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NOT DEAD

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 6, 2017, 7:50 AM



Still breathing. Maybe
Works been busy, been made fulltime since august. 
I do have things sketched out

Which brings me to this issue
Idk if any of you guys are familiar with clipstudio/mangastudio5
Lately Ive been having issues of laggy and stuttering brush strokes. Every time I go to draw or erase theres a delay.
Not sure if its that, my wacom bamboo tablet or my laptop causing the problem
I have alot of brushes installed maybe thats doing it? Ive updated and reinstalled the tablet drivers. The tablet still responds well and the lines are smooth. But after pauses? Nope.
Driving me bonkers trying to draw anything

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:3

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 7, 2017, 10:55 AM



Some updates


  • Working on a new pic. Lineart is hard guys
  • I post WIPs as well as shitposting on my twitter (Demidraws)
  • Currently on vacation from work (plzdontmakemegoback)
  • Trying to change journal skin. Lovely Shoujo (Aaaaah Nooo) [V3]

More importantly. I am trying out a new commission site

Check it!
Currently under construction. Will be adding more options soon.
This should hopefully be more easier for me to manage. Also a bit more secure than paypal with their anti-titty policy and all
I will still accept commissions thru paypal if asked but, I may restrict them to SFW only and if you want the nudes? Use the commission website or pay me in e-gift cards

And if you do the arts for $, use my invite and get $5 bonus when completing a project. Yay! Buy alot of nuggets


One day I plan on releasing downloadables. Just don't know what.



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NOT RESOLUTION 2017

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 31, 2016, 3:18 AM



Just a list of things I wanna do in the new year :U but "new years resolutions" are a load of bullshit

  • Complete overhaul of my commission information - Advertise myself out there more. Hey I need monies for things :U
  • Draw more 'couple' or interactions not just stand-alone pinups
  • Upload more in general
  • Flesh out bios and refsheets of primary characters
  • Scream into void
  • Maybe update journal skin
  • Maybe comics
  • Overhaul my printing site accounts
  • Make stuff that would actually be good on shirts & things
  • Get gud at art
  • Draw tiddies
  • get poplar
  • pay bills

Otherwise what sorta stuff you wanna see?
Do you wanna see more sketches and concept art or just stick to finished pieces and upload the sketches on twitter?
Any characters of mine you wanna see more of?



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2016 Art Summary

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 28, 2016, 6:28 PM



Because I'm too lazy to copypaste things into a single image. (Why do you think a commission sheet takes me forever to make)

JANUARY

Mature Content

BRUSH ME by Demi


FEBRUARY
COSMIC ICE by Demi

MARCH
SPRING TIME SHURI by Demi

APRIL
COTTONCANDY KITTY by Demi

MAY
AMARETTI by Demi

JUNE
Azure by Demi

JULY
Raja face by Demi

AUGUST
REISHA by Demi

SEPTEMBER
RAINBOW by Demi

OCTOBER*
WILDFIRE by Demi
(Originally uploaded oct. Finished version uploaded few days after)

NOVEMBER

Mature Content

SOFT N SWEET by Demi


DECEMBER
SO SMOL by Demi


I haven't had time nor energy to do more than atleast a picture a month. Most times it was just a struggle to even get something done.
AND WHEN I DID WANT TO WORK ON ANYTHING I CAN'T GET ANY FUCKING PEACE AND QUIET.


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WHERE THE FUCK YOU BEEN?

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 24, 2016, 10:42 PM



I'm sure many of you (who give a fuck) have noticed a significant drop in activity from me
Well you can place most of the blame on Pokemon Go Llama-Emoji-12 (Left and Right) [V1]

Other factors being work and me being so fuckballs tired when I get home.
Even on my days off I either have no motivation to draw, I'm busy with other shit

Ontop of all that I've recently developed new breathing problems. I've dealt with a chronic cough for many years. It ranges from a mild persistent cough, my throat dries out easily and I remedy it with lots of water and coughdrops all day (at work mostly. Dry & dusty as fuck).

 When the seasons change? Violent coughing fits all day + mucus + knocking myself out with nyquil so I can sleep thru my fits. Bad times for a week.
Had one of those seasonal sicknesses about a month ago now

Now my chest and airways are having weird spasms that last a few seconds but leave me weezing and gasping for air when it happens. It's calmed down in the past few days when before it would happen very frequently. Everyone I've talked to and has seen me have one of my attacks have told me it's asthma.
Gotta follow up with my doctor (who after stethescoping me and hooking me up to an EKG said my lungs were clear and I appeared healthy? and seeing me have my attacks and being very confused?)
TL;DR: I'm having breathing problems/ asthma attacks and playing pokemon go

Been trying to revamp somethings. Mostly trying to work on my commission prices and make a new sheet. Currently I have two price lists: One for wing-its which is cheaper for you more artistic freedom for me, another for more control for you for more $.
With how chaotic shit gets I'm thinking of only doing wing-it commissions. You can pick your pose/mood/theme other than that it's up to my devious little hands.

Another thing I wanna work on is my patreon account. Try and make it something worth throwing a dollar at? Thing is I'm not sure what I want to do.
Right now I don't want to 'paywall' content. Maybe I'll have exclusive paywhatyouwant art packs? But I always tend to just post everything I finish. Even if I wanted to have patreon be a special early access kinda thing it still wouldn't work out.
As of right now it exists as a "For as little as $1 a month you can sponsor this broke ass artist" fund

Since I've been so lazy and unmotivated to draw even my own characters (actually most of it is "who the fuck do i wanna draw?!) and as a 'reward' for 1. sticking with me and 2. reading this nonsense
If you want a potential sketch / doodle leave a comment with your refs. As always I will draw what I like. Can be OC's, fanart.
It's free (tho tips very much appreciated)



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  • Reading: The internet
  • Eating: A food

Miitomo?

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 25, 2016, 8:38 PM



So if any of you fucks<3 have Miitomo (free on smartphones)

Then add me :3

You can find me by adding me on twitter (Demidraws) and I'll follow back just for the miitomo add.
My "nickname" is obv Demi

Not gonna lie I'll probably unfollow on twitter at a later date. Otherwise it will become a giant clusterfuck (it is already)

No I'm not adding you on facebook for Miitomo. Or facebook in general.


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  • Reading: The internet
  • Eating: A food

yey

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 15, 2016, 2:30 PM



THANKS FOR ALL THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY MESSAGES YESTERDAY


Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]




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2015 ART SUMMARY

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 18, 2015, 3:04 AM



Because I have neither the time, nor give the fucks to make a collage, it's goin up in a journal.

JANUARY

Mature Content

Rawr~ by Demi


FEBRUARY
Incinerate by Demi

MARCH
Radiance by Demi

APRIL
PILLOW FORT by Demi

MAY
Kira by Demi

JUNE
TINY STRAWBERRY by Demi

JULY
MAJESTIC SCRUFF by Demi

AUGUST
HELLO THERE DOCTOR by Demi
TECHNICALLY POSTED ON JUL 31ST BUT I DID FUCK ALL IN AUGUST 8)
SEPTEMBER
Meow by Demi

OCTOBER
REISHA - Transformed by Demi

NOVEMBER
FANCY by Demi

DECEMBER
GLOW by Demi

AND SO CONCLUDES ANOTHER YEAR OF BOOBS.



Overall Feb was my most active month uploading wise. Work and life have been kicking my ass. Retail man :I
So many projects I want to start working on, but not enough time.
The struggle is real


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JUST MARRIED

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 30, 2015, 10:11 AM



:3
:icondemi::iconharoke:
Finally

Also.
HOLY FUCK
Thanks guys for all the congrats n stuff
~{ *w* }~


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RESULTS N SHIT

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 6, 2015, 12:59 AM



THE WINNER IS
:iconnumbsoul:
Sunshine Forest by Numbsoul
CONGLATURATIONS!


Thanks to those who showed interest in my derp of a contest. Which was basically "Ya I have this thing. You can have it for a doodle :U"
Big thanks to those who were actually able to get entries in.
Of course a bigger thanks to all my followers in general.
-

Now it may be a while before I hold another contest (maybe when I hit another few thousand watchers?)
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Wedding planning has been... chaos. SOMEONE NEEDS TO GET THEIR SHIT >:U
Picking rings is annoying. Found a cool one but TOO BIG FOR MY TINY BABYFINGERS!


Plus theres all the other shit I gotta do AFTER. Like changing my last name and getting that changed on everything I own.

If anyone wants to commission me for a doodle or whatever for expenses feel free
WING IT COMMISSION DISCOUNTSDO WHATEVER I WANT WING-IT COMMISSIONS
Can be themed if requested.
Wing-it means no WIPs are offered and you will only get the final product.
You are giving me full artistic freedom for a discounted price! Neat!
Don't inquire if you are uncomfortable with that, or you can pay full regular price.
Now lets get to the price breakdown.
NSFW AVAILABLE ON REQUEST (MUST BE 18+ blah blah laws blah)
SKETCHES
$5 MINIMUM "Pay what you want"
Basically the more you pay the more you might get. Could be anything from a floating sketchy head to a fullbody.

CHIBI
$10
ALL CHIBIS ARE SFW NO EXCEPTIONS!
$20 for chibi couple.

SLOTS.
1.
2.

HALF BODY

$20 (or $15 for bust/headshot)
$35 for couple

SLOTS.
1.
2.
FULL B



BEFORE I GO! Just something I've been thinking of regarding my characters. Feel free to ignore
PERSONAL CONTENT RULESThis is mostly for me regarding my characters. Some 'personal' restrictions. You are by no means forced to stick to my rules 100% (Though it is appreciated)
http://toyhou.se/Demi
ALL ORIGINAL CHARACTERS
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Can interact with eachother
Everything I draw is canon.
Unless it's someone else's OC x Mine then it's up to me if "ya it happened"
Now onto content regulations. Some are subject to change.
NSFW Allowed (includes nudes, & sex)
Kira, Alter, Amaretti, Fate, Reisha
Nudes only
Shura
Very minimal fanservice. Bikinis & cute panties but no nudes
Rui, Shuri (can be depicted 'nude' but nothing can show)
ADOPTABLE CHARACTERS
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Must follow species guidelines unless creator dont give a fuck.
Interactions with OCs are restricted.
For the most part are there for fun. Because I like them. :U
Right now no restrictions on them yet.
*Reisha is originally an 'adoptable' character. She now has an "OC" design that still has some traits of what she was.


I ALSO HAVE A SCANNER AGAIN (Not set up yet) So I may start doing traditional art again. MAYBE. WHO KNOWS!



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YEAH IT'S HAPPENING

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 25, 2015, 3:15 AM



So after 3+ some fuckin years of being engaged... we finally pulled a date out of his ass.

We were planning for last week of october for a while. Just needed a day to get it done.

IT'S HAPPENING OCTOBER 30TH COME HELL OR HIGHWATER!

Why so sudden?

  1. WE SUCK AT PLANNING IN ADVANCE - We moved from a studio to a 1 br apt in less than a month :U
  2. We're impatient and want it over with
  3. Just doing a simple ceremony with witnesses. ENOUGH TO MAKE IT OFFICIAL
  4. Get in, get out, quit fuckin about. YO HO YO HO YO HO!

This shits gonna be so far from traditional. Nothin too fancy. Just getting dressed up for pictures.
The party will happen sometime later. First let's get the official business out of the way.

SPEAKIN OF BUSINESS
CONTEST ENDS SEPT 30TH 11PM EST. If you're still interested now's the crunch time.
CONTEST OVER - JUDGING STARTS SOONTHIS CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED.
NO MORE ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED.
BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED
Judging will occur in the near future. Once decided winner will have 48 hours to respond or its forfeit.
-
OTHER PRIZE(S)
The grandprize winner will receive a free fullbody 'commission' from me of whatever (within reason)
and if I can manage to search my clusterfuck of folders I'll send you the brushes & patterns I use with MS5 also... maybe.
You will also get one of your own OC's featured in a picture with one of mine of your choice

DON'T FORGET I'M HAVING A SUMMER WING-IT COMMISSION SALE TOO
AND BE SURE TO ASK THE CHARACTERS SOME QUESTIONS. OPERATORS ARE STANDING BY!



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CONTEST ENDS SEPT 30

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 4, 2015, 3:54 AM



CONTEST OVER - JUDGING STARTS SOONTHIS CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED.
NO MORE ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED.
BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED
Judging will occur in the near future. Once decided winner will have 48 hours to respond or its forfeit.
-
OTHER PRIZE(S)
The grandprize winner will receive a free fullbody 'commission' from me of whatever (within reason)
and if I can manage to search my clusterfuck of folders I'll send you the brushes & patterns I use with MS5 also... maybe.
You will also get one of your own OC's featured in a picture with one of mine of your choice

DON'T FORGET I'M HAVING A SUMMER WING-IT COMMISSION SALE TOO
AND BE SURE TO ASK THE CHARACTERS SOME QUESTIONS. OPERATORS ARE STANDING BY!


If you're reading this and you've just started, but you can't get it done due to school lemme know.
Show me WIPs too (you can note me) to prove "hey I got something started" only if you intend to finish.

September 30th at 11pm EST is absolute latest for entries in THIS contest.

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Now if you've noticed I've been kinda inactive art wise. You can blame work for that. 38-39 hour week and when I get home I'm either busy doing other shit or I don't wanna do shit.
Got a few WIPs started now to fuckin finish em :U



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Bubity Boop

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 30, 2015, 1:52 AM



Bumpin that journal down :3

Not gonna delete it... for reasons 8)

Now go to bed


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FUCKIN LOL - PSA - RESOLVED

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 27, 2015, 2:06 PM



So a good friend of mine on FB informed me

...Someone has taken a picture of Kira

Mature Content

Kira -Wildfire- by Demi


and made an F-LIST PROFILE (not as Kira and false information about her. How insulting amirite?)
For those not in the dark reaches of the internet it's an adult RP website. List yo characters kinks n stuff...
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Currently having it taken down. </s>

JUST SO YOU GUYS KNOW
...
I DO.NOT.ROLE.PLAY
....especially not vore. NO I'M NOT GONNA LINK IT.
I used to on Furcadia and may pick it up again casually...and by casually I mean as often as a leapyear occurs

IF YOU SEE ART OF MY CHARACTERS BEING USED PLACES THAT AREN'T LISTED ON MY PROFILE PAGE... LEMME KNOW :3

On one hand. Character & art theft is never fucking cool and I will rip this bitch a new asshole and fornicate it with a cactus. Kira's my oldest existing character and I have worked fucking hard on her >:I
Oooon the other hand

MY ART AND KIRA IS POPULAR ENOUGH FOR POSERS TO FUCKIN STEAL.

I HAVE HIT THE BIG TIME!


So, assface. I appreciate the "advertisement" but if you're so hellbent on RPing my character, how about not misrepresenting them? 8)
By the way google searching the image will lead back to me... sooo.

THE IMAGE HAS BEEN REMOVED. BIG THANKS TO THE F-LIST MODS FOR THEIR SPEEDY RESPONSE TIME. THANK YOU <3






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BEFORE YOU LEAVE MAKE SURE TO CHECK OUT MY CHARACTER CONTEST. CONTEST OVER - JUDGING STARTS SOONTHIS CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED.
NO MORE ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED.
BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED
Judging will occur in the near future. Once decided winner will have 48 hours to respond or its forfeit.
-
OTHER PRIZE(S)
The grandprize winner will receive a free fullbody 'commission' from me of whatever (within reason)
and if I can manage to search my clusterfuck of folders I'll send you the brushes & patterns I use with MS5 also... maybe.
You will also get one of your own OC's featured in a picture with one of mine of your choice

DON'T FORGET I'M HAVING A SUMMER WING-IT COMMISSION SALE TOO
AND BE SURE TO ASK THE CHARACTERS SOME QUESTIONS. OPERATORS ARE STANDING BY!



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ANIME TIDDIES

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 7, 2015, 1:57 AM



Re-purposing journal. Got the birthday badge. No more need for the questionaire filled with vague & trollish answers
So I shoved it over to my st.ash

Anyway

IF YOU WANT A RELATIVELY EASY & DID I MENTION FREEEE SHOT AT WINNING A LICENSE FOR CLIP STUDIO (Manga Studio 5)

THEN ENTER MY CONTEST

CONTEST OVER - JUDGING STARTS SOONTHIS CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED.
NO MORE ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED.
BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED
Judging will occur in the near future. Once decided winner will have 48 hours to respond or its forfeit.
-
OTHER PRIZE(S)
The grandprize winner will receive a free fullbody 'commission' from me of whatever (within reason)
and if I can manage to search my clusterfuck of folders I'll send you the brushes & patterns I use with MS5 also... maybe.
You will also get one of your own OC's featured in a picture with one of mine of your choice

DON'T FORGET I'M HAVING A SUMMER WING-IT COMMISSION SALE TOO
AND BE SURE TO ASK THE CHARACTERS SOME QUESTIONS. OPERATORS ARE STANDING BY!



All you gotta do is draw my characters... you can even draw them hanging out with yours. Be creative idfc :3
Why my characters and not (insert super popular widely known characters)? Whether or not I like them is a different thing. I just don't feel comfortable offering a prize for something I don't have the intellectual rights to. I own my creations, I don't own pokemon no matter how many plushies I buy.

HOWEVER! I won't stop you from drawing my girls cuddling with a plushie or doing some cosplay or wearing some merchandise.


I'M ALSO OPEN FOR COMMISSIONS
Consult the hub of infinite knowledge
You have TWO prices to choose from
THE FULL PACKAGE - Offers you more control (not fucking nit-picking), more WIPs. More expensive and generally slower to produce COMMISSION PRICING GUIDEBASE PRICING AND ADDITIONAL FEES
Things may be cheaper or more expensive depending on the order. Make sure you have read my terms of service.

INKS - Line art only. May include accenting colors/texturing
FLATS - No or minimal shading/highlighting. May be textured&patterned
COMPLETE - Full illustration. In depth shading and highlighting
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CHIBI - Super kawaii desu things
BUST/PORTRAIT - Headshots duh
HALF BODY - Head to knee
FULL BODY - Atleast one entire leg is present in the picture.
PAYPAL $USD - UPFRONT ONLYVISUAL REFERENCE ONLY. DIRECT LINKS MUST END IN .JPG OR .PNG. NO VALID REFS? USE GOOGLE IMAGES. A DESIGNING FEE OF $5 MAY BE APPLIED FOR NO VALID REFS OR MIX-N-MATCH IMAGESBACKGROUNDS ARE MY CHOICE. YOU MAY REQUEST TRANSPARENTNSFW AVAILABLE ONLY TO 18+ CUSTOMERS. BY COMMISSIONING THIS YOU ACKNOWLEDGE YOU ARE 18+. Also in adherence to paypal's rule against nudi


THE WING-IT PACKAGE - The results are completely random. You won't know what you get until it's done. No edits either unless you wanna pay extra. Offers me full artistic freedom. Cheaper too. Get it if you like surprises WING IT COMMISSION DISCOUNTSDO WHATEVER I WANT WING-IT COMMISSIONS
Can be themed if requested.
Wing-it means no WIPs are offered and you will only get the final product.
You are giving me full artistic freedom for a discounted price! Neat!
Don't inquire if you are uncomfortable with that, or you can pay full regular price.
Now lets get to the price breakdown.
NSFW AVAILABLE ON REQUEST (MUST BE 18+ blah blah laws blah)
SKETCHES
$5 MINIMUM "Pay what you want"
Basically the more you pay the more you might get. Could be anything from a floating sketchy head to a fullbody.

CHIBI
$10
ALL CHIBIS ARE SFW NO EXCEPTIONS!
$20 for chibi couple.

SLOTS.
1.
2.

HALF BODY

$20 (or $15 for bust/headshot)
$35 for couple

SLOTS.
1.
2.
FULL B


Did you know? You can get discounts from me. See journals for more info

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In the meantime I'm slowly starting to work on refsheets for some of my characters
and by slowly I mean sketch one pose and then weep.

also fuck core's prices.


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CONTEST OVER - JUDGING STARTS SOON

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 16, 2015, 9:00 PM



THIS CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED.

NO MORE ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED.

BIG THANKS TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATED

Judging will occur in the near future. Once decided winner will have 48 hours to respond or its forfeit.

-

OTHER PRIZE(S)

The grandprize winner will receive a free fullbody 'commission' from me of whatever (within reason)

and if I can manage to search my clusterfuck of folders I'll send you the brushes & patterns I use with MS5 also... maybe.

You will also get one of your own OC's featured in a picture with one of mine of your choice


DON'T FORGET I'M HAVING A SUMMER WING-IT COMMISSION SALE TOO
AND BE SURE TO ASK THE CHARACTERS SOME QUESTIONS. OPERATORS ARE STANDING BY!



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ASK COMIC STUFF

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 11, 2015, 10:41 AM



So in order to get 'used to' making comics
ask my characters ANYTHING.
If I find it interesting I will draw responses in the form of 1 shots & short panel comic

Characters can be found here and in here

Feel free to comment or note me and please direct questions to 1 or more characters. If you don't I may still use it and assign to best responder(s)

Other than that wing-it commissions are available WING IT COMMISSION DISCOUNTSDO WHATEVER I WANT WING-IT COMMISSIONS
Can be themed if requested.
Wing-it means no WIPs are offered and you will only get the final product.
You are giving me full artistic freedom for a discounted price! Neat!
Don't inquire if you are uncomfortable with that, or you can pay full regular price.
Now lets get to the price breakdown.
NSFW AVAILABLE ON REQUEST (MUST BE 18+ blah blah laws blah)
SKETCHES
$5 MINIMUM "Pay what you want"
Basically the more you pay the more you might get. Could be anything from a floating sketchy head to a fullbody.

CHIBI
$10
ALL CHIBIS ARE SFW NO EXCEPTIONS!
$20 for chibi couple.

SLOTS.
1.
2.

HALF BODY

$20 (or $15 for bust/headshot)
$35 for couple

SLOTS.
1.
2.
FULL B


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THREE DAYS OFF

Journal Entry: Wed May 27, 2015, 1:02 AM



WHAT DO?

*WARBLES*


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OBLIGATORY BIRTHDAY JOURNAL

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 13, 2015, 11:31 PM



Hurrah!
Happy Level Up Day to me. I have achieved 25!

Sadly I have to work. >:U
But I have the next 2 days off yeeeee~

Also may not be able to respond to everyone's birthday wishings

so

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES~

Seriously you guys are all the best and I will hug your faces Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]




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