. Not the lonliness ...

Shadows by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

Darkness by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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Darkness

The darkness of. The draining night, Stealing taking, All the light.Shadows sliding, Through the park, Creeping slowly, In the dark.Under doors, They slowly drift, Not an object, Do they shift.Spreading dreams of, Hurt and pain, And momories of, Death again.Only stooped by, Thhe light, Of the sun, Shinning bright.At this they, Creep once more, to hells, Firey shore.Until they're called, by her to come, Our moon, our Goddess, Our earth, our mum

The Way It Will Be by DemonWingFirnsew, literature

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About DemonWingFirnsew

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Australia
Deviant for 21 years
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Current Residence: curently i am in a straight jacket in a bouncey walled room
Favourite genre of music: ere, i don't have one
Favourite photographer: me or my dady
Favourite style of art: i can't draw
Shell of choice: one from the sea
Wallpaper of choice: deth, horses and gir
Skin of choice: any flesh covered with a white wine sauce
Favourite cartoon character: GIR
Personal Quote: I'M DANCEN LIKE A MONKEY

Favourite Visual Artist

culdil

Favourite Movies

lots and lots

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

go lazy boy, underwear goes inside the pants

Favourite Writers

Tools of the Trade

any sharp and pointy objects

Other Interests

death and horses

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DemonWingFirnsew

Feb 15, 2005

hello pplz of the place tat we live in tat green a

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yay skool, its just another way for me 2 get aways from my mum (the sporn of satan 4 those tat don't know). only 1 good thing i can thing bout right know, WWE SmackDown is comming 2 brisbane and i wants 2 go. my lil bro is going 2 ask my mum cause she lyks him more than me. I WANT 2 GO. i drew something, infact 4 things. they sux and i'm going 2 put them on so pplz will stop anyoying me.REY MYSTERIO RULES, JOHN CENA RULES, put not as much as rey

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DemonWingFirnsew

Dec 16, 2004

for me and nef

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this is something i wrote for me and my good friend nef. it's all bout being lonly which is the greatest pain of all.Every night i look up at the stars and i wonder if u still luv me. Then every night i tell the stars tat i'll go find u, but i never ever seem 2. i just can't go back 2 the life i used 2 live. i just open up these old wounds that have nearly healed because deep own they still hurt.tats for u nef, hope u like it. see i feel ur pain, the lonliness will never go away, no matter how many friends u have i swear. soz 2 say tat but its true, it can't be cured, the scars it leaves will never heal completely and they re-open all the ...

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DemonWingFirnsew

Dec 6, 2004

hello

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i luv my knew poem, it is all bout me. i rulz. i have nothing to talk bout but the fact that my fish bit me, it was so kewl. it doesn't hurt it tikles and it is so funny. imagen this, u walk up to some stanger in the street and say "how are u?" and they replie, "Fine thanks, cept my fish just bit me", so funny yet so stupid