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Commission - Clumsy and Ichimatsu

Commissioned by: :iconfivetail:. Her OC Clumsy-chan and Ichimatsu from Osomatsu series.

" you not go on dates very often?"

You wondered why he seemed surprised. "Not really, no. I mean, I did have a partner once."

"What happened?"

"Well, we broke up."

"How come?"

"Probably because I'm a piece of shit," you laughed.

"Unlikely. A piece of shit wouldn't stand in front of someone they thought was going to get hurt."

"I disagree," you said, "us pieces of shit have to stick together."

"But why'd you do it?" he asked, sounding genuinely confused.

You shrugged. "You were in danger."

"You had no reason to care."

"Maybe not, but I'm the one who asked you out, remember? I can't imagine you'd go out with me again if I let you die on our first date."

"It would've been fine," he said, "I don't have much will to live, anyway."

His words hung in the air, less for their content and more for their tone; they were practiced words--their truth long-assumed--devoid of emotion and dull with routine.

"Huh," you hummed. "So, what--you're just kinda sitting around, waiting to die?"

"Sort of. I'd be okay if I got shot or hit by a bus or struck by a meteor something, just to get it over with. Doing it myself would be way too troublesome."

"I...think I understand." Your voice was surprisingly light, considering the topic. "There are a lot of days when I can't get out of bed in the morning, but then there are a lot of nights I can't sleep at all because I can't stop thinking of things that keep me awake. A lot of times, I wish I could just sleep forever. Sometimes it feels like life is just such--"

"--a pain in the ass."

"Yeah, exactly," you continued. "'s weird, y'know? I've felt like this for as long as I could remember. If I died, then all my sadness would be over. I don't know how I feel about that."

"It's selfish," he added, "so instead, I always end up thinking, 'I can't die today, I have to feed the cats. If I die, who's going to take care of the cats'?"

"Has that helped keep you going?"

"That, and...if I died on my brothers' watch, they'd probably kill me."

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Ojamatsu-kun's avatar
Holy crap this is amazing! And the description is awesome, too! 
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Such a very cute and lovely
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wow i like them
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You're a master of styles, dannex! And the colors here are beautiful! 
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So adorable!!! *0*
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