Hey guys its already been long time since i write another journal and the good thing is i almost hit 5 years by the mid october when its happenin'. and i would like to say thank you for you're all support until this day! i know i'm kinda douchebag that are lazy to say thank you in front of internet but today i've other thing to discuss especially for a people that loss interest with other thing. lets jump into it.
since i stay with this platform i learned a lot and gain lot of friends as well, but the reason why i'd like to write journal like this is because this thing always stay in my mind for quite a while.
first and foremost I really love Editing/GFX i think when i saw someone make their Signature on MAL i think thats a good thing that he/she could do something like that, until i discover another website called deviantART and i got more hooked with this kind of thing, a lot of people could do many style and the others just could do 1 style until they decided to go away from this kind of hobby.
When i do GFX i spent my time mostly alone, i always try to find some resources whether its legal/illegal and i found good atmosphere between the "Model" and the "Background" i always find it quite interesting to do it until the end of my process. I think making GFX is a attempt to relief my stress from a fuck up thing. and I ENJOY HELL OUT OF IT.
Its always fun to see other people got improved or get rusted when they try something and the think is no one could stop you, because we are alone. i mean making GFX mostly for hobby (am i right?) so why did people still come to attempt making GFX? when i think many answer to that question i'd always come up with depending answers, lots of newcomers try to make something similar from their inspiration and the oldcomers just doing it because they dont feel good about themself, it could be because of they dont have good thing to spent or they just want to their shit altogether.
I think this kind of hobby could be beautiful yet dangerous for our behaviour or daily routine, the beautiful thing is we could improve our skill whether your understanding in the application or improvement of your skill. i believe we're all gonna improved by the meant time but i just want to remind you about your daily routie.
Doing same thing everyday is gonna kill your desire or passion, and its not about GFX as well it could be your another hobby or work, i thing if we want to relief ourselves we have to find another behaviour. i think keep in touch with another hobby with another strangers (until you call him/her friends) could be your answer to stand up from your bad daily routine.
And if you're still loss and can't find no one to talk its always easy to find help over at your internet stop doing same exact thing everyday and try to come up with another ideas to fullfill your momentum.