Lost it....now what?

Hi everyone!

It's so ironic. I helped open my store (Pizza Sola) from when it was first built. Now I have to help shut it down. That's right, my store is closing. It was costing the company too much money to keep it open rather than closing it down. So that means I am out of a job. I guess I could file for unemployment? Or get a new job, but I will never find a better job than that place. They were flexible, honest, friendly. It was the best job I have ever owned and my two years was coming up too!

Now I am going to be running out of money, flat broke. No more groceries, no more fun nights out, nothing. Unless I can take this opportunity to focus on student teaching, start creating art again, and maybe start taking commissions. Honestly, I will need the money soon. It's so screwed up. And Obama says that out economy is booming... HA! That's a big laugh. I know I know, I should not be bringing politicians into this. That's okay I won't mention any more.

Now, I'm not sure what to do. I've worked for so long that I don't know where I should go next. What I should do next? Find a better paying job? Work restaurant or retail? I don't honestly know. I'm upset, obviously, because I have bills to pay, credit card bills to pay, I go grocery shopping all the time cause my parents don't, ever.

Maybe it's time to clean my work room, set up my art supplies, and really start painting, drawing, making contemporary art. Work on abstraction. Or find a job and tell them, Saturday/Sunday mornings, and One or twice during the week in the evenings start at 5pm. Nobody will take me with those hours......nobody.

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~Kyra