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Broken Needs Fixed
There’s a piece of me broken somewhere, I don’t know why it happened, or when. Was it when I was a kid? Was that when I broke? Have I been broken since I’ve been born? I don’t know. I think back and try to remember how I was when I was little, how my mind worked, but I can’t. It’s too far away, too far gone. But now I feel like I’m falling apart, or maybe I just now realize that I’ve already fallen. There have been too many years of bad decisions, too many years of problems caused directly by my action or inaction.   Does everyone feel like a waste of space? Does everyone feel like they were put
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a broken story
Once there was a broken boy who lived a broken life. He didn’t know he was broken because he was strong and brave and true and kind. The broken boy loved with all of his heart, but did not give that love freely–the broken boy chose his loves carefully. The broken boy grew to become a broken man. He married a broken woman. She also didn’t know she was broken, but she suspected it. They had many broken children and were married for many broken years. Throughout his life, the broken boy remained loyal and true, as was his desire, for he loved the broken woman with all of himself. But he, like the woman, was broken. She picked
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The Beginning was the End
I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, her head fit into the palm of my hand and her tiny fingers could curl around my fingertip; they would never curl on their own, never would her synapses fire directions to her extremities. She will never feel pain, anger, resentment, fear. Never know the touch of love, the ache of heartbreak, the joy of family. She will never taste exotic foods or travel to enchantment. Nightmares will never plague her dreams and dreams will never invade her everlasting sleep. Weeks of love and longing, of hope and light were dashed upon the broken rocks of fickle chance that took her from my arms and carrie
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Still Gone
You live above the TV, high on the shelf where you watch a family you'll never get to truly know from your perch inside that cold, pink-metal resting place. When I look your way, I wonder-- do our gazes lock? Do we share the same insurmountable look of sadness from wishes that will never be, dreams never realized, may-have-beens never being? Do we both pray for the past to become a nightmare, to waken one morning and find that we're together again?
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Broken Needs Fixed
There’s a piece of me broken somewhere, I don’t know why it happened, or when. Was it when I was a kid? Was that when I broke? Have I been broken since I’ve been born? I don’t know. I think back and try to remember how I was when I was little, how my mind worked, but I can’t. It’s too far away, too far gone. But now I feel like I’m falling apart, or maybe I just now realize that I’ve already fallen. There have been too many years of bad decisions, too many years of problems caused directly by my action or inaction.   Does everyone feel like a waste of space? Does everyone feel like they were put
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a broken story
Once there was a broken boy who lived a broken life. He didn’t know he was broken because he was strong and brave and true and kind. The broken boy loved with all of his heart, but did not give that love freely–the broken boy chose his loves carefully. The broken boy grew to become a broken man. He married a broken woman. She also didn’t know she was broken, but she suspected it. They had many broken children and were married for many broken years. Throughout his life, the broken boy remained loyal and true, as was his desire, for he loved the broken woman with all of himself. But he, like the woman, was broken. She picked
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The Beginning was the End
I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, her head fit into the palm of my hand and her tiny fingers could curl around my fingertip; they would never curl on their own, never would her synapses fire directions to her extremities. She will never feel pain, anger, resentment, fear. Never know the touch of love, the ache of heartbreak, the joy of family. She will never taste exotic foods or travel to enchantment. Nightmares will never plague her dreams and dreams will never invade her everlasting sleep. Weeks of love and longing, of hope and light were dashed upon the broken rocks of fickle chance that took her from my arms and carrie
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Still Gone
You live above the TV, high on the shelf where you watch a family you'll never get to truly know from your perch inside that cold, pink-metal resting place. When I look your way, I wonder-- do our gazes lock? Do we share the same insurmountable look of sadness from wishes that will never be, dreams never realized, may-have-beens never being? Do we both pray for the past to become a nightmare, to waken one morning and find that we're together again?
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Street Corner Drowning
I drowned her in her own regrets and moved her off my street corner. She didn't belong there, like that little turquoise car Matty once bought used.  Yeah, it ran great and had power windows.  But, it didn't fit. It was an eyesore on the curbed canvas of our street's patina. That's what she was: an eyesore.  She never wore her feelings on her sleeve because they restricted her range of motion, she said.  And I wondered what she thought she wouldn't need stiff elbows for on this block. When the dawn would break in such a fashion that light actually streamed, she should have glittered with the fine sheen of mistakes she'd made. But she was mu
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Swing Band
Play your trumpets louder, boys - Let's hear that trombone sound. You're gettin' paid to make some noise; The dames are crowdin' 'round. The chaps have finished sippin' gin And now it's time to dance. They want a tune to dip and spin And kick up some romance. A young thing needs a break at night From white barrage balloons, From broadcasts, blackout drapes, cordite, Junkers across the moon. The music's really pickin' up. The piano's lost a string. There's no one in a smoky club But loves a chance to swing. It's hard to hear the sirens wail - The saxophone is grand - For death is sorry, weak and pale But life's a big swing b
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In My Dreams
Engraved in my dreams Images of you Muted colours Soft shades Of how our love once was Awakened by a tear
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metaphors for the lonely
we were too busy building galaxies to see the sadness invested in our hearts. and our faces were like geometric planes that were never molded to fit. if you searched my bag you'd find cinnamon and an x ray of your chest; things i want to keep with me no matter what state i'm in. sometimes i imagine us as part of a world that hasn't grown old yet. you folded my heart into an origami bird and tried to let me be free, but all you did was break me down and now i can't seem to find the edges of myself. i don't know what you need, but i am sorry that i couldn't be enough.
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What is Love?
  Hey Officer Krupke.... krup you!   Alexis and I burst out laughing applauding with the audience as the lights blacked out after the scene was over.  She and I were at our school play, which was featuring West Side Story.  Despite the lack of funds, the tech theme managed to make it work; and make it work they did.  The set looked amazing, the lights and sounds were perfect and right on cue, and the acting had exceeded my expectations.   As the lights faded out, I felt Alexis tense up next to me.  I glanced at her, and as I did I heard her give a dry laugh.  "T
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Disintegration
Their closeness only apes what closeness might have been. Empty eyes and skull grins! (We bury our mortality deep beneath the shrouding ground.)
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Absolute Horizon
Molly Steinberg can bend light. I would know. I'm dating her. I know what you're thinking. You think I'm calling her dense. Thick-headed. Stupid. She's not. Oh no, she is not. She's smart; very smart, but in the worst way possible. She's pretty, athletic, popular, top of the line family, manipulative bitch extraordinaire. Molly Steinberg gets what she wants. And Molly Steinberg wants an A in science class. It's easy to look at fools in love and think you'll never be like that. I know I thought that way once. But when the (ahem) perky cheerleader sidles up to you for a little help with Physics homework, well, you just don't say no. Not unle
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I take so long to update anything. I had another girl btw. I'm at 6 and that's where we'll stay. I'm still freelancing, so there's that.
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