true, real life we do act differently than being on hear
aww, I know how that is. I was the same and still do have some of that social anxiety too mostly due to me being so awkward whenever I speak with others. I always say something really embarrassing in the end. Like one time I said something so weird during an a job interview over the phone
It also sucks because sometime in some of my classes the professor says that participation counts as part of our grade and I hate speaking in public in front of others >.< It's getting better, but it;s a slow process. I;m sure you will be the same when you get older
And you should be afraid to speak your mind in the public either ^^
hehe, you really do and very welcome!