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I hardly know how to start writing this journal. Nobody reads this anyways so why bother yeah?

I find myself uninspired, annoyed, angry, bored... I want to get up and get back into the artsy mood but i don't..

I have no ideas, no muse, no nothing to base any of my art on other than pain, depression, neglect, rejection and solitude. And even these emotions that used to be art triggers for me don't even work anymore.

I have nothing..

I'm constantly sick and suffering all kinds of bodily aches.. headaches..stomachaches..backaches..

Tired of living and tired of not living at all..

I want my art back

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I come to you in peices..
Current Residence: In my bed under my duvet
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
Favourite genre of music: almost everything
Favourite photographer: My photography teacher Mr K ♥



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DJVue Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Professional Photographer
hey how u been its been ages :)
Snowstone Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday :D Have a great day surrounded by the people you love :party:
MyWorldOfMusic Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012
thanks for the fav♥
lechham Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thank You for the :+fav:
AnneSunderman Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favourite! :huggle:
Snowstone Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday :) Have a great day, surrounded by the people you love :party:
uae4u Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday ! :party:
Vellocet-Photography Featured By Owner May 9, 2011
THanks :)
AshleyxBrooke Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer


Hey there! Just wanted to let you know
I have featured you in
I like Your Face - Issue 6
Be sure to check it out :heart:

AlmAArietis Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for passing by !!:nod:^^
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