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Will I Listen? -part three-

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Will I Listen? -part three-

Will I listen to the wall? The wall that has protected me for so many years. "It's okay. I'll always be here." "I can protect you." Being broken in some parts, only to be repaired a millisecond later Adding on another wall…another layer. Another wall…repeat. It never asks for anything in return. "Those two can't stop fighting" "But I always win." When I crying heart comes running, the wall gladly accepts. It doesn't judge. It doesn't lecture. It doesn't criticize. "I can open up a little. If you want to take a chance…." It knows when to allow, and when to seal off. "Be brave, in the end you know that I'm always h

Will I Listen? -part two-

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Will I Listen? -part two-

Will I listen to my heart? That tells me to forget the pain. That tells me to remember the love. "Remember how it feels to be held?" "How it feel to be cared about?" It's carefree…naïve…like a child. Always falling too hard to fast. It's missing a few pieces, but doesn't care "Maybe this time it'll be different." "You'll see. Don't listen to that meanie" 'that meanie' is my mind. My heart doesn't really like to listen to it. My heart only sees the positives, the happiness, the good things that could happen It only feels the warmth…until that warmth is stolen away. Retreating behind it's protector "…I will

Will I Listen? -part one-

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Will I Listen? -part one-

Will I listen to my mind? That tells me to not walk….but run away. That tells me that I need to stop "How many times have you've done this?" "You don't learn do you?" Maybe I don't learn. "You're going to listen to that fool again aren't you?" 'that fool' is my heart. My mind's greatest enemy My mind warns me. Tells me lies. Makes me over react. All in protection. "How do you know he's not doing the same to some other girl?" "You're just flattered again." "I told you it wasn't real." My mind has to ruthless. It has to be to logical. It doesn't know anything else. It's tired of over thinking, tired of the pains, tired of the

Meet Butterfly Meet Needles

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Meet Butterfly Meet Needles

She calls him Butterfly, because of the way he makes her feel. Sure the name may sound Homosexual, but that's what he causes. She feel them inside fluttering around. She is called Needles, not because of drugs or the life. Her heart has been shredded many many times, he heart is like a pair of wore out jeans. Holes everywhere, sewn back with her heartstrings as thred. These two play a dangerous game. Each painfully aware of what is there, but neither will say. Needles is afraid too; she has already said too much. Butterfly has ethical reasons; he is very expressive however.

Butteflies and Needles

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Butteflies and Needles

The Butterflies that I have, feel like needles now. They used to flutter and tickle, now they storm and stab. What used to be a welcomed experience, is now a fearful leap. Looking at you gives me butterflies, but sometimes...said butterflies are horrid. They make me cry. The sight of you brings tears to my eyes sometime. I miss the gentle wings brushing around on the inside. Butterflies are sweet; Needles are not; You make me flustered; You make me hot; I have no memory of where the needles came from....they just appeared out of the blue. There are many thoughts on what the reasons may be for them, but the thought just makes them sharpe
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Broken Heart

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Broken Heart

A shiver goes down my spine, as the cool breeze blows over my upper arms. It is the middle of spring, yet the sun is not out.  A blanket of gray clouds covers the sky.  There I lay in the sweet, green grass of Booker T. Washington Elementary School. The letter clamped in my hands as if it was a bomb ready to go off. A bomb of rejection I held. "We can still be friends." Those five choice words still go through my head today. And the pain I felt on that fateful day. Hope.  That one little word has a big meaning. Hope is defined as a feeling. The hope I felt was crushed, and made everything much harder to handle.  All I felt was hope until tho

SnapexStudent!Reader - It Starts

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SnapexStudent!Reader - It Starts

ATTENTION: This story is best viewed in a word processing document with the following items replaced with the corresponding words. After copying and pasting the document into an editable file, use the find and replace tool in these ways: l/n - Reader's last name. r/n - Reader's name. Use a nickname or what you would like to be called throughout the story. r/i/n - Reader's name in italics. Exactly what it sounds like. Ex: Katie. Or if you really want to have fun with it, go ahead and treat it like madlibs, using the find tool and manually replacing them. Enjoy ;3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ His head bends down to reach my lips, but he lin
Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • May 15
  • United States
  • Deviant for 14 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Current Residence: Texas, soon to be Utah
Favourite style of art: all of it :)
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman

Favourite Movies
Harry Potter(s), The Covenant, POTC, The Dark Night
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Three Days Grace, My Darkest Days, Nickelback , Hinder, Seether, deadmau5, Skrillex
Favourite Writers
Egar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Sudeki,Pyschonauts, Kingdom Hearts
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, Playstation, Xbox
Tools of the Trade
anything
Other Interests
writing, drawing, music, taking pictures, animals

It's been awhile

It's been awhile

So I decided to delete all of my older journals in favor of starting over. I've cleaned out my works and added in some new stuff. Hopefully more will come later. Mostly pictures, and maybe some random doodles. Hopefully I will be moving soon. It's been a long road this past year, and even this year. My parents are getting a divorce(it hasn't been finalized yet. Thanks Texas Law) and I'm moving to Kansas to go live with my mom and her friend. However I won't be there very long, as I will be going to Utah for school. :) I spent my freshman year at a local University, and now I'm able to go to my "dream school" This year has been very interesti

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