Hello everyone. This is DeepestClover80, and I'm making this last post for 2020 to apologize for my unforgivable behavior this year, and possibly, for the past years I have been on the internet. I know what you all are thinking. I'm just seeking attention and I'm not actually regretful for everything I did, or I'm just making a crappy joke and that I'm just being emotionally manipulative or that I'm just guilt tripping, right? No, I'm not. First of all, I NEVER seek for attention on anything. I don't care about popularity at all, nor do I care about fame. So please don't think that I'm just seeking attention, because I'M not. The point of this post is to ask for forgiveness for my horrific and terrifying sins over the history of my social media life, not just on Deviantart. I don't expect ANYONE to forgive me because really, forgiving someone that was rude, and overall, VERY awful to people is VERY difficult to do so. I'll also say my reasons for all of the terrible things I did here.