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Published: March 16, 2016
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if you ever see me in public i kid you not i look just like this
all scrunched up and awkward with the constant please don't touch me, hurt me, look at me, breath on me or talk to me face.

i henestly feel bad for anyone who sees me in a public area:c
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AncientEchidna's avatar
AncientEchidna|Hobbyist General Artist
Quite understandable, I can relate to this as well. =(
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I'm not as extreme as that, but I am an introvert as well. *hugs*
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Mellow-DreamsEdited |Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, I never took you as a shy person Natalie! I always imagine you a strong girl who likes to talk in the public. ^^;

But I feel you, I was and still is a bit like that whenever I'm in public :hug:

Also, you look so adorable in this style of yours! ^^
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Deceptiicon|Hobbyist Digital Artist
haha well thanks I guess, I do really come across that way. But honestly the way I am on here with people I don't know is very different in real life.

I'm super shy and don't like being around other people, but around my friends yes I am loud and not affraid to speak my mind. It's just in public I never feel safe, especially if I'm alone haha I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety or something. It's awful.

and Awww thanks I tried to make this look as  much like me as I possibly could -hugs- didn't think I was cute x3
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Mellow-Dreams|Hobbyist General Artist
true, real life we do act differently than being on hear :nod: 

aww, I know how that is. I was the same and still do have some of that social anxiety too mostly due to me being so awkward whenever I speak with others. I always say something really embarrassing in the end. Like one time I said something so weird during an a job interview over the phone ^^; :faint: 

It also sucks because sometime in some of my classes the professor says that participation counts as part of our grade and I hate speaking in public in front of others >.< It's getting better, but it;s a slow process. I;m sure you will be the same when you get older :) :hug: 

And you should be afraid to speak your mind in the public either ^^

hehe, you really do and very welcome! :hug: 
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Deceptiicon|Hobbyist Digital Artist
C,: ok
job interviews are terrifying o mg

and participation graded things at school also terrify me
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InvokeReality|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Same
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DisMudd|Hobbyist Digital Artist
and then there's the internet
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Deceptiicon|Hobbyist Digital Artist
haha yeah I have no probs on the internet at all BD
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wingman2699's avatar
Introvert, huh?
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Deceptiicon|Hobbyist Digital Artist
yee
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If you feel like that then go see a professional or try something where you have to be outgoing (which I think is weird coming from you since you're apart of all of these different groups and clubs, etc.)
And the other alternative is to get a job, I got a job which I liked to begin with and eventually people started to hate me because I had an opinion, so I became this bitter person who hated working for petty cunts who would scream at me, which does knock a lot out of you, but after you get fired or quit you're finally free and can live a life where you can wake up in morning and not fear going somewhere to seeing someone.
"Life is fucking awful and then you die." - Joel 2016
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Well I'm actually dropping off a resume at a center I was volunteering at for a while so hopefully she likes it :/
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