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  • Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins
  • Playing: Mass Effect
  • Listening to: Tricky
  • Watching: Blade Runner
I've had a strange feeling of displacement lately. What makes it strange is that it's not a feeling of being an outcast or disliked, just simply... not in the place I belong.

Typically, it's something of sadness, but it has none of that. I feel some confidence in who/what I am, things I stand for, but not with a sense of pride, just conviction of self-evident truths.

There's an unsettling feeling of things bigger than I can see now, but will be clear in retrospect, a shifting and changing framework. Perhaps its something about me changing; something that giving me the feeling of being lost.

Hopefully, I'll find my path again soon.
Waking up from one of the most lucid dreams I've ever had... I still have the strangest feel of disconnection from reality, no better way to describe it than an incredible, spiritual kind of feeling.
  • Listening to: Pink Floyd
Had one of the best times I've had in a while tonight, definitely didn't come too soon. Even better, it gave me what I need to make it through a valentine-less Valentine's Day (though I'm hoping I might find one).

And to everyone, Happy Valentine's Day!
Feeling broken... can't sleep, and my heart feels like its twisted in knots. Just wanna fade out.