screw it! just draw! if it's fun, post it. who cares? if you are frustrated with lineart, what I like to do is pause for a second, then do pixels/lineless, which aren't as hard, in my opinion.
if you genuinely hate drawing, i wouldn't say to push yourself, but i love your style a lot and the commissions you did for me turned out really nice ;; obviously im just one person so i cant speak for everyone, but i hope you feel better soon either way? dont drain yourself of all of your energy to do art you dont wanna do ;;