Aw, thanks a lot!
Yeah, I don't like when things don't go according to plan. People mistake this loss of creativity for laziness when it's not. I'm always studying even though I may not be drawing all the time. but I just don't have that same spark anymore because of all the distractions. I've been away from that spark for so long that it's increasingly difficult to get it back. I just feel like I have to rush to do anything. It doesn't help that folks don't understand the meaning of "hiatus" and will turn my gallery into a barren wasteland if I do decided to take a planned official break.
That's why I upload almost any old thing these days to keep the activity. It's quantity over quality because I cannot produce quality right now and people just don't seem the get that. I mean, I kinda need to build my following back up so I can do some more commissions since I'm unemployed in real life. I gotta think about my future if I want to continue this especially since I'm just this close to graduating from my university. I mean, the only connections I have are online and they are the only ones who accept my style somewhat. I know I cannot rely on folks in real-life because of their ethnocentric views on what my characters are supposed
to look like rather than accepting them for who and what they are. Man, I just don't understand people...all the time. >u> And I don't
wanna become popular after
I'm gone. XD