After reading this all I can think about is you in the second grade, reading alone on an indoor recess. I am so sorry that the people in this particular job didn't get to know you and give you a change to prove what you are capable of. But as I said it was a job, only a job and there will be another job. I have had the privilege to have been your friend for a long time and I know how reliable you are and how at a drop of a hat you are willing to offer support and help to your friends and family! I hate that this is getting you down but am happy you are writing about it, getting your feelings out there. I know sometimes you want to be alone but remember that I am here if you need me. Text me/call me/ message me! ~Love Lisa