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Dirt
Dirt
It’s so very hard,
To look you in the face,
When I know you think,
I’m just a big disgrace.
I wish that I knew how,
I could make you see,
What it really is,
That you mean to me.
No matter what it is,
That you hear me say,
You don’t believe I love you,
Not even one full day.
I’m nothing but a huge mistake,
There’s nothing about me that’s perfect,
Other than having you in my life,
I’m nothing but a fucking reject.
But I will tell you this,
A million times a day or more,
I love you with my heart and soul,
And without you I’m just dirt on the floor.
And when you say you’ll leave me,
I feel as if I’ve been ripped in two,
I wish you’d slap me, kick me, beat me,
Pull out my hair, I can handle that too.
Just know that if you go,
You’ll cut out my heart,
Rip away what’s left of my soul,
So just load me into a burial cart.
And just know that if you stay,
I’ll love you every single day,
I’ll gladly bear any hurt.
With
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Literature
Loser
Loser
I’m nothing but a loser,
I told you when we met.
Always last in line,
And always left behind.
You said it didn’t matter,
You said you’d have to see.
Placed upon a pedestal,
You let me linger on.
I almost thought I had a chance,
Swept away, in your sweet dance.
You gave me such a lovely dream,
You even gave me hope.
Until the day, I let you down,
I felt my world come crashing ‘round.
I lost the love you gave to me.
I’m nothing but a loser.
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...the cell... by Dawnrazor68 ...the cell... :icondawnrazor68:Dawnrazor68 1 13 I didn't say it was ok by Dawnrazor68
Mature content
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Literature
Cleansing
Cleansing
I didn’t say,
it was ok,
for you to touch me,
there.
I didn’t say,
it was ok,
for you to take me
away.
I didn’t say,
it was ok,
for you to strip me,
bare..
I didn’t say,
it was ok,
for you to force me,
down.
I didn’t say,
it was ok,
for you shove it in me,
there.
It will never be,
ok.
I was only a little,
child.
You are a fucking,
beast.
You took away my life, that
day.
I wish that it would go,
away.
But I will never be,
ok.
Thanks to you.
I’m not ok.
Thanks to you,
I will never be, clean, ever,
again.
I didn’t say,
it was ok.
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...To Watch You Walk Away... by Dawnrazor68 ...To Watch You Walk Away... :icondawnrazor68:Dawnrazor68 0 1
Literature
to watch you walk away
To watch you walk away
You said you’d never leave me,
You said you’d always stay.
Yet you leave me standing,
To watch you walk away.
You told me that you love me,
You told me I could trust you.
Yet you say you’ve found another,
To share your life with you.
You said I was the one,
You said I made your life complete.
Yet you seem to sleep around,
To make sure I don’t drag you down.
I watch you walk away,
I feel my soul being torn asunder.
Yet I hear you laughing at me.
To have been the one to so completely use me.
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Literature
Gone
Gone
I always used to be,
so free.
I never used to care,
or if I did,
it was rare.
Then it came,
that day,
that I met you.
The light shining through,
The window, on you,
spot-lighting your face,
making my heart race,
swept me away;
so vivid,
so divine,
so unique,
calling out to be mine.
I close my eyes,
and it’s easy to see,
that moment in time.
There isn’t a word.
No.
Not one,
solitary word,
I could use to describe,
the way you made me feel.
I couldn’t abide,
to think of a day,
No.
Not one,
solitary day,
without you around.
You made my head reel,
Wanting to be,
Yours.
Yes, yours.
For the rest of my life,
regardless of strife.
It just had to be.
And so it was,
You and I,
Became,
We.
And now,
today.
You’re gone.
And now,
today.
So am I.
I know, I’ll never,
again, be free.
I cared, so much,
for you.
Because today,
you walked away.
You walked away,
didn’t hear me say,
that life,
without you,
is empty.
And now,
today.
You’re gone.
Gone, my love.
Gone.
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Literature
The Cell
The Cell
Trapped,
in this cell,
this shell,
my body.
I wonder,
what could be,
for me,
as another.
Wishing,
I could be,
Free,
For a day.
Not hearing,
you say,
today,
that you hate me.
Dreaming,
that once,
just once,
I would hear,
that you love me.
Wondering,
why, the sky,
isn’t weeping,
like me.
Wishing,
that I,
could be,
enough,
just enough.
For.
You.
Knowing,
that I,
Never.
Will.
Be.
Out of this cell,
this sickening shell,
that is me.
Until,
there’s a time,
that I can move on,
and finally leave,
this shell,
that is me.
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Literature
Everything
Everything
The feel of your lips,
When we kiss,
Brings me bliss.
So soft and lush,
Bringing tears to my eyes,
Filling me full of butterflies.
The feel of your hands,
So urgently exploring,
Makes my heart sing.
So full of passion,
As you caress me.
Nowhere I’d rather be.
The feel of your teeth,
On my skin as you bite,
Makes everything alright.
So full of desire,
Making me burn with lust,
Turning my bones to dust.
The look in your eyes,
As we lay together,
Fills me with pleasure.
So full of love,
Completely adoring.
You are my everything.
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Literature
It's so easy
It’s so easy
Why is it so easy,
For you to strike me?
I’ve never raised a hand to you,
And only once, my voice.
But when you grow angry,
And begin to cut me down,
I know that, yes,
It’s coming.
Your fist will strike my face.
I know that , yes,
I’ll be hurting.
You’ll call me a disgrace.
I know that, yes,
I’ll be sobbing.
That I know my place.
I know that, yes,
I’ll be praying.
That it will end there.
But I don’t dare,
To hope.
That you won’t take me,
That you won’t rape me,
That you won’t choke me,
But that maybe,
It just won’t be so easy,
For you to lash out,
And strike me.
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Dawnrazor68
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Been gone so long, but I'm here. Single, now. Thinking. Stuck in this hole, that is life. Held here, by promises, and nothing more.
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ChiudimiLeLabbra Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you:hug:
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lol thank you once again for the :+fav:
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Thank you much for the :+fav: 's :)
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xiwik Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2009
Wow, thanks for all the favs. Much appreciated. :thanks:
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Dawnrazor68 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2009
you're welcome. I love your gallery
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thanks for the :+fav:
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you're welcome :)
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:)
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Thanks for faving! :hug:
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you're very welcome! :hug:
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