Listening to: Roland - CruxShadows
Reading: My notes
Watching: The screen...DUH!
Eating: As little as possible
Drinking: Tea, my poison of choice.
It has been forever and a day since I have been here. The world seemed to swallow me up and I forgot all about my art. I just did the first Photomanip in over a year tonight...
Anyways, this is just a note to say yes, i am still alive...
My world is far different than when I left. I fell in love with one of best and most brilliant women I know. She is an asshole at times, and I am well known for my notorious bitchiness but we have weathered and are weathering a great many storms, each with a different severity. Being in love has greatly affected my outlook on life, I am less, pessimistic and far more willing to let go of the past. It has a been a brilliant transformation I must say, going from the grumpy caterpillar that I was to the butterfly that I am... I am still trying to grow into these stupid wings though.
I am still not done with school and am sure that I am just going to give up on it completely.
I stopped working on my novel, it now sits on the way side just three chapters from completion gathering dust.
My poetry however has exploded. I have reached a style point, found my own voice in the words I am writing. It is very nice.
I am reconnecting with old friends who I thought lost forever such as Nachtderwolf and FreakofNature, who I knew IRL far before Online.
I am alive and I will try to be back her more often. Expect a wave of late favs and comments!