Just wanted to wish the woman who gave birth to me a Happy 47th birthday and give some thanks you where they are due. I will try and do my best to remember them all so bare with me!
Thank you for giving birth to me
Now for the honorable mentions!
Thank you for making sure my awesome Grandmother was around for you to dump me on when I was a child so you can go party
Thank you for moving farther away and eventually into another country where we would never have the funds or ability to get to you, some true love there to be sure!
Thank you for leaving me at a behavior camp, convincing them I was trying to kill my own brother where I was mistreated as a child by the staff who thought I was some murderer in the making and that you were scared of me, when in fact you didn't want to pay for a day care and used that time to go party with your friends, get high, drunk, fuck, whatever it is you did.
Thanks for letting so called "Medical professionals" fuck me up with drugs that they just prescribed on a whim and when challenged by our concerned grandmother -who had every right to be concerned- told you to not bring her again.
Thank you for not sending any love or support my or Lucas's way as we grew up asides from trying to fuck with our heads during our adolescent stages in life to try and turn us against the people who loved us when you were a world away (Hawaii...really?)
Thank you for filling our heads with lies and deceit which effected part of our lives growing up
Thank you showing us the type of people we shouldn't grow up to be, excellent role-modeling ironically it was like you were role playing to make sure we knew what people NOT to be...oh wait that was the real you? Oh dear...
Thank you for pretty much leaving all the parenting to your own parent who not only had to raise kids once but twice then thrice.
Thank you for proving even Jeff who had little to no experience in the parenting sector was an absolute bad ass of a man (Who wasn't even my birth father!) who I will continue to respect regardless of the loss of contact through the years
Thank you for giving up multiple opportunities (Or ruining the ones you had) to raise us (Me and Lucas) when you had the chance to do so
Thank you for not telling me about my older brother, its nice to know I will never know where Christopher is in the world and will never get the chance to meet him. Proper good job there. Solid parenting to be sure not telling your own child about a sibling they had all this time (The fact its Sean's son is no excuse, I'm sure you knew to some extent, and if you didn't you truly do live up to your screen name)
Thank you when I made one journal about you to prove a point you followed with threats and malice (Even Jerry Springer could have a show with that!)
Thank you for telling me that if your own mother died (My grandmother) you wouldn't feel anything for her, well at this point the feelings mutual, you pretty much alienated those who loved you, including your own mom who always loved you.
Thank you for faking your own sickness that had us worried sick only to find out 'Oh no Im fine' That's some attention seeking right there, All you need is twitter and you be as bad as a certain President!
Thank you for telling me you want no part in my life, it made it much easier to write this in the long run given I'm not blind to your lies
Oh and before I forget?
HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY! YOU MADE IT! SO PROUD!
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Haven't drawn in Three years....hoping something will bring me back to doing so
You know people think of things, its what we do...we think. to not think would be inhuman. We have moments where we need to think about what the heck we were thinking about in the first place. Weird eh?
My life quote:
"You laugh at me cause I'm different...I laugh at you cause your the same..."
Love of my life:
Leader of 169PD and A.N.S.O
Leader of the F.S.O.F
BROTHERS IN ARMS:
Artists who I wish I was as cool as:
THE QUEEN OF SELFIES:
<--- You will be missed