I never said I wasn't grateful.
I am, very much so. You've given me so much hope and made me love school.
And now, because of something I wrote in a fit of depression, I don't want to go.
But that wont solve the problem, will it?
Neither will you yelling at me.
I understand I hurt you and that what I said was wrong and I should have been more careful.
But please understand that I have a lot larger mood swings than others
And that I rarely mean half of what I say. (I don't mean the bad things, of course. You aren't actually a dumbass or a bitch)
Thank you for everything you've done for me, and I really am sorry about what I said.
If you feel that I'm too much of a bitch or a liar to hold the things you gave me, you can have them back.
I-I don't mean that I don't still want them... I'm trying to say I understand if you think I don't deserve them.
I'll give you space.