It's been a year, 12 days over actually, since I wrote in this journal. That's a little pathetic. Haha. Maybe the reason why I didn't update it is because not much as changed in my "art" world. I still have the same negative feelings towards my work, but I'm young and I have so long to improve it to where I'm happy with it. So I'm trying not to be as hard on myself I guess. I've started painting with coffee. So that's pretty exciting. Maybe if I get something worthwhile I'll post it on Deviant Art. But we'll see. I've been having the worst artistic block in everything. It's really getting to me. Especially in my writing. I feel like I shoul

I think I'm done with this. All it seems like is one big competition and jealousy anymore. Something that I've loved for over two years, Has just changed so much recently. Maybe I'll just lay low for a while. And try to build something back. But for now it just seems pointless. I'll just admire the talented from a far; Like it seems I've always been doing for some time now. Thanks for support, those of you who actually did. We'll see where this goes. Maybe all I need is for something big to happen over the summer. Who knows.

More than likely to start a new account soon, Once she has something worthy of posting. Because this one is getting on her nerves. Just a warning. Kaythanksbye. [Stfu, yes thirdperson.]