darkness-angel

Weekend is here, and year sadly i haven´t been that active lately on update´s with art, first off, sorry about that i have thought had the lag of inspirations, and have been down with stress and depression for sevel years, and still not on top :/ big bummer really it is. as for now i´m drinking from time to time, i don´t have a urge to drink, so not a alcoholic or anything, just  drinking is releasing my mind from crap and hard times as well thought that i have every day that literately over throwing me completely, and thought getting all the help i can get, it´s not really working, as so i have been walking with my thought´s and pain for way way way to many years by now that the help i get has no effect, the only time that i´m of thought´s and worries and problems is when i get light headed from drinking, even so i still remember everything done, every thing said, and all. nothing is reacted to aggravated or mad, i really wish that i had the inspiration to art to day, like i had before the seriously work accident i had in 2012, i try to get up soon as possible but as it has been pointed out from many sides, i been to strong for to long on my own to many years pasted where i walked with deep shit problems and loneness.
i hope that one day in near future that i can come up with some art again, and not just stare at a blank page of paper