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Krylon DeVious (Character Poem)
I want to be an artist
They laugh when they hear me say
that I want to put my life of destruction away
Don't they understand how it feels to create?
They just hate
They don't understand, and they never will
All they want to do is kill
They persecute me and tear apart my art
They have put rage in my heart
They make me hate myself and what I do
They love it too
Go away! I am not like you!
I know I am of the few
But, I am a demon that will rebel
I denounce my home of Hell
They smile and grin
when they sin,
but I am slowly learning
that if I want to be myself I must give up this yearning
But, every time I go back to those ways
I feel like I am a failure and become enraged
And it doesn't help that I can't even stand
to work with my own hands
These hands are big, these hands are bulky
I can't escape from the destruction that is me
I thought I was better than this,
but no matter how hard I try, I don't feel bliss
These hands destroy what I make
and make me feel like a mistake
But, I still wan
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Darque Raven (Character Story)
It all started one night when I was lying in bed
Many thoughts were floating in my head
The day that passed was hard and rough
Because I may have told my dad some stuff
that left his blood boiling deep inside
He now knows that I have lied
There was never a girl I was seeing; she did not exist
In fact, "she" was actually a guy whom I no longer miss
He used me to make his ex jealous
The love we had was not to be, I guess
It made me mad that he wanted them back
It made me realize that our love was not meant to last
He broke up with me on the phone
He said he did not love me anymore
He said that he won his ex's affections
My pain grew, while his lessened
My father overheard our call
it was then my life took a fall
When I got out of my room, all I could say
was, "Well now you know your son is gay"
I went to bed that night in pieces,
in cracks I still lay
I feel shame and disappointment
because I know that I will never please my family
It took them a while
to get used to my style,
but eventu
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Noctis Nocturnica Origin Story
It began when he left me many years ago
I was only seven years old
They took him from me
The men in cloaks
They seemed to be of some cult
He was my father and I loved him
But, he was not human
In the shadows they planned and conspired
They knew he was a vampire
They wanted him, I heard him say
He told me I should not stay
He told me that they would come for me
He told me I had to flee
He gave me a book from my mother that I never knew
He said that, "She wanted me to give this to you."
They came charging in
They shot him with a silver bullet
That was my cue to run for it
I ran until they could not find me
I ran faster than I ever knew I could be
I came upon an orphanage
where a women took me in
She was beautiful and seemed to hold against me no sin
She said an angel came to her
and spoke to her my name
She was told that I would arrive to her before I even came
The orphanage was my new home and she was like my mother
I loved her like no other
But, I was not like the other kids
I was a va
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I like to consider myself gender neutral, but I don't really care what pronouns you refer to me by. My OC is Dave, but don't be confused by the name. When I originally made Dave I identified more as a male, but over the years this has changed. Now Dave's name is just kept because I find it funny,as it was the first guy name I could think of. It is so generic to me that I find it hilarious. It is like Joe or Bob to me. I actually do go by a gender neutral name myself, though, Avalon, and when you are talking to me personally I prefer to be called by this. Dave actually is a gender neutral being, but I will let my art do the rest of the talking.
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I want to be an artist
They laugh when they hear me say
that I want to put my life of destruction away

Don't they understand how it feels to create?
They just hate

They don't understand, and they never will
All they want to do is kill

They persecute me and tear apart my art
They have put rage in my heart

They make me hate myself and what I do
They love it too

Go away! I am not like you!
I know I am of the few

But, I am a demon that will rebel
I denounce my home of Hell

They smile and grin
when they sin,
but I am slowly learning
that if I want to be myself I must give up this yearning

But, every time I go back to those ways
I feel like I am a failure and become enraged

And it doesn't help that I can't even stand
to work with my own hands

These hands are big, these hands are bulky
I can't escape from the destruction that is me

I thought I was better than this,
but no matter how hard I try, I don't feel bliss

These hands destroy what I make
and make me feel like a mistake

But, I still want to be an artist
It is the call,
that despite all,
I will never resist
Krylon DeVious (Character Poem)
Krylon is another character whom I relate very much with. Before he joined Noctis and Darque, he was one of many lesser demons that cause mischief and destruction known as paint demons. They are a group of demons that are responsible for vandalism and destruction of others property and they love to destroy what others create for fun. Krylon, however, was different from the rest of his kind as he did not seem to enjoy what demons normally do, especially what paint demons do. He enjoyed art and wanted to make things, but was ridiculed by the other demons for being a boring pansy because of this dream. He tries to make art of his own, but gets frusterated as paint demons have naturally large fists with claws that they use to destroy things. He tends to destroy a lot of the stuff he creates unintentionally as he has a hard time being delicate wih his hands. This angers him and makes him feel like a failure. When angry he reverts back into his primal state of demonic behavior and destroys things. He becomes depressed when seeing that no matter how hard he tries to reform himself he comes back to behaving like any other demon would. 

Krylon represents my OCD and my strive to reach an impossible state of perfection, as well as, the feeling that everything I do is not good enough. He also represents my low self esteem and dysphoria. Krylon wants to be something that everyone says he can never be; an artist. This is because he is a demon. He feels like a failure because he does not meet his or his society's expectations. He beats up on himself repeatedly and also feels anxiety about his hands and wishes that he did not have them as they remind him of what he is. This is similar to how I feel when I see my chest. It feels wrong to have, but it also reminds me of the constant need to have to validate how I feel because no matter what people will still push me into a box of what gender roles I am supposed to follow and how I should just be the gender I was born with. I then doubt myself even though deep inside I know that I feel different from what they tell me I am.
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It all started one night when I was lying in bed
Many thoughts were floating in my head

The day that passed was hard and rough
Because I may have told my dad some stuff
that left his blood boiling deep inside
He now knows that I have lied

There was never a girl I was seeing; she did not exist
In fact, "she" was actually a guy whom I no longer miss

He used me to make his ex jealous
The love we had was not to be, I guess

It made me mad that he wanted them back
It made me realize that our love was not meant to last

He broke up with me on the phone
He said he did not love me anymore
He said that he won his ex's affections
My pain grew, while his lessened

My father overheard our call
it was then my life took a fall

When I got out of my room, all I could say
was, "Well now you know your son is gay"

I went to bed that night in pieces,
in cracks I still lay
I feel shame and disappointment
because I know that I will never please my family

It took them a while
to get used to my style,
but eventually they grew to see
that they could not change me

However, my orientation is where they have now drawn the line
It is not fine

Now, I lie in bed awake
thinking about how I am a mistake

No wonder they bully me and call me names
I'm not meant for this world anyway

It is then that I see a silhouette that passes me
I get out of bed to my windowsill to see

A figure jumps on the rooftops and soars through the air
I gasp and stare

It had giant wings and the appearance of a man
I could not just sit there and stand

I grabbed my phone and my boots
and climbed out the window there
to see the creature in the air

I ran as fast as I could, hoping to get a closer look
He looked like the angels see in paintings and books

I took some pictures of him in the sky
I zoomed in and saw that he looked to be the same age as I

Suddenly, he seemed to have landed in an alley way
I ran to a halt and quieted my steps so as not to scare him away

I peeked behind the building corner
to see the one I was chasing after

He was a handsome young man
with a style similar to mine,
and I will not lie, but he was fine

His wings were large, feathery, and black
His hair was purple and spiked in the back

His skin was pale and fair,
and his eyes were a royal blue
It was then that he turned and saw me and asked, "Who are you?"

I could not speak; I did not dare
He looked at me standing there

He saw my phone in my hand,
it was as if he knew my plan

He deleted every single picture
and leaned in close to my face
He handed me back my phone as he looked at it with distaste

He let out a growl and said, "Forget this night"
as he turned around and flew out of my sight

I was frozen stiff in fright,
but yet was filled with delight

His fangs left me caught off guard
I thought that I had just witnessed something that could not be ignored

Was he a vampire?
But, he had wings
Was he a totally different thing?

He left me in awe and wonder
I could not break myself away from him and his wings of thunder

Eventually we became friends;
I'm glad to say
We fight demons everyday

But, there is one thing that still bothers me so,
and it is because he does not know

I've tried to show him how I feel
when I see his face
I've tried to tell him, but I just can't find the right moment and place

So here I am, awkward as ever,
hoping Noctis will notice me one day and that we will be together
Darque Raven and Noctis Nocturnica forever
Darque Raven (Character Story)
So, I already uploaded Noctis' story and here we are on my next boi Darque Raven. He is my gay goth boy who has a big crush on Noctis, but is too scared to tell him because he is afraid he will not like him back. Just as Noctis represents a part of me, so does Darque. Darque, who is gay, represents my struggle to come out to my parents as gender neutral and for feeling like a failure that has let his family down because he is who he is. Darque also represents my romantic side and how I never seem to be good at sharing my romantic feelings with others and my awkwardness when it comes to love. Darque will be seen as the one human that accompanies Noctis and their demon friend Krylon (I will upload his side story next). Though Darque does not have powers he tries to help his friends the best he can when they fight the forces of evil. He has a knack for investigating and loves photography. He is the brains of the group and though fighting is not his specialty, he likes to strategize.
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Big Creepy Family
Decided to take an updated family picture of all my dolls since I have made more now. Aren't they lovely? XD
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Alphonse got a Brother
I made Alphonse a brother and decided to name him Edward after everyone I know kept making Fullmetal Alchemist references. Lol. He has a scarf.
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thank you so much for the favorite!! :D
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