:Back from tiny vacation:
Hey guys I'm back~
And you know what?... It was pretty nice.
Being on the field a bit, so calm and stuff... it was pretty relaxing and pretty
solitary, it gave a lot of time to think about stuff and well... I don't know, I feel
kinda anxious a bit because there's as been some stuff going through my head
and it has been fucking me up (I tried so hard not to say any curse words <:'3)
...*sigh* And some I don't know how to "fix" it... but I have to, even if it means
changing myself and keep my emotions... well anything that means expressing
myself or anything like that... locked inside ya know.
Heh now I remenber why I was so reserved... because as long I kept everything to myself
I wouldn't get hurt and nodoby would get hurt.
Sorry guys heh, this started kinda like a vent... 4 days with no internet with so much
alone time and everything so isoleted just made think about everything that has been
going on! My brain is on constant process on almost everyday of over thinking about anythin