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Personal attack on me, Could use support EDIT

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 13, 2018, 11:23 PM


I REALLY DON'T WANT THIS FIRE TO COME ALIGHT AGAIN BUT.. I just can't let her be so cruel..

PLEASE DONT TRY TO ARGUE WITH HER, JUST REPORT AND MOVE ON

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Skullkiin decided she was going to bring up the old beef

and idk if she saw I was struggling medically or what, but she legit picked the worse time to jab at me
I legit am shaking, I can hardly think, I feel faint..
For more context on my medical state read PSA - IMPORTANT UPDATE

I just could use some support.

I can't believe she doesn't support my relationship, saying it makes her feel ill. one of the few things I have to keep me going through the day.
I just.. can't take this right now.. I may actually faint.

I am not looking for people to argue or insult her, I gave up on trying to help her change.

Just PLEASE report it for harassment.. For me and my Fiance.

I already reported it.

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If you're wondering, I can't defend myself.. She decided to block me after I told her she could get banned for falsely reporting my comments.

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Edit:
I have had some time to calm down.
She is trying to defend her journal as not being harassment.
I don't want this to be a big thing. I'm too exhausted, please understand I'm not looking for attention or to get recognition for this.

I just want her to remove the journal. It is harassment, not only to me (calling my relationship GROSS and actng like its ok) but to all the people she has traced and cheated. Especially when she is still defending tracing, and copying poor buffbears designs who has even said that they are hurt over it.

She has nothing to be proud of regarding this. I don't know why she is still trying to justify herself.

What an ignorant person to insult an online relationship, a relationship that is helping a mentally Ill person SURVIVE who is meeting the person next summer and has been together with them longer than most relationships

She even told my boyfriend who approached her kindly asking us to bury the hatchet, which I'm willing to do "no we are going to fight regardless"

Bich I ain't fighting you??? You're attacking me. So don't say I'm the one making a fuss when I had moved on and you decided to bring it up again just to cause me suffering you sicko???

I noted her on my spare asking her kindly to remove the journal and to settle with a peace treaty.

Now I expect her to block me and say I was insulting her even though I did not say one bad thing. Simply explaining my side cause she couldn't be mature and talk it out.



Don't judge my choices without understanding my reasons.

PSA - IMPORTANT UPDATE

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 13, 2018, 11:10 AM


I just want to say,, like,, alot of stuff has been changing with me and while I don't want anyone to worry about me, I want to make you all aware that my mental state has been bad lately. Sadly this has interfered with my willingness to draw, and do commissions.

I have had severe MDD for a long time (Major depressive disorder) and while I am usually able to keep myself afloat it has recently manifested in severe anxiety as well. I have always had that bit of anxiety, but now it's gotten to the point that I will actually faint when I become stressed.

This may not seem bad to someone on the outside, but it truly is terrible for me since I go to school, and have to obviously work doing art, and eventually more physical stuff like working at a store. Sadly, if I do not get better I may have to retire from working for awhile, relying on possible welfare checks which I don't want to do.

It seems to become able to come on even randomly, rather than having a trigger to the point I will have to leave my class unexpectedly just to curl up somewhere and try to keep my head screwed on from the overwhelming feeling of anxiety, depression and the light-headedness I have come to know.  I will be seeing my doctor as a part of me worries it may be a more physical problem due to the stress i've been under for years. As I fear I may be feeling the beginning of some sort of cardiac problem, we can hope for the best.

The main point here, is to ask you all kindly to be patient with me.
And avoid my main triggers for my mental safety.
Which include: Marijuana, drugs in general, most topics revolving around medical topics, (I.e therapy, depression, anxiety, etc.) and things revolving around past stressful events.

I also ask you to please try to understand that if you know and talk to me directly (aka via Discord) I may have moments when I can say nothing more than "ok," "idk," and etc. 
Not because you are boring me, I don't like you or anything like that.
It's simply that when I become stressed out my brain sort of just?? Shuts down?? I tend to just go numb and tired and I don't want anyone to see me as rude or uncaring cause I love you all. <3

ALL YOUR HOPES AND PRAYERS ARE APPRECIATED

I will be trying to keep my head, and catch up on owed art soon.




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URGENT Please help this person out!

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 12, 2018, 11:50 AM


I sadly can't help out due to having my own living expenses but I would love if you could give it a look. <3



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Cheap customs? PWYW

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 11, 2018, 6:18 AM


I enjoy making designs, especially for other people. I also want to practice designing.
So I may take some customs?
They will be in my sketchy style like this, since making a clean lined drawing is far too stressful on me (hence why I discontinued it and only do pixel art.)

I AM NOT INTERESTED IN DRAWING SCENE DOGS AND VERY GENERIC DESIGNS
Your custom will most likely be a one-off type creature.

OPEN SLOTS:
1.
2.
3.

WHILE THIS IS PWYW I WILL TAKE A MINIMUM OF $5

Although I highly encourage you to give me some sort of idea on what you want.

Ex.
Carousel by DeertineApocalypse (UP FOR OFFER) by Deertine
Freak Show by Deertine




OTHER DESIGN EXAMPLES
Senorita by DeertineCustom for OculusMiKai by Deertine
We're experiencing Turbulence by DeertineBleu by Deertine












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WHICH OF MY CHARACTERS ARE YOUR FAVE?

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 7, 2018, 2:49 PM


I want to hear your opinions!
WHich of my characters do you love most???

toyhou.se/Deertine/characters/…

Comment your opinion!!!



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COMMENT MOOD BOARDS

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 7, 2018, 12:10 PM


I want to make some adopts but need inspo so??
Comment mood boards thanks


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Creepy stuff (Plus found a unnamed CD) - READ ME

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 5, 2018, 7:33 AM


Hey read this! I want people's input!

This journal is mostly for me to keep tract of things, but also as a memory just in case this ends up being nothing I can be like "Wow I was braindead" but who knows maybe it'll be something interesting!


This is kind of a journal about creepy things happening, as to follow up my poll regarding the unmarked CD.
Because it reminded me of this thing that happened yesterday.

I was leaving my school with a friend, as he was coming over to see my dog (you can see the cute bby here Olive )
and some kid (probably 12 - 14 at most) call out to us and said to my friend "Hey you! I saw your picture in the woods!"

We were obvs confused and so he was like "what?" and the kid repeated himself before being like "Your picture, I saw it in the woods at the fort. Oh. you don't know? rip."
and me and my friend didn't know what to say, but obviously this was unsettling. I teased him about how he was on some guys hit list or whatever and we brushed it off, told a few other people. But still wondered what the kid meant. 

I want to clarify that the forest he mentioned is most likely one of two forests surrounding the school which people such as outcast student go to do illegal stuff 

I'm trying to convince him to go investigate with me cause this seems fun but no progress so far lmao. I may go alone, since I know the area from when I was younger.

The cd is like obviously most likely not related to the friend thing.

anyways about the CD, I was walking home after a dentist appointment cause my dumbass fractured a tooth and found this CD on the sidewalk. I am going to try to find a way to run it, sadly my computer's CD drive doesn't work but I have a dvd player.
I'm confident it'll work but the fracture may cause a problem.

Its surprisingly spotless except for that fracture considering it was on pavement.

While the most likely case its a blank, I was like "Why would someone carry around a blank CD? That's the sort of thing you would leave at home?"
So it's either blank, audio, or photos which may or may not be interesting, hopefully not illegal.

EDIT: The CD runs! I got it working in my dvd player, but sadly I can't access it cause I don't have a remote.. to my dvd player that is. :/ It's a DATA CD so for now I'm going to sleeve the CD in a cd case and try to find someone who I can use their dvd player. 



also please ignore the caveman style photo quality, I don't own a phone and had to use a cheap tablet.

Img 20181005 101935 by Deertine
Img 20181005 101917 by Deertine


I wouldn't be surprised if this was something serious lmao. This town is overrun with drugs and very bad people.


ANYWAYS I WANT TO HEAR YOUR INPUT!
What do you think the kid meant? Do you think he was saying the truth? Playing a prank? Let me know!
also what I should do with this CD.




If you're wondering why I'm so excited by this it's cause I'm a total fanatic for this stuff and probably watch to many crime shows.
SO i'm lowkey hoping this will be something interesting.





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LF Designs O: usd,art,etc.

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 4, 2018, 6:29 AM


I neeeeeed new children.
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HUMANS, AND MOST ANTHRO DESIGNS

I DONT WANT CS
Unless they are grems, chitters, or fumis!

I love monsters, one offs, and mainly nsfw characters. :"")

My fave designers are:

- Buffbears
- Mute-owl
- Cinnabutt/Lesboys
- Occultic
- God-likes-me
-Vinnieston 

BUT OFFER WHATEVER!!

Please don't link me full toyhouses, especially those over like 4 pages. I don't have the attention span to look through like 20 pages of characters I'm sorry!



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I'm in debt $150.. Please read

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2018, 5:25 PM


I didn't want to bring this up, I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN.
But once again my parents fucked me over, and this time it'll be the last time.
I'm without money, my rat is sick, I have no food or bedding for them, I just can't anymore.

I need $150, while I should have enough to pay out the debt I will legit have no money left. No money for food, health related stuff, nothing.


They basically stole money from the bank under my name, and if I don't repay it it'll hurt my credit and my future.
I don't even want to push forward but who cares what I want.
I already have a bunch of commissions to do but, this is pretty urgent..

Commission info

Also selling horror themed commissions.
PIXEL FULLBODY Goretober comms! OPENI really have been wanting to do gore for a long time but I'm too lazy usually.
But this year I am going to do goretober.
Only problem is I hate drawing my own characters, and also need money lmao.
Price is for a pixel fullbody.
Examples:


Most of these will be up to artistic freedom, Which is the reason for lack of descriptions, I want to keep it a surprise!

Price for these is so high due to the extra effort that will be put in them.
EVERYDAY ONLY HAS ONE SLOT

PAYPAL, USD ONLY

1. Excessive Gashes/Lacerations $20

2. Extra Limbs $30

3. Surgeon TAKEN ON FA
I don't think he has proper medical training..
4. Torture $20
This one is similar to the nonebleed/minor injuries but with a muzzle or something
5. Amputation $20

6. Cannibalism $50 (Will have two characters, obviously should
 

I'll sell anything here too I guess.
My toyhouse

Spread if you want, I'm just so exhausted and sick of everything right now.

USD, Paypal only.


If you really want to you can donate here, but please it's not necessary, I don't want to look like a beggar.
www.paypal.me/deertine



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STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND CLICK THIS

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 25, 2018, 3:09 PM


WATCH THIS
just
Omfg this infomercial 

In reality this makes me feel REALLY NAUSEOUS.
Cause once I had someone make ramen tacos (Chicken flavor ew) and I got SO ILL.

the only thing I would eat from that commercial is the salad tbh, since raw ramen isnt that bad?? You wouldn't really taste it, would be like croutons.

I LIKE RAMEN OK
just not THIS


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Rant that you should read.

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 20, 2018, 6:16 PM


PSA
OKAY, I just need to rant about heartless people, and want your input so please read??

I saw this video about a guy releasing a copperhead snake from a glue trap (will link in comments) because youtube recommended me it for whatever reason, And the comments are the most insulting shit imaginable, a complete damn cesspool. (typical for youtube am I right.)
Including shit as:

"I would have left it on the trap and pissed on it everyday while it was still alive."

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Removing a copperhead, your an idiot. You need to be stuck on a glue trap before you have a chance to reproduce and give birth to a new generation of idiots."

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Damn just chop his head off and be done with it"

This literally makes me BOIL in anger, People who are so heartless like this need to be just killed, I don't say that often. I legit would never tell someone to kill themselves or to die, but people this low have managed to earn such things.

All life is precious, whether spider, snake, rat, or any other animal. Knowing there are people this cold is just stupid.
(Obviously if an animal is actively attacking you it's understandable that you defend yourself, but this snake was literally rendered helpless.)

People call me a monster for collecting taxidermy, when the real monsters are these people. I cherish animals, I don't keep taxidermy as a trophy, I keep it to preserve the animal for years to come. While these people would rather kill an animal just because of it's reputation and biological setup.

Those snakes have more meaning in the world than the idiots commenting this stuff  IMO, at least they contribute something to this earth, can I get an Amen.

Also glue traps are the most sick twisted thing to come into existence, how would you like it if you were stuck to a board of glue to slowly starve to death if you weren't lucky enough to suffocate in the glue?


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URGENT Help me find the artists of my characters!

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 18, 2018, 6:48 PM


I always have a bad habit of not crediting artists on toyhouse, usually cause I'm too lazy to add the links.
And I was like "Thats not fair to the artists, they should be known for their amazing art!"

So if you have drawn anything for me, or know any artists who have, Please tell me!
Link to any art you have drawn!
Heck if I didn't credit you for some designs please let me know that also!

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toyhou.se/Deertine/characters/…




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PIXEL FULLBODY Goretober comms! OPEN

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 14, 2018, 6:50 AM


I really have been wanting to do gore for a long time but I'm too lazy usually.
But this year I am going to do goretober.
Only problem is I hate drawing my own characters, and also need money lmao.

Price is for a pixel fullbody.
Examples:
Maybe I'm a different breed by DeertineGhosts And Goblins by Deertine



Most of these will be up to artistic freedom, Which is the reason for lack of descriptions, I want to keep it a surprise!

Price for these is so high due to the extra effort that will be put in them.


EVERYDAY ONLY HAS ONE SLOT
PAYPAL, USD ONLY


1. Excessive Gashes/Lacerations $20

2. Extra Limbs $30

3. Surgeon TAKEN ON FA
I don't think he has proper medical training..

4. Torture $20
This one is similar to the nonebleed/minor injuries but with a muzzle or something

5. Amputation $20

6. Cannibalism $50 (Will have two characters, obviously should be of the same species.)

7. Gut Spill $30

8. Ritualistic Sacrifice $30

9. Monster Form $20 (This one will basically be a custom design and WILL NOT be a pixel.)
For this one you will give me a character and I will make them a monster form.

10. Blood Bath $20 If it's taken literally I.e a character in a bath of blood, $60 if it's the more figurative meaning, a bloody murder scene, will have two characters. 

11. Skewered $20

12. Pastel gore $20 TAKEN BY pinewoIf

13. Decay $30

14. Plant growth in body $20 

15. Starving $30 Someone who is dangerously skinny and skeletal-looking

16. Live dissection $45 Your character is being dissected while they're still conscious! How horrible!

17. Fruit Guro $30 Your character being sliced like a fruit! The innards of your character will also be a fruit of your choice!

18. Eyes $20 (Excess eyes, pretty self explanatory.)

19. Syringes $25

20. Parasite $40  TAKEN ON FA

21. Manslaughter/Serial Killer $20 (Basically just your character with a knife, typical edgy stuff.)

22. Animal/beast wounds $30

23. Nosebleed/Bruises/Minor Injury $15 TAKEN ON FA

24. Post-Mortem examination $30

25. Skeletal/Bones showing $25

26. Decapitation $20 TAKEN ON FA

27. Possession/Corruption $25 Character looking evil.

28. Sickness $25 Character looking mangy, not sure what I'll do for this one.

29. Distorted Body/Broken Bone

30. Stitching $20

31. ------- Up to me, may or may not upload something this day.

BONUSES

These aren't attach to any specific day but are horror themed!
And will probably be done either during or before October!

KNIVES!! $20
Your character really likes sharp things.

Organ jars $20
Wet specimens are very neat don't you agree?

Gunshot $17


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I'm going to try and do the sketches for most of these beforehand, Although in the rare chance that I am busy and cannot upload something on the proper day, It'll be done asap.



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LOTS OF HQ DESIGNS UP FOR OFFER - OPEN

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 8, 2018, 2:32 PM


Yes, I am now looking at trade offers on ANY of my characters!
Including designs by Cinnabutt, G-L-M, Vinnieston, mute-owl AND MORE!



MY TOYHOUSE

I am NOT interested in humanoid designs, and mostly looking for monster, anthro or creepy designs.
I WILL ALSO ACCEPT USD.
MAYBE ART AS AN ADD-ON

My fave designers are:
(* mean priority)

- Cinnabutt* (No cinnas.)
- Mute-owl
- Babezord*
- God-likes-me
- Buffbears*
-Vinnieston
-SCPKID (picky)
-Sweet-n-treat*

I will look at other designs, but I am picky!!


HIGHLIGHTS





Hint: If you want to tug on my heart strings offer me rat designs.




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To my watchers/commissioners

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 6, 2018, 3:47 PM


Sorry for the lack of art, with school starting and all I have been totally feeling unmotivated.
Plus I'm on new medication, so I can't really stay up it seems, that being said I've been feeling quite distressed and anxious, so bare with me!!

Whorifiic deadba3 Osxris/anxviety Solarwish



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ARTIST BEWARE - Insults, Racist, Tracing, etc.EDIT

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 3, 2018, 3:29 PM


New journal about this I guess..

Personal attack on me, Could use support READ ME


This is not all about the characters.

She has been treating me like garbage for YEARS, and yes I admit I have made some mistakes to her which I apologized for.
Sadly she is too spineless to just say sorry..

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Oh hey, I don't care about my rep anymore.
So I'm finally going to tell the world about the abuse Skullkiin put me through.

This journal will probably be a mess and everyone one will attack me, but that's the risk I will take to have my story told

Please notice, this journal has swearing, and possibly other sensitive themes.

THESE ARE ONLY THE RECENT THINGS

she has done a lot of shit in the past too, but I would die before I wrote everything down.

I'm only making this journal to hopefully help Skullkin to change, and other people as well.
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Me and @/Skullkiin met a few years ago, I thought they were another typical deviant, but eventually we became really good friends.
We had our fights and bruises, good times and laughs but we'd always remain buddies.

You have done good things for me, but you have also done really bad things to me.

But recently she has been really mean to me, others and has went totally downhill.

Let's start with the things she did to me.

(to see the full gallery of screenshots go here )

Skullkin has a disregard for others, A sense of entitlement. 
At one point I bought a buffbear design for $40

Eventually, I didn't really want them and they were an impulse buy. So I put them up for sale.
(It was this design specifically)

Please do not contact the owners of any designs mentioned in this journal.


Skullkiin originally wanted to have this design before I bought it. So guess what she decides to do....
ATTACK ME FOR A CHARACTER I LEGALLY OWN
and this won't be the last time.

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(I did not scold her, I simply told her maybe she should give me the chance to own a buffbear design since she's been buying all the ones on the market.)


(Please excuse my vulgar attitude, this isn't the first time she has attacked me, I was getting sick of her attacking my rights.)

We had a big argument where she started insulting me, and making me feel like dirt about my real life issues.
She acts like I'm not entitled to nice characters and riches cause of my tough life, WHICH I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER
Like sorry but I can't just NOT HAVE AN ABUSIVE HOUSEHOLD, AND STARVE MOST DAYS OF THE WEEK.

THE ONLY REASON SHE WAS SAYING THESE THINGS IS OVER A DESIGN SHE WANTED BUT I BOUGHT BEFORE HER.
I know she makes valid points, but saying things like "go to child services" and saying who I should direct my anger too is just a way of her trying to look in the right, She knows damn well that I have been doing that. I have told her more things in the past about my personal life than anyone else.

At the time of this argument I had an appointment with child services. And the chance of me NOT telling her that is under 10%



Also apparently if you have low income you're not entitled to owning characters, cause it's a rich person luxary : )

Please note selling characters is something some people do as an income. It's a business, something she wouldn't understand. I actually did like the design, but things came up, in this case I needed rat food and bedding.


We stopped talking, but eventually I went and apologized (what a mistake that was.)

Same thing happened regarding a SCPKID design (This design)
Basically the same thing happened, except I legally got the design from her.
She traded me it to try and get a design, which didn't go through.
SHE DID NOT GIFT ME THE DESIGN, I EXCHANGED A CUSTOM FOR IT


So a few weeks after this I put them up for offer, since I had no use for them and I didn't click with them. 
So guess what, She throws a fit, trying to make me out to be the bad one,
Because I'm a nice person and wanted her to be happy I traded her back the design, after she complained about how much she liked the design.

THE SAME DAY SHE GOES AND SELLS THE DESIGN FOR $75
Saying "I spent that much on it"
(which is also a lie, she gave me $35 plus a character.)

I am obviously mad, and confront her about this since, like, she was telling me how much she liked the design and wanted them back.
(Read the argument here )


My favorite part of this, MY FAVORITE PART
Is where she says this:




She's also a huge hypocrite.

Since she is constantly buying and getting designs that she just gets rid of in a day, Like the SCPKID design, also like her most recent journal,
A birdfolk she has literally owned for under three days
Weird since she got mad at me for buying a design and selling WEEKS LATER 
Discord Emoji - Thinking  
Except I had a reason to do so :"")

birdfolk for swap or trade
If that link doesn't work from her deleting it,
I have a screen shot here
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Birdfolk journal






She also has a habit of leaving her commissioners waiting unholy amounts of time to get their product.

Yet she would rather take on more commissions than do her old ones.



SHE ALSO TRACES AND COPIES


Saying "I don't see whats so bad about tracing/referencing." in a past status update.
(Which I couldn't find.)

THESE WERE FOUND IN HER TOYHOUSE, SHE EMPTIED HER GALLERY

Original

Copy
copy by Deertine



Original
Original by Deertine


copy


Original
Original by Deertine


copy
Copy by Deertine



Original
original by Deertine


Copy
copy by Deertine


Original

Copy


VVVV

Want to see more examples of her copying? LOOK HERE

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And this one by me,
please note she did not ask permission to do this, I did not get mad at her for this as my fiance voted against it, but it seriously did hurt.
This piece had emotional significant to me, and to have someone copy it hurt, it actually made me feel quite stressed.
She couldn't even bother to put the watermark in a different spot.

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Original (by me)
- Peach scone - by Deertine
Copy
copy by Deertine




She has a huge sense of entitlement, and would rather say everyone else is in the wrong than take the blame. Saying she's "a good person" while also lashing out at me for buying a design before her.



In conclusion:

Other than art related problems, she has also insulted me and my fiance's relationship in the past.
I do not have the screenshots any longer.
But she used to insult me, saying that my relationship is a waste and that I'm "too young to make these choices" and that there is no point in us meeting.
Which hurts. Cause I thought she was my friend.

But after all she has done, I just don't want to ever talk to her again.

She has left me hurt.
I should of just listened to my lover, friends who just told me to stop being friends with her.

I'm not saying avoid her, but defiantly be wary.


EDIT:

She decided to make a journal about me, which there were many people trying to calm down this war.
But than she started to spew racist, and quite discriminating BS.

About that vent deertine posted

(This is a link)

SHE DELETED ALL THE JOURNAL CONTENTS


"so bitches, check your fucking privileges and rights. oh wait, some of you don't have those so just fuck off. ok? thanks."

Racist 1 by Deertine
Racist 2 by Deertine
Racist 3 by Deertine



She says I'm the asshole here, when she's the one spewing racist bs, and other offense bs.
Seriously, I don't care anymore, if people want to try and talk some sense into her go ahead.

Racist 4 by Deertine

This is honestly bumming me out, she's just too spineless to at least say sorry, tHATS ALL I NEED.

I love her bs excuses.
Little does she know I am on the autism spectrum. : )))
I was even in special ed classes in my early school years.

But oh wait, I'm not the one using it as an excuse for being a bigot 

Spicy by Deertine


Edit: 2.0


About that vent deertine posted

(This is a link)
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Oh yea, If you have Asperger syndrome you are automatically a complete asshole.


(Not really, I have friends who have Asperger syndrome, and they are the best people I know.)


She just uses it as a crutch even though she literally got diagnosed under a year ago.
(Sadly she deleted this journal)


Being someone who is on the autism spectrum and actually WAS IN A SPECIAL ED CLASS
I find this such a lazy, stupid, half-ass excuse to cover up your malicious acts.


So why do I care?
Because she's only had it knowingly for months.
She makes it seem like she has been fighting it her whole life knowingly.
Which I think gives Asperger a bad name, equivalent to a person who self-diagnoses than goes around saying they deserve to be treated special for something they may or may-not have. She did the same with ADD, A condition i've had since birth, and constantly got insulted for and bullied cause I was different from the other kids. Yet here comes Skullkin getting diagnosed with it than a week later is like "HOW DARE MY TEACHERS EXPECT ME TO DO SCHOOL WORK DON'T THEY KNOW I HAVE ADD"


Why should it matter people might ask, Why is it so bad to hide behind your disorders and use it as a excuse.
Some of you may know of the condition Antisocial Personality disorder, a condition where the person does not know right or wrong, or seeing other people as people.
This condition is common in murderers.
Now, If someone with Antisocial personality disorder IS A MURDERER
Should they be aloud to walk free cause "Well I am incapable of understanding right or wrong"
No, they shouldn't

Aspergers by Deertine

EDIT 3.0:



Now I want to bring up the copying designs aspect.

She has a habit of copying peoples designs as well.
Most commonly the android dinos of @/buffbears

to the point Buffbears doesn't even want to make them anymore.

Example of Buffbears AMAZING DESIGNS!!





Her half-assed, rip-off designs based on Buffbear's.

(also notice how she even ripped off the checkered background.)

copy by Deertine
Copydino3 by Deertine
copy by Deertine

AND THERE ARE MORE HERE




If anyone thinks "Well how do you know they are actually based off of buffbears?"
Well thats easy, The simple fact of how she OWNS a buffbear dino, and is constantly looking for the real ones.

She would always bid on them but get outbidded.
So she decided to go make rip-offs of them.







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Selling all my designs! (Cinnabutt, GLM, ETC.)OPEN

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 2, 2018, 10:05 PM


USD PAYPAL ONLY


contains designs by Cinnabutt, moggiedelight, God-likes-me, mute-owl and more!

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I don't feel connected with my characters anymore.
Well excluding the designs me and my fiance share, those aren't ufs.

I may be willing to haggle the price on some



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Looking for customs

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 31, 2018, 10:06 PM


I have an idea I really want designed but I'm a lazy jerk.

If you do customs please show examples.
Design would have to be a anthro, and bird.



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Please read - Drawing tablet fund (0/90) OPEN

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 26, 2018, 8:05 PM


I need a new tablet, my first and current tablet has done me well. It's lasted my 6 years, gone through a shitton of abuse and more.
Now it's time for it to retire. Especially since it's scratched, has gashes missing out of it, missing the back of it, has a crack in the top YET it still works! The thing is a soldier. But I don't think it'll last much longer.

I am aiming to get this tablet.
I am aiming to get $90 usd just IN CASE the current one on amazon sells out by the time I get the money

$52/$90

All my commissions will be %50 off until I reach my goal!
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Commission info ALWAYS OPEN - Please read



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Moggiedelight design FOR SWAP - OPEN

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 26, 2018, 2:36 PM


I love this boy but want to see if I can maybe swap him for a more sparkledog design by @/moggiedelight
Cause I love their sparkle dogs so much!!!


He has alot of HQ art to go with him.
(he's also valued at around $180 with his art)
toyhou.se/943416.august



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