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So yah.. my checklist.. this is what its looking like right now..

1. Mike's birthday is June 1st: Got him a couple of gifts not much really.. he deserved better. In all fairness how was I to know The Spirit would be epic fail in disk form? Seriously..

2. Sunrise Mountain STILL needs a MAJOR update & makeover.

3. My first patterns being tested: Still stressing BUT found major error & I think its corrected. :fingerscrossed:

4. Harem doll: DONE

5. Collabs: Still haven't done any busy with Neopets tournie. Don't judge me!

6. Still tired and achy.. :sleep:


I'll try and pop into our chat room here at deviant art but I have been using what computer time I can manage to grab at the tournie.


However... ya know I've honestly, no joke, been very depressed. *sigh* i wasn't even going to say anything but..
I feel compelled to mention... no one seems to have noticed my head has literally sunk lower and lower over time at the dinner table. I hunch over my plate eating slowly, staring at my food.  I hardly look up or talk and.. seriously.. its not intentional, I noticed it only just a couple days ago myself, but no one has said anything. Every request is an order and I have no means of escape. I'm not happy.. I'm really not happy.
Maybe its hormonal..  :raincloud:

Oh well..  I'll be fine I'm sure. After all you can't expect to be happy being a married adult forced to move in with your parents, one of whom is suffering while wheel chair bound due to MS (with just the one arm she can use & that failing & the pain & the cries late at night.) An angry Father with a lot on his mind .. who's.. disappointed.. very disappointed. With a car to pay off and rent to pay and no money for simple pleasures. Plus what with the anxiety disorder and the unlikelihood of overcoming panic attacks to find a job to better the situation.. yup.. I think anyone would be kind of bummed. *phlebt* Well I'll get over it.. eventually. At least I have a wonderful husband who works hard for the both of us. I just don't know what I'd do without my boo. :heart:

A less self involved/depressing side note...


I highly recommend The Dresdon Files as read by James Marsters (Spike from Buffy.) Its EXTREMELY good and much better than the show they made based on the books.

Oh and sorry I haven't submitted anything new in a little while I'm always slow to draw plus I've been busy with the crochet the tournie and ya know.. bummed. I'll post something new as soon as I can. Maybe something ethereal or maybe classical.. I dunno yet..




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:icongrafiketgrafok:
Grafiketgrafok Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Here's a hug, it won't help a lot but sometimes it's appreciated! ^^ :hug:
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dawnsierra Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww.. thanks so much.. :hug:

Sorry for the lateness of my reply. I've been busy.. I do appreciate the thought though.. you're a sweetie.. :D
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Grafiketgrafok Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
You're welcome! :) I just hope things are going better now! "Never give up!" Haha! :D
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dawnsierra Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Well its not exactly a 'getting better' sort of situation in some respects but its finding solutions to what parts we can that's the question...
So yup.. we're trying.. Mike and I.. thanks again for the support.. :D
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Grafiketgrafok Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Well then I hope you'll be able to deal with the situation in the "better" possible way! *hugs*
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dawnsierra Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks... :glomp:
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Dolaria Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
life sucks so much sometimes...
believe me, I know how you feel...
except from the moving-back-with-parent-when-married-part
just keep your head up dawn ;)
it will get better :)

greets!
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dawnsierra Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
I know it does.. :hug:
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Dolaria Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
hug! :highfive:
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dawnsierra Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
:glomp:
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