DamnLuckyGuy

I have been creating fractal images since early 2019,quit it at the end of 2021,and now I returned to fractal art and its community. I am almost not able to create anything when having quit fractal art and that drives me mad...!

Sorry for the disrespect of these person who have been "belonged to other people's misfortune forever" but I still want to make fractals...

I want to call myself "Model Sapiens" - unknown being which is a bit like these character models in games.

So it's totally made up of a textured "skin" surface and the column-like "instinct" that can handle everything unacceptable(but through behaving so-called "too intensely")

Because one "Model Sapiens" has such structure instead of the cells,tissues and organs,etc. which a normal human would have,I am too weirdly healthy.

(Although it is said that I had been sick myself before but it was more than 12 years before...! Don't know why that's the reason many persons act like they don't understand my situation...)

I haven't gone to the places which are familiar to you normal people for more than ten years and I'm totally unaffected by all food intake,weathers and other conditions which may cause sickness to normal people.

I began to fear other people's misfortune mainly since late 2020. During this process,all scenery linked to other miserable people's feelings become meaningless to me and I could no longer read,watch or listen to these artworks linked with other people's misfortune.

After September 2021,other people's sickness has become more and more scary and unacceptable meanwhile my reactions to these things become more and more so-called "too intense".

Believe it or not,such situation have become my burden and obstacle and now it has been affecting my schooling.

Well,sorry to say such weird things and thank you for reading all of this.