Hey, um, so it's, uh, nearly Feburary, but happy New Year's?
Um, yeah! I still browse around and lurk on this site pretty often, even if I've done, gosh, fuckall and a shitload of nothin'. Really, my lack of any activity is laziness and lack of drive. But overall, pretty good year for me. I saw some good movies, loved Logan and It, Thor Ragnarok was pretty good.
Great games, loved Doki Doki Literature Club, Cuphead, Wolfenstein 2, Nier Automata, Persona 5 and Horzion Zero Dawn.
This year will hopefully be off to a good start. The 20th, Shadow of the Colossus remake, yooooo. I'm at least 70 pounds heavier than beginning of 2017, for sure. Uuuuuum.
To be honest I feel pretty bad for neglecting my friends here and all you lovely people who have stuck around despite my vanishing act. I miss my friends here. Though my personality has changed after spending so much time around shitposters and ruckus causers. Namely that half of what I say is stupid nonsense, lol.
It's funny looking back how different my mindset was. Guess that happens as time passes. Interests fade and you emulate people you spend time around. I do miss the weekly routine I once had, all day drawing, uploading to here, seeing my stuff on Derpibooru and EqD. It almost seems nostalgic, kek. Even though I was a pretty miserable person a few years ago, desperate for validation and affection. Mostly because of how socially isolated I was.
Stuff like Umaru-chan and Gabriel Dropout speaks to me a lot more, the whole idea of "two different personas". Umaru-chan more so. In public I am fairly quiet, reserved and shit, yet online and with friends I'm super foul mouthed, crude, edgy and I'm sure obnoxious. I like trying to make people laugh, and admittedly I use shocking humor as a crutch I feel.
I guess I am thankful I have folks who like speaking to me online and in person I guess. Wait this was about....um, what was this journal about? Random thoughts I guess, half asleep thoughts.
Pointless self reflection I suppose? I guess my point now is, it's funny how much happier I feel about life and everything. Having money to know the big bills like electric and internet are paid helps a shitton. And money for junk food and games and toys because I am a disgusting, hedonistic, consumeristic person. Buying things is fun.
Anyyyyyway, thanks for reading this far if you have! Here's a You-chan gif as a reward. <3
Also, I still think Alien Covenant was the worst film I've seen this year. Man, it's bad.
And of course, The Emoji Movie, which is a cinematic achievement of unparalleled proportions. Think of the best film you've seen, compare it to the Emoji Movie then die. It's poop. All hail Emoji Movie.
(That'sa joke didja laugh I'mma funny guy).
Regrettably, didn't see The Last Jedi.
Love you guys, thanks for reading my random text words.
Fuck Battlefront II. And Destiny 2. Also fuck Overwatch. I know a lotta folks like Overwatch and that's fine, it's not a bad game but, uh, fuck Overwatch.