your words are like music to my heart.
you flatter me like that, my heart starts to beat fast.
when you say you are not bored, when you talk with me,
and you wonder why i ignore you in school,
i feel like on a cloud, because you CARE.
when you look at me, and our eyes find each other,
i feel I am completly exposed,
like you are reading my thoughts, my heart,
my SOUL.
when we talk you make me feel like im so important,
like i am the only girl on the planet.
and that is for sure,
the best feeling.
I loved you from the day i saw you.
Evreyday,
trying to forget.
we talk about things,
stupid things.
for hours and hours,
i dont even see the time fly by.
i thought what we had was speacial,
those late night conversations.
but then i find out,
you just go and tell everyone about me,
my feelings.
my thoughts.
and then your whole class knows.
ans im so emberresed.
how could i let you feed me those LIES.
about you enjoying talking to me,
thinking about me.
how did i fall in that trap?
you never even cared.
The LIES.
The LIES.
that,
makes me care.
IN 2008 I:
[] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[x] made out in a car
[] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[] fell in love
[] fell in love with a fool
[] had my heart broken
[] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[] questioned my sexual orientation
[] came out of my closet.
[] got pregnant
[] had an abortion
[] got married
[] had a divorce
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[] lost my true love
[] lost faith in love for awhile
[] kissed under mis