Discovering Who I amI have been doing a lot of thinking this past week about a number of things but mainly about who I am. I am a rock chick, a country girl, someone who will listen, someone you can have crazy fun with because you know everyone is crazy even if they do not admit it. I am a 24 year old white girl, who is 5' 3" an average build. I have blue eyes, wear contacts, my hair is dirty blond. I like anime/manga, I like to sing, read, write and draw. I am all this and more. To most who know me I am a girl and I like guys. That is not a lie but that is not the whole truth either. I am a girl who likes guys but I am also a girl who likes girls. Saying I am straight is not correct although that is what I commonly refer to myself as. Yet saying I am lesbian is not entirely true either. It took awhile for me to understand but I like both guys and girls.I never thought about it until now but like most little girls I had Barbies. I had one or maybe two Ken dolls but the rest were all Barbie. I do not reme
My GirlfriendWhen I first met youI did not knowThat you had capturedMy heartWanting to ask you outOnly to findYou were already takenWe became friendsClose friendsBonding quicklyYou introduced meTo a friendWe also became friendsShe was taken tooYou and IWe hung out oftenI was invited to your weddingAn escort to your friendHer husband could not goThe night beforeYou on the couch bedMe in my bedWantingYou beside meThe weddingBeautifulSo were youGood memoriesWe continue to hang outI have my first timeNot youWith another girlMonths laterYou are more touchyThanks normalI can tellYou have been drinkingYou try to kiss meYou poke meI slide awayWe end upAlmost in the kitchenOur heads collideWe laughYou try to kiss meI turn awayI want to kiss youYour husband is thereHe saysYou like meHe goes outside for a smokeYou try to kiss me againI dodgeStill strangeTo kiss youI keep thinkingWill he walk inWill he be madI cant believeThat you liked me tooTh
Marriage EqualityAmerica has come so far yet is still so far behind. Only 19 out of 51 states and DC is same sex marriage legal. Also eight Native American tribal jurisdictions allow same sex couples to marry. Back when North Carolina was voting on whether or not to allow same sex marriages a straight male friend said that the reason he did not support same sex marriage is because a marriage was a union between one man and one woman. He didn't care if same sex couples wanted to live together and/or get a civil union, just that he didn't support same sex marriage. I told him I would be fine with a civil union if civil unions had the same rights a marriages.Same sex marriage is still not legal in North Carolina and that makes my heart hurt. Ever since I was a little girl I have wanted to get married. To wear a pretty white dress, have my dad walk me down the aisle and dance with him to "Butterfly Kisses". At the time I always thought I would be getting married to a guy because I was always dating a guy.
Dedicated Journal ~ all my friends :'Dyes one of these again i just couldn't help myself.all of my friends deserve a mention on this I think <33i owe them all so much more than i can say so here is my thank you for the time being <33so in no particular order ~:iconStormflycker:probably who i would consider my best friend, my first 'breadstick', who I met on a minecraft server within my first few days of owning it and holy crap i donut regret meeting her. I go to her for literally everything, advice, ranting and other crap, i can tell her anything and i would trust her with my life (except i cant because she already traded my soul for art heh XD)my can of fizzy soda, my breadstick, my cat, my "owner"/"human", my Doctor, and many other things, definately go give her some love :iconSvenTheCacti:My cacti and one of my longest friends and proud, I love her art and she is truly an amazing person. we have so many inside jokes (KANCE) and stuff to do with Kias (MANLY) and so much other stuff that I can't list