The monster inside her weakens her
Takes away the happiness of life,
And her genuine smile,
Replacing it with a fictitious, fake mask,
Worn only in front of family and friends.
It wears her down, from the inside out,
A demon inside taking control of her body,
Banishing her out,
Making her feel as if she is a spectator in her own body
She is devoid of all content emotions:
Happiness, joy, excitement.
Yet the ruthless emotions stay,
As if feeding the creature within each passing day:
Heartbreak, pain, anger, fear
Walking in a vast expanse of darkness,
All she can do is search,
Day and night,
For that small light ful
Current Residence: CT Favourite genre of music: pop Favourite style of art: Abstract Favourite cartoon character: scooby-doo Personal Quote: "I'm lost but i'm making good time"
Well i'm back home, we got back late monday and things aren't going very good so far. This morning my mom told me we were putting down our 12 year old black lab we've had since he was 9 months old (then asked me for money to go gambling). I guess it should have been a big suprise but it's hard, he stoped eating and had been berly able to walk and was only getting worse. The thing that really pissed me off was when he started not eating his normal food and every time my mom mentioned he hadn't eaten my sister would tell us all how her stupid rat stoped eating before it died and every time i wanted to punch her in the face sooo bad, she was onl
I haven't been here for a visit in 10+ years even though every single one of my relatives live within an hour. I love it here! I haven't seen my cousins in 5+ years and this is the first time i get to meet any of their kids. My one cousin him and his wife have a little girl who's 2 1/2, and a son under a year; my other cousin and his wife have a little boy turning a year in a month. They are all so cute! I never want to leave here, it's so nice being round family and i love the area, 20 mins to Rochester city, an hpur to the middle of no where it's so cool! When we were comming here we went through this really small town that was mostly just